Long lost Fiver - Lost Friends

I'm so sad
that I could flood the world
but my tears are gone, 
gone like the wind
in the moonlight sky.

I am tortured
but I can not find
the redeemer of mine.
All is lost
but I can't die,
it's to soon 
to go on the other side.

I'm trying to find
the way out of this
tortured mind.
But the only thing that I find
is death.

It seems to me
that the only way out
is the death itself,
Whom I can not find.

I turn to my father
and see a devil inside,
Turn to my mother,
she doesn't understand
the pain of mine,
Turn to my brother, 
he's a demon one of the kind,
turn to my sister,
she's never there.

Then I realize,
I have no family
of my kind.

I can't belive
my words but thay are true,
I have lost my frends
and a hero to.

And then I scream,
friend, friend,
where are you now
I need you
like you did
when I helped you fly.

Then I listen
and here a sound,
a sound of silence,
a sound of violence.

But there is the end
that comes and goes,
like the wind
in the moonlight sky.