For the Defense of the People
By Vincent N. Terrell
"And these are
the latest results of our new planetary missile defense system. As you can
see, we've made across the board increases in the effectiveness of our response
system. The defense council is seriously over budget for this program though,
and needs a funding increase of 20% to maintain optimum response times within
the defense network. Increases of 5-10% would lengthen our system's reaction
times by a third, while no funding increase would effectively double our
response times. Comparatively, funding increases beyond 20% are projected
to reduce the system's reaction times by as much as a tenth for each additional
20%. With this in mind, the defense council representative moves to consider
the budget increase resolution."
Hrasi bodies
around the room shuffled in indecision. The huge, poorly lit council chambers
did little to intimidate the sole speaking human, even when it was filled
with Hrasi. Miles Arathch, representative of the Hrasi homeworld defense
council and the only human with a respectable position there, tried to make
out the various faces he knew in the crowd of furred bodies. There were a
few hairless bodies, but mostly they had distinctive leather collars or subtler
jewel restraints on, marking them the personal property of one of the Hrasi
representatives. Most such slaves were either naked or scantily clad, and
a few had writing utensils. Such kind masters we have that trust us with
their words, he thought. Were it that we humans were all so virtuous.
"I do not believe
the representative's highly-praised program will ever offer the advances
we have been promised," one of the chambermen said. Miles recognized the
voice as Tuashiid, a frequent antagonist of the defense council's propositions.
Sometimes Miles wondered whether the chamberman's agenda was more to quash
him personally than to hinder the defense council, but that was an unworthy
thought. "While the defense council might have had good intentions, I do
not believe the representative, given his current state of personal affairs,
can be legitimately allowed any authority to floor motions in this session."
In response the call-to-order bell sounded three times, quieting the small
uproar caused by chamberman Tuashiid's allegations.
"Representative
Arathch's professional and personal statuses are not at question," Chamber
leader Hamahsoh boomed. Miles sighed in relief. At least the council's discussion
leader believed in him. There were grumbles from the crowd, but Miles stood
firm. I'm doing what's best for my patrons, He reminded himself, There is
no wrong in that. "I will entertain the representative's request. Is there
another representative who would like to offer any contrasting opinions?"
One dark brown Hrasi representative stepped forward and raised his voiced
to speak to the chamber.
"What amount
of our resources would your proposed budget increase encompass, representative
Arathch?"
"20% is comparable
to an extra six billion per year funding and an extra 3000 slave-hours for
labor. Minute expenditures compared to many of the projects this chamber
opts to fund," Miles added. The Hrasi nodded and dissolved into the anonymity
of the crowd. There was a fleeting moment of silence.
"Are there no
more questions?" The chamber leader asked. No one had anything to say in
response. "Then we shall put it to a vote. All in favor of the defense budget
increase please indicate so on your ballots, and all others please mark your
feelings there as well. The vote's total will be announced at session's end
along with all other budget resolutions. Next motion please." Hrasi bodies
shifted in their seats as Miles stepped down and the light brown Hrasi
representative for the human genetics engineering stepped up to make a new
motion. She was Huri Riehs, one of Miles' best associates. Huri always wanted
some genetic material from him in her everlasting quest for the perfect human,
but otherwise treated him with kindness. She had a manner of making him feel
like a favorite pet.
"Representative
for the genetics council moves to consider resolution 769C, the reclassification
of high-quality gene samples into psychological profiles
" Miles tuned
it out, seeking to return to his seat. Psychological 1-A profiling didn't
concern him even if he was a 1-A; genetic engineering was strictly a Hrasi
matter. He stepped down from the minor podium and walked past the aisles
of representatives, reporters, and other Hrasi dignitaries.
Two of his most
intimately familiar Hrasi companions waited for him there, his bodyguard
and secretary-assistant. Both beautiful Hrasi women, magnificent even beyond
the elegant features every Hrasi had. Tall Vher was a dark brown muscled
woman, huge for a human, much less a Hrasi. Vher stood a full head taller
than he, who stood a head and a half above most Hrasi, and her height lent
to the sense of security one felt in her presence. Raiira was a luxury unheard
of, a Hrasi secretary for a human. She was small for a Hrasi, a fair-furred
bundle who smiled at him as he approached.
"You did well,
Miles; You always do. I think we'll do well in the vote, and the council
ought to be pleased." Miles bowed, blushing slightly as he sat down.
"Thank you,
Miss Raiira." She smiled.
"I'm not 'miss'
Raiira, mister Arathch. I always tell you to just call me Raiira." Miles
looked down, but said nothing. "You might want to listen to Miss Riehs, sir,
she's talking about the 1-A classification. You're a 1-A, right? Might want
to hear what she's planning to do with it."
"Might," Vher
agreed, "She could end up limiting your pool of acceptable breeding partners."
Miles signed a 'no'.
"I'm sure she
knows better than I what's best for the genetic engineering project. I'll
be happy with whatever she decides." Raiira grinned.
"That's probably
why you're a 1-A specimen in the first place." She pointed out at Huri. "Trust
me, you want to listen." Miles conceded the point.
"
only
for skills and raw ability scores, we don't classify for domestication. The
genetics council feels that there is a danger there. Of all classifications,
the 1-As are trusted with the most vital, powerful positions. We do this
because they have the best chances at being able to do these sorts of jobs.
However, just because they can accomplish the tasks they are given does not
mean they should be allowed to.
"Take our own
Mr. Arathch for example. He's one of the most loyal and trustworthy 1-As
I've ever met, but what if he wasn't? Imagine the amount of damage Miles
could do if he was a traitor - no offense, representative Arathch." Miles
squirmed as the whole chamber swiveled their eyes to stare at him despite
Huri's apology. "No, what we need is more intensive testing for 1-A servitude,
domestication, and unswerving loyalty to their masters. If anything, we're
testing them less than other classes of humans. You'll find the details of
our proposed new psyche' evaluations in your session briefing packet." Papers
flipped as each Hrasi chamber-person checked their stacks of resolutions
for the details.
"She proposes
splitting 1-As into five groups of loyalties A-E just as you've already been
split by mental abilities. Loyalty ratings of C's and below lose the more
powerful worker positions, while B's and below begin to lose their breeding
privileges," Raiira murmured, shuffling through the packet she'd been given.
There were no questions for Huri when the chamber leader opened up the floor
for them, and the chamber didn't hesitate to vote for it. Must have passed
easily, Miles thought. He was happy for Huri.
"Going to find
it harder to get into bed," Vher growled at him teasingly.
"I doubt it,"
Raiira countered, "He'll probably just end up a 1-AA." She fell silent as
the Chamber Leader hit his gavel again.
"Then, with
the conclusion of representative Riehs' motion I would like to adjourn the
session for the week. Unless there are any valid objections, we regroup for
another meeting ten days from now. Same time, same place."
---v---
Hrasi and humans
bustled through the narrow halls of the Aghra chamber's subterranean railway
connections. Miles was too mild to push his way through the crowd of Hrasi
politicians and their human subordinates, but didn't have to. Vher was more
than happy to push and jostle for him, and he needed only follow close behind
in her wake. Raiira pushed up behind him to stay with her boss in the mess
of arms, legs, and sweat. Most of the other representatives were at least
afforded a decent berth by the throngs of frightened human servants, but
apparently they had no misgivings about brushing up against him.
It was a struggle
every step of the way through the masses of people fleeing the political
chambers, but they eventually made it to the metro train. Vher shoved them
a spot right in front of the doors of the train as its doors hissed open,
then courteously waved Miles. When he didn't budge to go forward before a
Hrasi, Raiira pushed him forward so the waiting crowd could follow as well.
Miles had always
found the subway's layout fascinating. Each train was divided up into three
color-coded sections. The front-most was the Hrasi-only section with blue
walls, followed by a smaller orange mixed section and a yellow human-only
section. The blue was lined with plush, padded seats that ran each side of
the train, with lush leather seat backs. The orange was merely cloth, divided
into a pair of 2-seat rows on each side, while the yellow had bare metal/plastic
benches on either side with no backs to speak of.
The advertisements
on the ceilings and walls varied accordingly as well. Blue section had commercial
ads for the latest technological advancements while the orange and yellow
were mostly government propaganda ads. Orange had war posters advertising
the latest victories against the feral humans of old Earth and stressing
the need for the draft, while yellow's ads were almost all reminders about
the laws concerning human behaviors and warnings about the consequences of
failing to uphold behavioral regulations. Miles didn't take it personally
at all, simply walking to the orange row that opened into the blue. Raiira
slid into the seat beside him while Vher took the orange row seat behind
him. It rankled him how the two brought themselves down to stay around him.
Vher could've just as easily took the blue seat in front of him and still
watched him, while Raiira had no need to be near him at all.
Other Hrasi
and humans came in as well, quickly filling the train. Almost all the Hrasi
he recognized as other representatives or chamber-persons, but he didn't
recognize most of the humans. The representative for the Agricultural Economics
Board passed him along with the representative for the Haigh Conservative
Coalition (who glared at Miles threateningly and turned his nose up at the
sight of Raiira sitting beside him). Huri Riehs took the seat directly in
front of him, the one he'd wished Vher would've taken. Riehs smiled at him
warmly as the rest of the bodies filled the train-car, filling all the seats
and beginning to take up the car's standing room.
"Hello Miles,
Raiira."
"Good evening,
Miss Huri," Miles replied. Riehs' grin widened at that.
"Hrn, now that's
a nice change. Not the formal 'miss Riehs' today?"
"I'm sorry,
Miss Riehs, I meant no-"
"No, no, I like
it. Glad that you're trying to better yourself in our eyes." Miles sighed
at that, and Riehs laughed. "Your one fault is that you've always been too
formal with us Hrasi: almost too respectful of your masters. I'm happy to
see you're still improving, it speaks well of your genetic line." She smiled
again. "Not as if you weren't already the best genetic donor I have on hand."
"Of the humans,
perhaps," Miles murmured lowly, looking down and blushing.
"Better than
some of the Hrasi men I've met too," Huri responded. Raiira looked up from
some notes that she'd been studying to grin at Miles.
"Better than
a whole lot that I've met," Raiira agreed. Miles said nothing, but just blushed
and stared farther down. Huri and Raiira exchanged mirthful glances.
"Cut it out.
He's had enough for one day," Vher growled. Miles turned behind him and mouthed
a thank you. Vher smirked and patted him on the back.
"Huh, I was
wondering about what chamberman Tuashiid was talking about," Huri said, "What
was that 'state of personal affairs' he mentioned?" Raiira looked at her
sharply, but Huri didn't take notice. "Come on, Miles, you know stress affects
your ability to breed. You want to tell me these things before I pair you
off?" She kept at it, not noticing that he was staring down at the floor
sullenly. "That 3-A girl I paired you off with last week, I could've gotten
another 1-A for her, someone more relaxed. You'd better hope she bears
"
Raiira looked at Riehs exasperatedly.
"Miss Riehs!"
"It's alright,
Raiira. I wouldn't worry about the 3-A, Miss Riehs: that was before. Jonathan
died just yesterday." Huri paused.
"Jonath- oh
your bond partner, right? The 1-B? I'm sorry, I didn't know
I
Ah
Sorry, Miles." He signed a 'no' glumly.
"Don't be: My
fault for not telling you. I should've by now." All three were silent for
a moment, Miles dismal even as Vher tightened her grip on his shoulders.
Rails screeched as the old monorail dived through tunnels of rock, howling
out the silence of three Hrasi and a single beleaguered human.
"Doesn't feel
too good, does it?" Huri asked.
"Not great,"
Miles admitted. "I'm not at my best. Sorry."
"I know; My
Iirae died about five years ago. It'll get better after a while." She looked
earnestly at him. "You're pretty valuable to me, to all of us in the long
run. You want someone to night with, you can have your pick of my stock.
Anybody, if it'd make you feel better." Miles signed a 'no' silently, staring
down at the floor. "Rather stay with me?" Huri asked. That was strictly forbidden
to him: a taboo that only Huri could override, and a social deviation that
would cause a scandal if it got out, ruining both of their futures. It was
also an impossibly generous gesture on her part, but he signed a 'no' again.
Huri frowned in frustration at her failure to hearten him.
"Don't suppose
you'd like to bed down with either of us? Or both?" Vher prodded jestingly.
Miles leaned is head back on the chairs headrest to stare up at her.
"You would,
wouldn't you?"
"You're actually
interested?" Vher asked hopefully, but Miles signed a 'no'. Raiira furrowed
her brow thoughtfully while slipping her papers into her loosely fitting
magenta vest.
"Maybe you ought
to not search out another bond partner." Vher looked at her disgustedly.
"You mean go
solitary?" She practically spat the word, like it was a foul taste in her
mouth. "That's a human aberration. He's too cultured to be sleeping by himself."
Raiira shook her head.
"No, what I
think he needs is a servant. A slave. You rank high enough to own a slave,
Miles. It'd be good for you: make you more assertive. You need to learn to
be a master anyway. How does it sound?"
"I
don't
know," Miles sighed. He could tell they were going to gang up on him. It
made him feel bad enough to go against a single one of his more friendly
masters, but grouped together he couldn't bring himself to vocally oppose
them. To his horror Huri brightened at the idea, eyes glazing over at the
thought.
"That's a wonderful
idea. Hrrn
most of the slaves are either not bright enough to rank
an 'A' or not strong enough to rate a '1', but there are a few 1-As that
outwear their jobs and go to free market. Might take a little bit of searching
around, but I bet we could find a fertile female 1-A for him. Huh
A
stable, constantly-producing 1-A pair would be able to stock my labs in a
few decades, and with the new accelerated-growth, the potential-"
"Miss Riehs,"
Raiira interjected softly, "I'm not talking about a human slave." That stopped
Huri and Miles cold. My god, he thought, they want me to enslave a Hrasi,
one of the noble race. I can't do that.
"Completely
out of the question!" Huri whispered emphatically, suddenly realizing what
a public place they were in. "Think about all that wasted seed! He's the
prime specimen of the city, trust me, I know these things! He can't breed
off of a Hrasi; it'd be wasting a genetically perfect, domesticated human
every time. Nobody can afford that!"
"It'd make him
feel better," Raiira countered, "and besides, it'll be good for his physiology.
You told me Hrasi are good for human's libidos, so actually it'd be better
for his 'productivity'. More importantly, it'll give him someone to love.
That's good for him, right? Which matters more than anything else, right?"
That last was pointed directly at Huri, who backed off with the dip of
embarrassment in her ears. "What do you think, Vher?"
"I think you
two should stop talking about him right in front of him, stop humiliating
him in front of the whole train, and maybe actually ask him what he wants."
Both Raiira and Huri cringed at that.
Miles cleared
his throat softly, and all three Hrasi stared at him. Raiira looked at him
guiltily, Huri looked at him with subdued worry and indignation, and Vher
gazed with friendly reassurance.
"Do I have to
do this? I don't think I'd make a good master."
"Would you rather
be alone?" Raiira asked. Miles sagged in his chair.
"No
"
"Then you need
a slave. A Hrasi slave," She insisted, and Huri growled as the train jolted
to a stop at the next train depot.
"Alright, but
we increase your collection rates, Miles. Let's go ahead and make it daily.
Before you get home, Alright?" Miles sighed and nodded submissively, then
rose with Raiira and Vher to disembark the train. Huri snagged him back into
his seat. "Starting today," she told him. Raiira and Vher turned around,
hesitating, but Huri waved them off. "It's okay, he's safe in my hands. I'll
have him back in one piece, if very tired, by nightfall." Vher grinned lewdly
and Raiira blushed, then waved.
"See you in
the morning," Raiira called.
"Have fun,"
Vher added, narrowing her eyes and flicking her tail in a mock-seductive
style. Miles just sighed again. Why do I have to be the 'perfect specimen'?
Every day? Uhn
oh well, it's for the good of the Hrasi race, not to
mention the human one. I can't begrudge them that.
---v---
Huri's 'lab'
was more like the birthing wards of human-only hospitals. Essentially that's
what it was: A custom-tailored-human producing center. None of the humans
there had any possessions nor any need of them: no clothes save the occasional
patient's gown, no jewelry save their identifying collars. Young human girls
maybe 10 years old laughed and played in the 2nd floor lobby that Huri brought
him through.
Miles felt a
twinge of almost-envy; though they'd never learn to read, write, or be taught
anything else past basic speech and reproductive health science, they'd be
direct contributors to the Hrasi's envisioned future for his kind. Those
girls would soon be birthing the next vanguard generations until they hit
50 or so, when the fertility-lengthening drugs lost effects. They'd be put
down then, but it was for the best: what more could they do to brighten the
virtues of their lives?
Older teenaged
girls lounged in sofas, perhaps 13 or 14. They had all just began their periods
of usefulness, a fact their prominent bellies displayed. He and Huri strode
briskly through the young female wing of the breeding center and into the
lab's living quarters. More humans were there, a few women he knew fairly
intimately. They all waved at him, smiled shyly, or looked away while blushing.
Miles felt awkward at being the only one there with a formal Hrasi suit,
which reached down to his boots. Also, the temperature in the area had been
adjusted to make a naked human feel comfortable, and he was starting to sweat.
"This way,"
Huri urged him, grabbing his hand and pulling him past. She led him to the
end of the hall and pushed him through the last door on the left, then followed
through and shut it behind him. "It's been a while since I got a blood test
from you. Your anxiety shouldn't change that too much," She reassured him,
patting him on the back and leading him to a chair in the corner. Huri then
went to a wall cabinet and removed a syringe with no discernible needle.
"It's a sub-cellular needle," Huri provided at his questioning look, "shouldn't
hurt at all. In fact, I'll be very upset with the manufactures if you can
even feel it."
True to her
word, the needle slipped through his shoulder's skin without any more feeling
than that of the syringe's cool plastic. He watched as Huri drew out a thin
red cylinder of blood. "There," she said, "It's done. No big, huh?"
"No big," He
agreed, and Huri's ears perked up.
"That's more
like it." She snapped off the syringe's detachable front and threw it away,
then pocketed her new red vial. "Now then, you want to do me some real work?"
Miles got up and proffered his hand, allowing Huri to lead him through the
door and into an adjacent room.
It was dark
and musty, with a single bunk on one end, a pile of furs on the other, and
a small door in the back that led into a tiny bathroom; he knew it well enough.
"Stay here," she commanded, then abruptly left. He signed a 'no', closed
the door behind her, then went to the bathroom to relieve himself. When he
was done he draped one of the furs over the bunk and lay atop it patiently.
His suit was beginning to overheat him, so he unbuttoned the heavy coat and
threw it across the bunk.
There wasn't
much time to wait. To his surprise, though, it was Huri who returned, not
some human girl. She'd laden her arms with a bottle of dark red wine, a shallow
saucer-cup, and a taller human goblet. Miles was touched: human-specific
stuff was hard to find and expensive.
"What's this,
Miss Huri?"
"Thought you'd
rather not want someone tonight. Or was I wrong?" She stopped and looked
at him with a hint of hope in her eyes.
"No
If
you don't mind
"
"That's fine,"
Huri promised, "You don't need any more stress; I'm not going to press it."
She sat down beside him and handed him the deeper glass. A small plastic
bottle lay at the bottom. "Before you leave." Mile picked it out and held
his glass to let her fill it as she ripped the cork out with her long canines.
"Don't you ever
stop, Miss Riehs?" Huri chuffed softly as she poured them both a drink.
"No. That's
why they let me on the genetics board. But you don't need it, do you?" He
couldn't really argue with that.
Thick blood-red
wine swashed in their glasses. When Miles put it to his lips the stuff tasted
smooth and full-bodied. While no wine specialist, he was fairly sure it wasn't
standard hospital-lab fare. Huri folded up to sit cross-legged on the bunk
and lapped slowly at her saucer.
"Didn't expect
this, huh?" she asked. "I didn't want to let Miss Raiira or Miss Vher know
I just wanted to talk to you. Thought they'd read between the lines and do
something stupid, like say no."
"So why am I
here?" Huri looked at him with concern.
"Worried about
you. You didn't tell me what happened."
"Forgot. Sorry."
She grimaced.
"That's why
I'm worried. You don't normally forget these things. You must have been hurt
fairly badly. Are you all right?" He considered that.
"I suppose so.
I'm not perfect, Miss Riehs, Sometimes I forget. I'll try harder."
"Ah, but you
are perfect. By all accounts strong, intelligent, agile, virile, servile
and I hold you to a higher standard." She leaned over to nuzzle his neck,
making him freeze up in agitation. No Hrasi had done such things to him since
his childhood. "I need you, Miles. You're my best resource in this entire
city, maybe even the entire continent. You mean more to me than most Hrasi-"
"Stop," Miles
interrupted, "That's not true. Don't tell me that, I don't want to hear that.
Please stop." She pulled back to look at him.
"Hhunnn
you're delicate, though. I know that. But what I've said is all true. You
ever wonder how many children you have?" Miles looked at her in distress.
"You know humans
don't get to have children. Why are you testing me? I'm loyal; you know that."
"Not testing.
Telling you the truth. Sometimes I wonder how your mind works, how it is
that you can have no fight in you when most humans are too violent to breed.
You know that reclassification I was talking about? Did you listen?"
"Raiira made
me," he admitted, and she smiled appreciatively.
"We're going
to add a new classification based on personality - servitude, in short. You
know how many 1-As like you are going to lose their jobs and breeding rights?
Something like 70% of them. I can tell you that you're not going to be one
of them. So you become even more valuable to us. Back to the question. You
know how many children?"
"I don't. Two?
Ten?" Huri flicked her ears at his naivete.
"More like two
hundred. Maybe only fifty if you don't count the artificial blends I used
your genes in, but even those are made about 80% you anyway. Those are mostly
infants now, but almost all are 1 or 2-A's. They'll all be great scientists,
or managers, or maybe even defense contractors."
"I don't understand,
Miss Riehs." She glowered.
"Call me Huri,
damn you, you know I don't like being called Miss Riehs."
"Sorry Huri,"
Miles said humbly, shying away from her reproachful words. Huri looked at
him strangely.
"You're an odd
one, for sure. What I meant was that you have the ability to produce not
only the good works of your own life, but also populate the next generation
with people who could do the same. So, there isn't much I won't do to keep
you happy. You just tell me." She took another few strokes at her saucer,
then set it down on the floor and sidled up next to him, wrapping an arm
around his chest and nuzzling him again. "Anything really," she murred.
"You're very
committed to your job," Mile said softly. It wasn't an attack, but a soft
reminder. Huri's ears flattened down a bit, and she didn't bother to hide
it; she was candid if nothing else.
"I've devoted
my life to it," She growled between snuffling under his cheek, "I am committed.
More committed to you, though. If you told me you weren't going to help me
any more I'd still be your friend. More important to me that you're happy,
believe it or not. You don't have to believe me, but it's still true." He
didn't believe her, frankly, but would never tell her that.
"I don't need
anything right now," Miles whispered. Huri brought her lips up to his and
pecked him lightly.
"Do you even
know what that is?" She inquired gently, and smirked when he signed a Hrasi
'no'. "It's a kiss; a human sign of affection. Funny you don't know it when
I do. But then, I'm more human than you are in some ways." She shook her
head, chuffing silently. "I'm just babbling now. You want to go home? I'll
take you there."
"Thanks." Huri
looked at him one last time.
"Sure you wouldn't
rather stay with me? I can make you feel better
" Miles smiled, but
signed 'no' once more. "Then, will you at least give me my sample before
you leave?" He groaned aloud.
Candid. My
patron-friend may be insatiable and relentless, but she is candid. That's
virtue enough
---v---
Miss Riehs didn't
dare walk him home: too dangerous that late in the evening. She drove instead,
even though his small house was only a few blocks away. It was a short drive
to say the least, perhaps two minutes. Huri kept looking at him out of the
corner of her eye, as if watching for something in him. When we were there
she stopped the car and killed the engine, then threw off her restraints
and clambered out the door with Miles.
His residence
was the one thing he had that he could take real pride in. According to the
previous owners, a venerable Hrasi couple with whom he still kept contact,
it was an experimental hybrid of old Earth's Japanese dojo architecture and
that of the ancient Hrasi Ahronae clans from the southern islands. In practice
it came out as a linear wood-brick building that had jutting roofs, three
consecutively smaller floors, and allowed nature's vines and trees to grow
throughout the infrastructure. Somehow one might think that the growth would
wear on the building, but the building and the fauna were constantly being
reshaped so that they didn't interfere with one another. Even a human like
he could appreciate the unity and natural harmony of the place.
Both human and
Hrasi padded past the house's low fences and up the house's overgrown lawn
/ garden to the front door. Miles went for his bottom right coat pocket to
retrieve his keys, but there was no need to do so: the door opened of its
own accord. Well, perhaps not entirely of its own accord, Miles thought wryly.
Vher stood at the hallway entrance with a cup of tea in hand.
"Evening, sir,
Miss Riehs. Come in. We decided you'd be better off if you weren't alone
tonight." Miles looked her up and down, taking a second to recognize where
she was, while Huri blinked confusedly.
"We?" Miles
asked, staring up at the towering two-meter Hrasi. Vher moved aside and waved
an arm down the hall. There were light patters, and then Raiira poked her
front torso out from an opening into a corridor at the back of the hall.
She was dripping wet and clothed solely in one of Miles' bath towels.
"Hello," she
called. More meekly: "Hello Miss Riehs
" Riehs looked at Miles, then
at Vher, and then back to Miles.
"I'm going to
leave the three of you alone now," She announced quietly, barely controlling
the set of her ears and the smile of her face. "Unless you'd rather I
stay
" Miles looked at her, incensed, but Huri simply shrugged at him
and walked back to her car.
"Come in," Vher
repeated, and he did so. Miles really couldn't bring himself to seethe at
Vher or Raiira, but it was much easier to become annoyed with them. "You're
early," Vher rumbled, "We're not ready for you yet. Didn't expect Miss Riehs
to be done with you that quickly."
"You didn't
tell me you were going to come into my house. I thought you were my friends,
but what's this?" Raiira popped back into the corridor, presumably back to
his bathroom. Vher shut the door behind him, locked its bolt, then coughed.
"Sorry sir.
You did give us keys in case we needed to get into your home. We didn't decide
to come until after we left you. I didn't mean to anger you." Miles blew
out a breath of air.
"No. I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to be angry with you. Please don't mind me, I'm just tired."
Vher nodded, then beckoned him up the stairs to the second floor sitting
room. A small, frugal entertainment center stood up against one wall, with
a small projector, a radio, and a micro-disk player. Pallets, furs, and pillows
surrounded the center in a semicircle. A few kneeling-height tables lined
the walls, and a trio of oversized pillows faced a single center table in
a triangular pattern. It was to one of those that Vher took him.
"Here, sit,"
Vher offered, pressing him into one of the pillows, then handed him her tea.
"Have this. Dinner's cooking - I have to go rescue it before it burns. Raiira
is finishing cleaning up. She wanted to look good for you. Thought you'd
like her better if she was pretty." Vher backed away from him. "May I take
leave of you?" Miles waved his hand at her.
"You've never
had to ask me to do anything, don't start now. My home is your home. Go do
whatever you want to, don't bother asking my permission. I'm giving it to
you now." She nodded, flicked thanks with her ears, then glided out, tail
swishing behind her.
Miles sat back
in the pillow. It smelled like home, calming to him. He sipped at the tea,
one of the alcoholic white teas Jonathan had liked. Didn't suit him, but
the alcohol was good. He stared up at the ceiling, followed the grains in
the woods on the beams. Had some more alcohol: something to dull his senses.
He normally derided drugs, claiming them handicaps for the weak-willed, but
Vher had been drinking it: he could taste and smell her in the glass. He'd
never deride Vher: she was one of his truest friends. So he kept drinking,
and looked up at the wood grains, listening to the room. The airflow change
around an obstruction signaled another person's entrance. Miles sat up to
see Raiira there.
She'd gone all
out. Her fur and beard had been brushed, fluffed out, and slicked to a
glistening, thick sheen. Her tail swayed out enticingly behind her, tufted
at the end in a classic provocative style. She wore a pair of severely short
deep red breeches, and not a shred else. At his gaze Raiira swiveled her
hips, showing her tail off.
"You like?"
she purred, then walked over to him and pulled up another one of the pillows
beside him. Raiira leaned over to rub cheeks with him, letting him feel the
warm dampness of her pelt. "Do you like it? I wanted to dress up for you
"
He smiled at her wanly.
"You're always
beautiful Raiira, just more beautiful today. You look amazing
" Raiira
frowned.
"But?"
"But I don't
think I can really appreciate you at the moment," he murmured. She looked
hurt, then seemed to think better of it and shut up, leaning down to nuzzle
him again.
There was some
crashing from the bottom of the room, and then Vher appeared from the bottom
of the stairs with platters of food.
"Dinner!" She
called, and both Raiira and Miles got up to help her. "Just her, Miles. You
stay there." Reluctantly, he sat down and let the two women set out the dinner
on the table. Vher took one look at the placement of Raiira and Miles' seats,
smirked, and pulled the last remaining pillow over to the other two. The
two sat down on either side of him and draped their respective tails across
his back. "Food," Vher encouraged, pointing at a sizable 4-course feast laid
out in front of them. Raiira whistled in wonder.
"
Wow,
Vher. I didn't know you'd had all this in the works." She glanced over to
Miles. "Vher doesn't look it, but she's a gourmet cook. In for a treat, we
are."
"I'm
glad
you came," he said lowly, "I'm not sure I would've eaten if you hadn't."
"See? You need
some big sisters to take care of you," Raiira said, and Vher snorted.
"Ha. You're
one to be talking about 'big' sisters." The two chuffed as Miles added his
own laughter to the chorus.
Happy noises
filled his little sitting room as the atmosphere relaxed around the three
and the pair of Hrasi tried to reestablish their rapport with him. They kept
the conversation within the boundaries of small talk, guiding Miles past
deep, heavy subjects. The three managed to make it slowly through the meal,
Raiira doing the talking while Vher prodded, cajoled, guilted, and eventually
simply ordered Miles to have more food. He wasn't that hungry, even though
it was great food. Vher was indeed a gourmet. His spirits were the problem.
At dinner's end neither woman had any complaints when Miles helped clean
the table up. To his growing nervousness, neither showed any signs of leaving.
"Feeling better?"
Raiira asked.
"Feeling tired,"
He responded, belched, then covered his mouth, mortified. Vher grinned from
her giant height and belched louder. Raiira's ears wilted and her nose wrinkled,
but otherwise she managed to hide any distaste.
"Tired, huh?
We can fix that," she purred. "Put you to bed." He almost protested or asked
where they planned to stay, but decided he didn't want to know. The two led
him through the house's indoor atrium and into his bedchamber. A low, heavily
sheeted bed lay there, along with a dresser, desk, and table. His walls were
lined with pictures, a few pre-space paintings from the northern continent,
an ancient ornamental hunting bow from the Yoichi fletcher's period of unrest,
and other personal effects. Both women took him to the bed, pushed him under
the covers. When he saw Raiira slipping off her trousers, though, he did
protest.
"Raiira!" he
hissed, "Stop that! You know you can't do that! Don't do this, please. If
we got caught, the punishment for both of-" Raiira silenced him with a paw
on the mouth.
"Quiet
You didn't see Miss Riehs' expression before she left? She knows perfectly
well what we're doing. She'll back us up, I'm sure." She finished with her
trousers, clambering above him while Vher watched with faint amusement from
higher up.
"Then she knows?
What if she doesn't approve? She could tell the authorities
Even if
Miss Huri did back us up, the scandal would be the end of my career. They'd
put me on open market. Please, Raiira
" He pleaded with Raiira while
shrinking away from her as she lowered her self into his torso.
"Ha," Raiira
chuffed, "then we'd just buy you for ourselves. Our relationship would
certainly
change, but you'd still be relatively safe. At least, from
everyone but us. And we're not wholly impossible to please
"
"You mean
you and Vher?" Miles asked. Vher chuffed softly, nodding.
"Didn't know?
We don't like to advertise it. You'd expect us to have partners the same
size, right? Well, we used to be. I grew though, and little Raiira's the
runt." Raiira rolled him from straight under her to the inside of the bed.
It left Miles with her pressed up from behind him, arms lovingly but forcefully
holding his hands from thrashing. That might have been enough trauma for
the night, but Vher had to undress as well and lay on the other side of him,
where his more sensitive parts were.
"I'm scared,"
Miles squeaked, but Vher's ears perked up at that as she settled in so their
genitalia lined up. He tried not to notice, pushing away towards Raiira,
who growled appreciatively.
"Going to make
one of us happy either way," Vher murred at him softly, "and if you don't
we'll move for you. But we'll not hurt you, so don't fear." She fit her hands
past him and around Raiira's back, pinning him and pulling him tight between
them.
"Stop!" He begged,
and Vher did, pushing away.
"Why? You don't
like us?" She grinned. "You homosexual?" Vher inquired plainly. Miles took
a moment to catch his breath and collect himself.
"No. I'm definitely
female only, but you're forcing me. Please, let me sleep. I know you want
to play, but you're trying to replace someone I slept with and trusted implicitly
for the better part of a decade. You can't do that." Vher gazed at him with
fire in her glowing eyes, but the fire died.
"Of course,"
she apologized, "I'm sorry." Vher came closer then, pushing his arms towards
Raiira but allowing him to come as far into her chest fur as he dared sleep
while keeping her bulk at a comfortable distance. Miles calmed, squirming
his arms out of Raiira's grip and laying them freely in front of him while
he rubbed himself a spot for his head on Vher's expansive chest. The last
thing he remembered of the night was the feeling of having a pair of warm,
purring Hrasi atop him, murmuring quietly between themselves as they both
patted and massaged him. He was definitely sinning, knew it, and decided
to feel bad about it later.
---v---
Green, fertile
hills and valleys covered the landscape. Dew condensed on tall grasses and
reeds around Matron's manor. Miles could feel Matron, as if she was just
around the corner. He walked down the manor's thick-walled halls looking
for her. He walked through the sitting room, up the stairs, and down to the
end of the dormitory room hallway to the window. Matron's soft, gentle, and
genuine laughter was coming through one of the doors. He swung it open, and
was engulfed by light.
Matron was above
him, laughing; he was an infant again. Her smile, the set of her ears, the
way she picked him up and held him close all made him happy. These were memories
from before he was cognizant, where he had scant memories that incorporated
two or three senses. She hugged him close, saying something he didn't understand
as speech, but made it clear she loved him. He held close, inhaling deeply
her scent. Matron always smelled like the forest: like faint flowers, like
ancient evergreens, like morning rains.
She smiled at
him warmly, looking content and proud of him. Matron had always been beautiful:
a longhaired, white-golden woman in her early twenties. She'd grown her mane
out long, tied it back in a single braid, and brushed the rest in a long-furred
pelt. He remembered she'd worn a single blouse, or at least a single type
of blouse every day. A strong, cotton weave of dark blue and brown that started
as a shirt at her shoulders and flowed down in one piece to her ankles. It'd
added to the motherly aura she had.
Matron bounced
him on her knees, let him suckle from her breasts, patted his head. He remembered
having had siblings, and they were there in his dreams, hanging on Matron's
cuffs. They all needed her, as he did. She was a single star for them, a
single noble Hrasi in a sea of blithering human children. But she never lost
patience with them, forever guiding and protecting them.
A flash and
he was three or four. Speaking better Hrasi than his sisters or brothers,
already learning to read and write. Sitting on Matron's lap, being read a
story at night after everyone else had gone to bed. She would relax against
a wall, sitting cross-legged with Miles in between. She'd deliberately falter
every once in a while, let him 'help' her with a word or two, always touching
and rubbing him. He had one clear memory of a book whose moral he didn't
understand.
"Matron? Why
do humans always have to serve Hrasi?" He'd asked, turning to stare up at
her. She'd looked down at him tenderly.
"Because humans
need to learn from us. Wild humans are like animals, Miles. They killed innocent
Hrasi civilians. Normal people, for no reason. We have to take all the humans
and teach them how to be good, like you. Then we can live together." He'd
been curious at that idea, new to him.
"Then why is
there a war?"
"Because not
all the humans want to serve us. We have to force some of them. They can
be dangerous, Miles. I met one once; he scared me."
"Am I a wild
human, Matron?" And she'd chuffed, dropping the book and hugging Miles close.
"No, you're
not. I think you're a good one. You're going to be a good human servant some
day. To bed now, okay?" He'd gone.
That was one
of his favorite things about Matron; she was honest. She told him everything:
what honor was, why she slept alone, what loyalty was, why it was honorable
to be a slave or a servant, why he had to be loyal, why Hrasi were superior
to humans. And that she loved him, always that. He liked to hear that, began
to feed on it.
Another memory:
a storm, particularly bad, that had knocked out the isolated mountain manor's
electricity generators, leaving the estate dark and cold. As a Hrasi, Matron
had a single thick fur blanket for both Miles and all his siblings. She'd
told them to huddle together as the temperature lowered, the rain turned
to sleet, and the lightning thundered.
Matron had loved
them enough to give them all of her sheets, then curled up on her bare mattress.
He'd been so scared that he'd not been able to stay with his brothers and
sisters, and instead had felt his way to Matron's room, where nobody went.
"What do you
want, Miles?" She'd asked softly. A lightning strike lit her form up - she'd
let her mane out of it's braid, let it flow down her back.
"I'm scared,
Matron. And cold. May I please sleep with you?" She'd chuffed very softly.
"Come here,
Miles," she'd whispered, and he'd tottered blindly into the room, in her
general direction. Matron caught him, lifted him up to her bed, and held
him to her chest. He put his face into her neck and slumbered as she pressed
him close and licked him over, purring. It was his first recollection of
sleeping with anyone.
More time passed;
he grew older. Matron grew older too, but only to her early thirties. Sometimes
she'd ask him to come to bed with her, once he turned eight, and occasionally
asked odd things of him, like whether he would like to bite her neck. She
never pressed anything very hard with him, but insisted on these requests
even less. Nonetheless, he'd never found himself asked for anything that
made him uncomfortable, and always accepted. Afterwards, she'd always purred
vibrations through his body and licked him down until he was asleep, but
also crowded very close. When he asked why she told him that she was lonely,
and that she loved his company, a cryptic response to a child.
Matron began
taking children to the town when he turned ten. She started with the slowest,
weakest of the fifteen or so children. They returned with arm brands that
had pairs of a single letter and number on them: 1-D, 4-B, 3-C
That
wasn't all so bad, but then strange Hrasi began to visit. Matron would talk
with them, bargain with them, and then the branded child would leave with
them. She started acting more protective of Miles, as well. Matron began
seriously tutoring him in math and writing, and made him her regular sleeping
partner. She eventually stopped asking him to come to bed, he always came,
and she'd tell him everything about the transactions she made at night.
"Where did Krista
go, Matron? She left with that man today," He'd asked one day, typical of
what he'd ask every day.
"He runs a bordello
down in the city. She's going to end up a short-lived prostitute, most likely.
It's too bad
"
"Prostitute?"
He'd asked innocently, and she sighed.
"She never could
think very well, you remember that." It was true - she'd had trouble grasping
the most basic concepts of algebra. "Well, I did my best, but she never really
developed the brain she needed. So instead she's going to let people use
her body for her master. She'll get fed, maybe some care, maybe some friends
if she's lucky. I always sell the children I know are only worth their bodies
to that man; he's the gentlest with them. I'd still be surprised if she lived
to be sixteen." He was quiet for a moment.
"Please don't
do that to me Matron," he finally asked. "I don't think I can die like that."
"Never," she
promised, "You're my favorite. I'm not going to sell you. When you're old
enough you can go live without me. Your mind is worth so much more than your
body." She licked his closed eyes. "Besides, I love you. You'll go far."
He'd clutched at fur, letting her purrs put him to sleep.
The children's
numbers dwindled slowly, from twenty to ten to five, and so on. By the age
of thirteen he was the only one left. Miles began thinking of Matron, who
was still very beautiful, in uncomfortable ways, and when he asked her about
she told him he was becoming a man. She wouldn't let him sleep beside her
then, but let him sleep atop her bed at her feet. She worked him harder and
harder. In Matron this would show itself not as more antagonistic, pressured
teaching, but faster and more intense. Thankfully, the faster she went the
more willing she was to slow down.
Matron also
began exhibiting an odd behavior: indulging him in his own interests. She
asked him what he liked, and then taught him about it. Forever his world
had been the mountain estate, but he and Matron had read books about space
and battles, and that held his attention. It was with great reluctance that
she taught him the rudiments of archery and martial skills, but she did so
when asked. More willingly from her came the space sciences and associated
math.
By far the greatest
change in their lives were the trips to town. Starting on his thirteenth
birthday, Matron began taking him on trips down the valley to the city of
Yduura, a booming trade center. He saw countless Hrasi, which Matron kept
away, and adult humans, which Matron doubly kept away and growled at fiercely
if they came too close to Miles.
Often the trips
were for supplies or luxuries that they could now afford, having only two
mouths to feed, but on his tenth trip it was obvious that he was part of
the expedition. Something in Matron's demeanor said it: perhaps the set of
her jaw or position of ears. That day she took him to one of the breeding
centers, although at the time he knew only that it was an important building.
The breeders
there gave him lots of tests: fit these pieces together to make a cube, then
a pyramid. Draw the shortest path through this maze, identify the one in
a group of words or ideas that didn't belong, and other such things. Matron
sat behind him the entire time, offering silent reassurance. When he was
done they tested his strength and speed. The doctors there took the tests
and came back a few minutes later, then told Matron that he was a very high
1-A.
"What's a 1-A?"
Miles had interrupted, and Matron winced. She'd let him get away with improper
protocol a few times. "Apologies," he'd murmured immediately afterwards,
but the Hrasi doctor had simply given him a dour look.
"I-A is a two-part
categorization of your abilities. The 1 represents physical aptitude, a scale
of 1-5 where your one is the strongest. The 'A' is a measure of mental aptitude,
on a scale of A-E with A being 'smartest'. You have managed to retain both
superior mental and physical characteristics, something for which your handler
should be praised." Miles got the impression that his genes let him get away
with protocol slips as far as the doctor was concerned.
"He's shown
special affinity for physics, astronomy, and spatial geometry," the doctor
continued, "I suggest, Miss Hanuan, that you develop his interest and skills
in these areas further. Some day he might make an excellent cartographer,
navigator, or perhaps even a small-time design engineer. A good gene set
too; I might take him off your hands for you, if you'd like. I can pay."
Matron chuffed from behind Miles, setting his nerve on end, but didn't speak
seriously.
"No thank you,
I like my Miles just the way I have him." Matron collected a few papers from
the doctor, then thanked him, took Miles by the hand, and left with him.
She smiled at him warmly as they walked back.
"A 1-A, Miles.
That's amazing, but I'm not surprised. You've always been special. Someday
you'll fully understand how much that 1-A means. Would you like to stay here
for the night?" And being an impressionable young human he'd of course agreed.
It was the single worst mistake he'd ever made.
Matron had taken
him to a small hotel, checked them in for the night, and then shown him the
city. There were things there he'd only dreamed about. Aquariums, museums,
parks, and conservatories dotted the town. Matron show him them all, seemingly
elated that he'd been labeled a 1-A. When they went through the parks he
was the only human without a collar, and she the only without leash or whip
- there was no need in their case.
The two stayed
out late. She took Miles to eat dinner at an actual restaurant and went so
far as to have him sit across from her as an equal. Matron wasn't acting
like the Matron he was used to, who'd gently remind him of his place and
keep him subservient without harsh words or actions. She was acting like
she truly thought he was her son, an obscene idea, and like she actually
wanted him to be equal to her, which was even more absurd. That evening's
meal left him confused and a bit disquieted. His feelings proved to be aptly
placed.
By the time
the two were finished with their food the sky had turned black. Matron and
Miles were the two last customers at the restaurant, and walked down the
alleys alone. Matron wanted to go back to their hotel by way of a nearby
park, so they ended up strolling through bushy groves that obscured sight
of city except for the periodic park light.
They got perhaps
a hundred meters into the thick of the park, hidden to the rest of the world,
before being attacked. A trio of huge Hrasi males emerged from the bushes,
blocking off both the path ahead of them and the way they'd come. Matron
pulled Miles into her, smothering him against her chest. She growled at the
Hrasi menacingly, and the one in front of her growled.
"Quiet, Miss.
You're not going to hurt us, and you're not going to protect that human.
We're not a bad sort, anyway. All we want is your money and valuables, because
we have to eat. Just give them here and we won't touch you or your slave."
She'd not listened, ears flat against her skull and eyes dilated. Miles became
frightened as he heard Matron rumble a dangerous low whine. He'd never heard
her do anything like that, and it scared him to death. Each of the men came
closer, and she whined higher.
"I'm warning
you, leave us alone," Matron hissed. But the men paid her no heed. "Stop!"
She cried, and it was to no avail. Trembling, she let go of Miles, who stepped
back and looked up at her sneering face.
"Matron? What
are you-" She did another thing she'd never done: slapped him across the
face, hard. Her claws were sheathed, but it still rocked him back.
"Run, quickly!"
She spat at him. "Go!" And even as one of the Hrasi made a lunge at him he
was off, leaving the fool to break his face on the pavement. All four Hrasi
cursed as he ran for his life.
"Little bastard!"
"Stupid bitch!"
"Give up, whore!"
"Run! Get out
of here!"
He ran alright,
until they were out of sight. Then his actions hit him hard, he realized
what he'd done, leaving Matron to die, and ran back calling Matron's name.
He found her
were he'd left her, but lying face down under a bush, chest pulsing shallowly.
"Matron," he'd
cried, "Matron! Are you alright?" She'd coughed in reply. Miles dragged her
out into the park light and flipped her onto her back.
The wounds had
been bad. Blood dripped down her muzzle from her mouth, her chest and arms
were ripped with claw slashes, and there was a sickly red hole in her gut.
She winced at his manhandling of her, still conscious. "Where'd they go?"
He'd demanded, but she'd shook her head.
"No. You know
better than that, Miles
" Matron coughed blood onto his white cotton
shirt. "Oh hell, Miles
I hurt. Why did I have to die now? I've just
found you out as the success I knew you were all along. I love you, Miles."
He'd been terrified at her words.
"NO! You're
going to be fine!" He'd cried, and she'd tried to frown.
"Miles
don't yell. It doesn't become a servant to yell at his mistress. I'm not
going to be fine, either." Matron frown collapsed and she looked at him
miserably. "I don't want to die here, or now. I'm cold, Miles. Cold and scared.
Don't leave me here until I'm dead. Please?" Miles had looked at her, eyes
tearing, and had shaken his head.
"I won't. But
what am I going to do?" He pulled her into his lap, curling her into his
chest, and she settled her breathing, speaking then with a more authoritative
voice.
"You go back
to that breeding center, tell them I was murdered, tell them I want you handed
over to my sister, Miss Aury Arathch. I-" She coughed. "I want you to live
with her until you're ready to go out on your own." She looked up at him
and smiled, although the pain of doing so strained her. "I've already left
everything in your name, so she'll not cast you out. If she does I want you
to go to a breeding center and ask about a job."
"Breeding center?"
He'd asked worriedly, suddenly having been hit with the seriousness of what
she was talking about. But she chuffed, more of a cough now.
"Where I took
you for the tests. The doctors?" Then she coughed again and looked down,
breathing heavily. "So cold
uhhnnn, Miles, not long now
" He pulled
her closer, stroking her fur and rubbing her cheeks.
"It'll be okay,"
He assured her unconvincingly, "I'll hold on to you. Don't worry about anything,
Matron." But Matron wasn't going to be worrying about anything. Matron had
nothing to say. Matron was gone. He knew it even as her ears gently picked
up into their default positions, even as she went slack. He'd collapsed against
her, crying, then got up, turned around, and ran into the night.
---v---
Miles woke scared
and sick, cold and alone. Yellow-orange light filtered through the windows
in his bedroom. There were scents of Hrasi in the room with him, and he guiltily
remembered the events of the previous night. Instead of snoozing Hrasi, however,
he found furry depressions on either side of him.
He hated that
dream of Matron. It lay lurking in the recesses of his mind, waiting to come
out when he slept. Ironic that, of all the years of his life he'd spent with
Matron, that last hour with her was the one he dreamed of the most. It ashamed
him, made him feel worthless and a traitor, despite rationalization of his
actions. Perhaps that was why he remembered it so well.
"Raiira?" he
called out softly, "Vher? Jonathan?
Matron?" No one answered. He guessed
he was alone again, alone in the entire world. Quiet came over Miles as he
sat up and hung his head. It wasn't a good time for him to be alone; a day
when the chamber wasn't in session and he didn't have to meet with the defense
council or go into the office to work on defense systems design, or even
do anything. There wasn't anything to distract him from thinking about his
past, lost loved ones, or any of his numerous shortcomings. Being idle wasn't
something he was good with.
The scent of
morning dew helped bring get him up. Forever used to the sweet smells of
his childhood mountain home, the city dew smelled acrid and oily to Miles.
He couldn't get over it; the scent bothered him and got him awake quickly.
After breathing that dew Miles realized he'd never get back to bed, and didn't
really feel like it after having nightmares. So instead he threw off his
covers and rolled out of bed, looking back at the sheets. They were almost
comical; a huge depression with burnt red fur cover it, a mid-sized depression
with no fur, and a much smaller depression with brown fur all over it, each
side by side. It just served to remind Miles that he was alone; even the
two people who most loved him had left him in the night.
"Miles?" He
jumped - totally naked - a good three or four feet in the air and did a
180-degree turn to land facing the doorway. Raiira stood there with a bemused
look, hands on hips, leaning against the doorway in her vest and shorts.
"Impressive," she complimented. "Did you just want to show me that, or is
there something else?" Miles stood dumbfounded.
"Raiira
I thought you'd left
thought you'd gone after I was asleep
" She
smiled.
"We're both
still here. Vher's trying to make you breakfast, and I was working. I'd wondered
if I shouldn't have just done my transcription work in bed so that you wouldn't
wake up alone. Huhnn
let's stay in here. I can get Vher to bring in
the food." She had turned and left before Miles could respond.
Abrupt, that
could definitely be Raiira. She could be calm and reassuring, but once she
got an idea or action stuck in her head she'd carry it out if it killed her.
Miles liked her for that, but mostly had her around because she and Vher
had made it clear from the beginning that the two them came as pair. He needed
Vher: she was protection from malcontents, conservatives, and feral fellow
humans.
There were no
clean clothes in his drawer. Of course not, he chided himself; it's Jonathan's
turn to do the damn laundry. Let's just add insult to injury; no one ought
to mind. Feeling somewhat superstitious, he searched through his old friend's
clothes in the drawer along side his and picked out enough for the day. He
won't need these anymore, Miles thought, but a bad feeling still lingered
in him.
"Hai, breakfast,"
a sweet tenor voice sang, muffled from above, "On its way!" Vher appeared
in the doorway as Miles was pulling his pants up with several platters on
another tray. She stopped dead when she saw him, flicked an ear at his bare
morning self, then after a moment shrugged and went in anyway. "G'd morning,"
She rumbled, "Sleep well?"
"Not really,"
Miles replied, having gotten used to being perfectly honest with her, "Good
morning all the same. You?" She looked at him and mock-pouted as she laid
down the food platter on his bedside.
"I'm sorry.
Feeling better?" Raiira appeared in the doorway and grinned.
"Seems better
enough to be doing early-morning acrobatics." Vher frowned at her but said
nothing, while Miles smirked. Raiira elaborated. "He
noticed my arrival
this morning a little too much."
Vher really
knew how to cook. She'd made them sliced and glazed Geri meat, his favorite
(although Vher wasn't quite the caliber of cook that Matron had been). There
were also halved hard-boiled Geri eggs and small loaves of authentic Dui
meat-pastries whose recipe came from, she claimed, her clan-mates in t
e Uhuscss highlands. As the three ate their meal Raiira briefed him about
his day's schedule, which was to be taken up by something he'd not planned
on - a trip to find him a suitable Hrasi servant.
"I've found
several reputable slave brokers who deal in Hrasi - the market for Hrasi
being considerably smaller. Six in fact, so there shouldn't be much of a
problem finding the right Hrasi for you. No need to settle for anything than
perfection, either: the six dealers have something like three hundred Hrasi
between them all. I've already ordered and received the necessary papers
for you to have ownership over a Hrasi - no small feat, sir. I sent copies
out to each business earlier this morning, so there won't be any need for
delay after you pay them."
"I don't have
a choice in this," Miles grumbled between bites of egg, "do I?"
"You could fire
us," Raiira offered.
"How about just
firing you?" Miles asked. "Joke," he hastily added when Vher slanted her
ears back. Raiira smiled.
"I'm afraid
not. Besides, then Riehs would just make you get a human slave. And you thought
you were free, huh?" Miles didn't really have anything to say to that.
"As I was saying:
your new servant. She's going to be a fairly large investment, seeing as
she won't actually be producing any money - I'm assuming here that you plan
on treating her fairly well. Your salary will take about a 20% hit for her.
That with the 40% war tax the government takes out of our hides isn't going
to leave you with as much as you're used to. You shouldn't have to change
your spending habits, frugal as they already are, but it'll hurt the amount
you can save. No big problems there, though, so you can't justify giving
us a pay cut." Miles nodded glumly at the news, but Vher immediately started
where Raiira had left off.
"This sounds
strange, but it isn't safe for either of us to accompany you to any of these
dealers," she growled while gnawing on a piece of Dui, "We are actually low
enough in the social strata of sorts to be legally taken as servants to you.
You do provide us our entire support, and arguably we have no other servile
ties than to you. That would legally make us your slaves should we go into
any of the slave dealers with you, so you're going alone. I'm going to take
you to the various locales, but you're on your own from there. I'm not too
worried about you: these places should protect you as a client because you're
worth more as a customer than as inventory." Miles narrowed his eyes.
"But you can't
be sure
It's dangerous, isn't it?"
"What, you want
me to have Riehs take you?" Vher asked, mocking him, and he shut up. Vher
might do it, and Riehs would make sure to pick out someone who'd alienate
him so he'd spend more time in her labs. "I didn't think you would," she
chuffed. "Then, we'll leave as soon as we're done here, alright?" Raiira
split open a Geri bone with her superior jaw power and sucked out the marrow
inside, then growled at Vher.
"Hey, pass the
Dui. You don't need any more of the sweet stuff. The eggs too, pig." Vher
snorted.
"I made those
pastries for Miles, not you. And you're one to speak about sweets." She passed
the sticky, flaky honey-meat Dui buns grudgingly, then bit through one she
had in her free paw, licking at the sugary glaze on top. "At least I occasionally
get some exercise," Vher humphed.
---v---
The fourth dealer
at least looked more reputable than the previous three. At about midday,
Miles' searches had turned up nothing. That was really an optimistic view
of things: a realist would say that the search had been a disaster. While
all but the second dealers had recognized him as the human who worked on
the defense council, neither seem to have understood or believed that he
could buy a Hrasi.
The first had
simply denied him access to their stock, instead trying to show him their
more beaten up specimens of human slaves. The second had thought him an escaped
slave of their own, and only some quick talking and bargained phone calls
had saved him from a predicament that would have been at the least embarrassing
and at the most career-ending. The third had taken one look at him and told
him to get out. Perhaps, he hoped, the fourth establishment would be more
open and understanding than the last few.
This fourth
place was in the seaport district of town, in between wharves and bars and
loading docks. The whole area smelled like fish, oil, and sea salt. Afternoon
sunbeams beat down on Miles relentlessly, but the ocean breeze cooled the
air to something approaching comfortable. He didn't exactly feel safe going
down the boardwalk alone, but was fairly sure he could outrun any trouble.
Looming in front
of him was the slave house. From the outside it looked like an ordinary
warehouse. Dark wood beams ran up the three-story walls, side by side with
reinforced concrete pillars, and a solid metal roof. It was by all means
an ugly, functional building with no decoration or frills. There wasn't anything
more than a small sign that read 'Kyouh Bay Slave Importers'. It was definitely
the place, though. He walked up to the metal double-doors inside and pushed
his way through.
Inside was just
as bad as the outside. The place was essentially a warehouse. The entrance
opened up into a drab lobby that smelled of antiseptic and sweat. There was
ample lighting from overhead fluorescents and plenty of lamps, but it didn't
cover up the basic sense of fear and imprisonment. While not outright frightening
him, the atmosphere in the building set his nerves on edge.
Past the lobby
was a three-part airlock with transparent walls, probably to keep escapee
slaves in. The airlock gave way to a huge open-air
warehouse. It was
reminiscent of a convention center: winding pathways led between rows upon
rows of cages. Cages, Miles noticed with a grimace, that had humans and Hrasi
in them. That's no way to treat Hrasi, he mentally seethed, even if they
are slaves. A few offices were attached to the second floor, and he saw the
administration going about their business up there. A few guards stood on
balconies and looked down at the cages, watching them.
There was a
tap on his shoulder as he looked through the airlock at the slaves. Miles
turned to see an exceptionally short, round Hrasi male peering up at him.
The little man looked in every way to be a clerk of some sort; he had a loose,
brown cotton outfit comprised of vest, belt, and trousers, beady brown eyes,
and a dark-chocolate pelt.
"Do you need
assistance, sir?" The clerk looked at him inquiringly when he got a blank
look from Miles. "Are you here to pick up one of our inventory specifically,
or has that been left your discretion?" Miles puzzled over that for a second,
then frowned as he realized what the man meant.
"No, I'm here
of my own volition. Mr. Miles Arathch at your service." The Hrasi's jaw dropped
almost enough to hit the floor.
"The representative
of the defense council? The only human councilman in Kyouh?" Miles sighed.
Not again, he moaned inwardly.
"The same, sir."
"Apologies,
Mr. Arathch, I'm sorry I didn't recognize you. My name is Kej Fovoham. Might
I be able to help you?"
"I'm looking
for a servant: a slave. A female Hrasi, in particular. Do you think you could
help me?" Kej did a double take at that.
"A Hrasi, sir?
I'm not sure that's allowed, sir
" Miles tried to compose himself.
"My secretary
told me this morning that she'd sent you the papers you needed. Perhaps you
got something from a Raiira earlier?" Predictably, the man's eyes lit up
at her name.
"Oh, right,
I'm very sorry sir, I'd forgotten. This way, sir." Miles nodded curtly and
followed Kej through the airlock, which involved large amounts of locking
and unlocking, and then out into the open expanse full of cages. There were
traces of fear, distress, and bodily fluids Miles' deadened nose could detect,
so he assumed they must have been overpowering to the young clerk. Kej, for
his part, held up admirably, and instead asked Miles about what qualities
he wanted his new slave to have.
"What's most
important to you sir, in terms of your slave's traits? Anything in particular
you're looking for?" Miles considered that for a moment.
"Temperament,
mostly. I want a docile, sedate slave. Someone loyal, uncomplaining, and
unquestioning of my orders. Build, also: I need a small, weaker one, someone
fragile who doesn't pose a threat to me. Intelligence would be highly preferable
as well." Kej nodded.
"Docile, harmless,
and clever to the extreme. Well, that doesn't narrow my list of candidates
much. I can think of twenty possibilities already, and probably could add
more if I had a list of our current stock on hand. Perhaps you would like
a certain breed of Hrasi: a particular clan? Perhaps you would like a certain
pelt type or color? Maybe a certain skill set?" Miles looked away, feeling
sort of sick, and stayed silent. "Don't bother with being shy, sir, I need
to know so I can help you pick one. I promise to keep it confidential," Kej
chuffed, smiling, then looked more serious. "Listen, sir, they're slaves
for a reason. They don't merit the respect you might show the average Hrasi."
"Sorry
I don't want to make your job any harder. I've always admired the northern
highlander clans
Yoichi, Higa, Uruss: the lighter-pelted clans. The
more lightly built clans. My Matron was a Yoichi - she became my template
for beauty, I suppose." Kej nodded.
"Ah, you have
good taste. The northerners are beautiful indeed. I have a northerner concubine
who's a distant relative of the Higa clan; she's gorgeous. You interested
in anything past her body?" He lolled his tongue out at Miles, who looked
away. This man is too flippant with Hrasi life, he thought.
"I am. More
important, in fact, that she be clever and intelligent. As for knowledge
base
Well, cooking and housekeeping at least, but something more advanced
would be vastly preferable. A background in physics, math, the hard sciences,
or spacing would be the best, but I'd happily take someone with experience
in history or literature."
"Ha! A slave
with a background in physics and literature, is that all? You certainly are
easy to please," Kej chuffed, and Miles winced. Kej saw it and seemed taken
aback a bit. "No, I was joking sir. Of course we have educated slaves of
some sort. It's just that while nearly all of stock should be able to keep
house and cook as you mentioned, not as many have higher education. Remember
sir: most of these slaves come from rural areas across the ocean where society
is not as well developed. Quite a few were sold by parents who could easily
prove that they didn't have the means to support the extra children. Most
don't have much of an education, and the majority is illiterate. That doesn't
mean they're not intelligent."
"I'd really
rather someone who understands what I'm talking about at any given time,"
Miles said, dismissing Kej's sales pitch for a less educated Hrasi, "She's
definitely going to have to have some education." Kej shrugged.
"Alright then,
that does narrow it down. Temperament is a sketchy thing you'd have to look
at yourself, but education is a definite property. You want a slave who's
also an academic in science and the arts. We have 8 such individuals in stock,
3 of which are female. None of them are going be your exact match, though
one of them appears to be a northerner. Unless you're willing to give in
on the education or gender requirements, we can go see these three - they're
all right next to eachother."
The two picked
up their pace, walking briskly through the labyrinth of languishing slaves
in their cages. The three Kej had mentioned were separated in the back left
corner of the warehouse. "Keep in mind that these slaves are rare in that
they have a lot of knowledge for servants. They are going to be accordingly
expensive," he warned. Miles shrugged, and Kej grinned. "Good. I was hoping
you'd feel that way. Here's the first," he said, pointing at the left-most
cage.
Inside was the
compulsory sheet pile, water and food bowl, and toilet / sink, as well as
a cherry brown / black Hrasi with piercing brown eyes and a thick coat. She
was crouched down in an attack position, not surprising because there wasn't
height in the cage for her to stand up or room for her to stretch up. She
looked very tall, muscular, and had the fierce looks of a southern plains
clan Hrasi.
"And who are
you?" Miles inquired softly. The slave growled quietly back.
"Stop that!"
Kej hissed, silencing the woman. "This is Pararun, formerly Pararun Gisehj."
Gisehj was indeed a southern plains clan. "She was an accountant for a small
banking company. Miss Pararun was caught, charged, and convicted for embezzlement
after several years working there. Unfortunately for her, her family,
bond-partner, friends, and other connections would not pay the fine she was
handed as sentence, nor was it determined that she could reasonably be expected
to ever accrue the funds to pay the bank back its losses. Her former employers
settled with the courts to sell her into slavery instead, to try and make
up some of their damages. She was sold to us with the warning that she can
be
feisty." The servant growled.
"Let me go!
I'll never bow to another's twist desires, or sick fantas-"
"I said shut
it, bitch," Kej hissed, "Or I'll punish you personally. You don't want that
again, do you? I can make it worse, so shut it down." The woman glared at
Miles and Kej, but subsided.
"Not my type,"
Miles concluded, "Too strong. Too assertive." Kej nodded.
"I thought so.
What about this next one?"
'This next one'
was a traditional river-valley clan descendant - beautiful golden yellow
pelt with jade green eyes and a pink nose. She looked to be in her teens,
and was considerably smaller than the first, about Riehs-sized, although
much better muscled. I guess these slaves don't have much to do but exercise
to improve their physique, Miles grumbled. What a waste of Hrasi genius.
The young woman locked her knees together as the two men shifted gazes to
her, hiding her privates from watchers who could essentially see everything
else.
"Straight from
the Fauhnan jungle, this one. Supposedly a field biologist," Kej explained.
"She was
unwise in her touring of the area, and ended up spending most
of her life's savings in protection money. When that ran out
" He leaned
over to leer at the girl from above. "Care to finish the story?" The girl
gulped
"Rape," she
muttered. "Chain rape, enslavement
the usual. By the time I'd found
my way home the university had written me off as dead and had my government
papers taken into personal collection. The dean of the university promised
my master he'd destroy those papers in exchange for
" She shuddered.
"A heart-wrenching
story, no? And she's still good for more. She's still relatively virginal,
occasional rape and associated trauma not withstanding." Kej looked at Miles
hopefully. "How about it?" Miles looked the girl up and down.
"How much?"
The girl shuddered, but Kej had focused in on Miles at the very sign of money.
"Fifty thousand
credits, non-negotiable." Miles nodded. Not so bad, and she can make it up
to me.
"Fine. I want
her given decent clothes, some warm food. Give her a chance to clean up,
but don't let anyone so much as lay a hand on her. I'll call Miss Huri Riehs
to come here and have her taken to my residence. Before that, though, I want
new papers for her. I want her bonded to me." The girl looked up at him,
incredulous and terrified even as Kej had turned his back to them both, punched
buttons wildly on a datapad. She looked at him dubiously and with great
trepidation.
"You don't want
me as a
slave? Then
?" Miles smiled at her.
"I want you
as a biologist. Bonded to me, you get a small stipend to help pay your living
and protection against re-enslavement. I get my fifty-thousand-credit investment
back - eventually - and you can help my geneticist friend Miss Riehs. Sound
fair?" The girl's eyes and mouth opened wide, and she sat there dumbfounded.
"You mean
You'd give me my life back? I
Sir
" she was silent for a moment,
and Miles poked his arm through the cage far enough to rub her muzzle.
"I will. You're
going to be made a person again, alright? If the people here give you any
trouble, tell them Miles Arathch said not to lay a hand on you. I'll see
you tonight; I'm having a friend pick you up. A female friend, so don't worry."
The girl looked shocked, staring at him, nodded numbly, then lay back on
her cage's floor.
"Don't believe
this
" She muttered. "Tell me this is real
"
"This is real.
Listen, though: I don't even know your name," Miles prompted, and the girl
chuffed.
"My name's Eaghera,
but you can call me anything you want to."
She curled to
a ball in the corner just as a pair of brown, stocky Hrasi blustered into
the scene. Kej brushed past Miles to punch in a code on a small keypad at
the cage's bottom corner. The pad fell open, exposing a key lock, and Kej
deftly keyed that open with a metal key from his vest pocket. The entire
front cage's wall fell open on unseen bottom hinges. The Hrasi men reached
in and forcefully dragged Eaghera out, who yelped in fear.
"Careful!" Miles
warned, and from Kej: "Be gentle!" The two Hrasi musclemen let Eaghera stand
up and sway uncertainly, naked and freezing. "You going to be alright?" Miles
asked warily, and she turned to stare at him with a humiliated look on her
face. She glanced down at herself, then back up to Miles.
"I'm okay,"
she said meekly, and her pair of escorts led her away. Kej moved beside Miles
to look at him questioningly.
"Why did you
do that? She'd have made an excellent slave."
"She didn't
deserve to be a slave. She never should been taken in another's service.
I'll bring her back to your world, get my money back, and she'll be one more
person in my debt." Kej frowned.
"That's
interesting. I suppose I understand the long term reasoning, although I'd
just take her for that beautiful body of hers." He snorted. "Well, is she
all, or do you still want a slave?" Miles nodded.
"She was to
appease my conscience; making up for having a Hrasi slave. I still need a
companion. Do you have any others?" At that Kej's eyes glittered anew.
"Of course,
sir. I had really wanted you to consider this last one anyway. Take a look."
Kej pulled Miles over to the last cage and pointed towards it. Miles turned
to inspect the cage, then stepped back in confusion: it was empty.
"Where is she?"
Miles asked, searching the cage. The sheets were balled up in the corner,
the sink and toilet looked untouched, and the slave's food was sitting uneaten
in the center. Kej grunted.
"Come out, you.
No need to hide. Out, I have someone that wants to see you." The sheets rustled,
then a small black nose poked out from them. It snuffled a bit and a pale
white Hrasi extended herself out from the ball of sheets. She pulled out
of the blankets and lay on her belly. "There she is. You like?"
She was beautiful
in Miles' eyes: a perfect example of Hrasi nobility in form. The woman could
easily have been an albino; she was bleached white. Her eyes were a deep
green, stark contrast to her long-furred pelt. Her ears were large but scarred,
and had several nicks and cuts in them. The slave had a thin build, lean
muscles, and almost no body fat, but she looked agile and fleet of foot.
Definitely a pedigree Highborn, Miles thought. What is one of my Matron's
kind doing here?
"She's
gorgeous
" Miles breathed. "Who is she?"
"We're not really
sure," Kej murmured. "Assuredly she doesn't know. Her master had her personality
and relative memories wiped before she was sold to us. She doesn't even know
who her old master was. We've tested her thoroughly, and found her to have
advanced instruction in science and math, as well as a strong affinity for
music. She doesn't even have a name; we've chosen not to give her one. Sometimes
I wonder if she's capable of anything besides terror and distress. For you,
though, she'd be perfect: never any question of authority, no threat to you.
You'd essentially have a blank slate to write on."
The enigmatic
woman said nothing, but lay perfectly still, save for the shivers that racked
her body.
"Don't be afraid
of me," Miles whispered into the cage. The slave's muzzle twitched, but she
showed no reaction otherwise. "Huh," he grunted. "I'll take her, too. How
much is she?"
"Seventy - Five
thousand credits," Kej lolled, and Miles stared him dead in the eye.
"You know I
don't have that kind of money." The tiny man only grinned.
"Of course you
do, sir. And if you don't, I could easily find other buyers for her." Miles
looked at the man, then shrugged.
"Alright,
seventy-five thousand it is." The clerk silently flowed down to the cage's
keypads and released that cage's front wall as well.
"Out," Kej growled.
"You have a master now. You belong to him, hear?" The slave crawled out of
her cage and knelt at Mile's feet. Kej looked down at her, then up at him.
"She's yours. I'm going to go up and record her purchase in accounting; the
bill will be automatically tacked on to the other slave's. You should receive
the bill at your home in a few days. You're free to take her wherever you
want now." With that he walked away, leaving Miles and slave standing there.
Miles looked
down at the white form kneeling before. "Stand up here with me," he said
softly, and she rose. She kept her head down, gazing at his chest, and squirmed
uncomfortably. "Hold my hand," he asked, putting his out. Miles' slave took
it shyly, squeezing down, but he felt no claws. He looked down at the girl's
hand: no claws. "You were de-clawed?" A miserable nod. Miles said nothing
at that. "Would you like to take your blanket in there?"
"Please, master,"
she said, voice quavering. It was the first thing he'd ever heard her say.
Her voice was soft, light, and made her seem even more frail.
"You can retrieve
it." She let go of his hand, leaned into the cage, and plucked out her sheets,
wrapping them around her. Miles watched as she wrapped her torso in a loose
toga-like form. He took her hand when she was done and led her out of the
building.
---v---
In a completely
unrelated event, rebellious twice-traitor fighter pilot Aaron Sykes banged
his head on the bulkhead of an industrial ore freighter. He was cramped into
a small space between the hauler's power core and the distribution grid.
Damn all, he swore, It's not fair that I have to be smuggled. He would have
rubbed at the lump swelling on his head if he could have moved his arms.
Aaron listened to the sounds the ship was making, wondering what had awoken
him. There was nothing but the clatter of feet above him, the hum of the
power core, and the howling of dust on the hull.
Abruptly, the
bulk plate above his leg ripped off and a furry white head poked down into
his crotch upside-down.
"You okay Aaron?
I heard a clang
"
"I'm fine, Naia,"
he growled, "Just bumped my head." The Hrasi 'Naia' looked at him
sympathetically, then reached in an arm to rub his face blindly.
"I'm sorry,"
she pouted. He snorted.
"Sorry. I'm
stuck between a nuclear fusion drive that's probably irradiating me enough
to leave me sterile and cancerous and a power grid whose discharge could
easily fry me, and you're sorry? I'll be lucky if I survive, while you get
to mingle with generals and eat gourmet feasts and-"
Naia slammed
the bulk plate back into place, leaving Aaron's curses to bounce off the
walls of his cell. "Damn Hrasi bastards
"
---v---
The sun hurt
Miles' eyes as he walked down the harbor boardwalk. It was past midday, but
the sun still hung swollen and yellow in the sky. Sea smells also greeted
him once he'd left the building with his new slave. Instinctively she kept
a pace behind him, not dragging him down with their hand-in-hand link, but
not presuming to walk alongside or ahead of him. Actually, he wouldn't have
minded; a Hrasi in his mind was still a Hrasi if she was criminal or enslaved,
and as such was still due some basic respect. There was a lonely, dreading
misery in her eyes, though, which he didn't like in the least. Miles was
going to make it a point to change that.
Miles and his
slave walked quickly through the dangerous districts of town to the street
corner where he'd left Vher and her car waiting. She was waiting out on the
hood of the little red thing.
"Hey, sir. I
was beginning to get worried when you didn't come back." She nodded at the
slave-girl. "What's her name?"
"She doesn't
have one," Miles explained, "at least not one yet." Vher frowned but pressed
no further. Instead she opened her car's door and slipped inside.
"You want to
go home?" she asked. Miles nodded. "Then get in the back: I'll take you there."
Miles opened
the back door, then waved his slave in before clambering in after her.
"Hrasi and women
first," he told the woman, who said nothing. Vher started the car moving
as soon as he shut the door. As the car rolled past wharves and warehouses,
Miles turned to get a better look at his new servant. She really was stunning,
and was silky smooth to the touch to boot. "Do you remember anything about
yourself?" Miles asked gently, and his slave shook her head. "Do you know
who you are?" he elaborated. The woman considered this carefully.
"I'm your slave,"
she finally decided, "I belong to you. That's all." She sat in a fetal position:
legs pulled close together, hands on knees, head tucked down to stare at
her chest. Her ears were cocked back in a cautious-frightened position, and
her fur was ruffled out in an agitated state.
"Do you remember
who you were before that?" Miles prodded.
"Another man's
slave," she said quietly, shifting nervously.
"And before
that?"
"I don't remember,
master." Miles twitched at the 'master' reference, but didn't quite refute
it.
"You've never
had a name?" The slave shook her head quickly, still very insecure.
"I'm sorry,
master. I'm sure I once did, but I've forgotten if I did."
"Do you want
a new name?" Miles asked honestly, and laid a hand on the girl's shoulder.
She jumped, then drew into a ball. Miles could feel her muscles winding under
his grip. She was panting.
"Scared of me?"
The girl tucked her head in further.
"I'm sorry,
master. I don't know what I want. Please, don't hurt me." Miles narrowed
his eyes.
"I'm not going
to hurt you. Here, come sit in my lap, calm down." The girl's flattened,
but she moved into his lap and shuddered. He put an arm around her back and
hugged her close, then began petting her face. "Better?" he asked, but the
girl started shaking violently in the Hrasi version of sobbing. "Not better,"
he murmured, and stopped petting her. She sat in his lap, shaking more slowly,
and he relaxed his grip on her. "I'm not going to hurt you
It's alright."
"I'm scared,
master." Miles looked down at her, rubbed cheeks lightly with her. The shuddering
slowly subsided.
"Better. It's
alright; I'm not going to hurt you. You want a name?" She laid her head into
the crook in his neck, breathing shallowly and quickly.
"If it would
please you, master," She whispered. He thought about names.
"How about Ojia,
or Yenneh, or maybe Eiri?"
"What you will,
master." Miles grinned.
"You don't sound
very opinionated. How about Kyaruin?" It was a name that vaguely translated
as 'without wish'. Perhaps not the most flattering name, but neither was
it as insulting as a slave's name.
"It's a beautiful
name, master. If you wish, it is mine." Miles rubbed cheeks with her again.
"Then, be Kyaruin.
You can sleep if you want; it'll be a while before we get home. It's alright."
In the front,
Vher grinned and turned onto the next road on the way to her employer's
residence.
---v---
"
Be alright,"
Kyaruin heard her master say to his gigantic female companion from across
the doorway to his house. The woman purred, nodded, and winked at her master,
then closed the door on Kyaruin and him, leaving them inside. Kyaruin's master
turned around to look at her, smiling. She had another twitch of anxiety,
but managed to suppress it; he'd said he wouldn't hurt her, and he hadn't
lied when he'd said it was all right for her to sleep on the trip there,
so she gave him the benefit of the doubt.
Her fears were
academic, really: She was a slave and had to obey her master's whims accordingly.
That she remembered very clearly. It was still better to not have to live
in terror of one's master, though. Most of her old memories were gone forever,
but the more recent ones usually came and went from her, leaving vague
impressions of the last few weeks before her memory wipe. The one memory
she knew in her gut and heart was a memory of being beaten. Multiple memories
of being beaten, actually, for a multitude of reasons. To her, it came down
to one basic principle that she lived by: Keep your mouth shut, bitch.
"Haven't seen
anything like this before?" Her master asked, and she was startled out of
her reverie, enough to make her drop her sheet and stand bare before him.
"You don't take long, do you?" he chuckled softly, and she shrunk back in
fear to avoid the inevitable assault that would follow. Her master only barked
a human laugh, much to her surprise. "I guess you didn't intentionally drop
your clothing, hmmm? You can have it back for now, if you want." Kyaruin
stood stolidly, not about to move without express orders to. Her previous
master had drilled into her the idea that she couldn't second-guess her master's
orders, and she had been often punished when she did. This one only raised
an eyebrow.
"You don't want
it back? I said you could," he murmured. When she didn't move for the sheet
he frowned and bent down to retrieve it himself, then put it into her hands.
Her master looked disappointed. "Why didn't you get it yourself?" he asked.
"
You didn't
tell me to, master," Kyaruin whispered meekly, cringing for more expected
blows. None came, but he moved to catch her chin and tug lightly on the tufts
of her young beard. She bore it with quiet tolerance, afraid to pull away
from his touch lest he become violent. Her master only stroked her beard,
though, then gently brushed her cheeks. Intentionally he kept the palm of
his hand in front of her nose, and she dutifully inhaled his scent. While
it may not have done much to calm her down, Kyaruin was grateful he didn't
smell like male Hrasi; their gingery musk unsettled her at a gut level.
"I don't have
to tell you everything," he said, rubbing her jawbone. "You may be my slave,
but you're still a Hrasi and I'm still a human. This is your new home, and
you can act in it however you like, aside from the few things I'll tell you
to and not to do. So you don't remember being a person? You still are. Neither
I nor anyone else is going to take that away from you."
When he was
done Kyaruin saw an odd, intense look on her master's face. She loosed an
iron grip on the sheets that she hadn't noticed she'd made - it was odd how
much stronger a Hrasi could grip without having claws to worry about.
"I'm
.
sorry, master. I'll try to be more
. Independent from you." He smiled
at that.
"Good. Oh, 'Master'
is fine, but my real name is Miles Arathch. You may call me as you like,
I really don't care." She didn't bat an eye.
"Yes, master."
---v---
Naia rapped
cautiously on the loose floor-plate in the engineering deck's farthest corner.
"Anyone there?" She asked cautiously. There was a faint mumble from below.
Quickly she checked to make sure nobody was in sight or earshot, then carefully
pulled the floor panel off. Under it lay the naked white legs of her human
friend, Aaron. "It's me," she whispered, "We're in the Hharras system now:
that conversion we just went through was our last. You feel okay?"
"I feel sick
"
came the reply, in hoarse English. "You can't just stuff me in a damn box
for three days and throw me through eight conversions like that. I've seen
you guys go through conversions before; it doesn't mess you up like it does
with me
ugh, I need food. And water. And a shower, and a toilet, and
new clothes
" There was an acrid, pungent scent coming from the floor
panel that Aaron was speaking from, and it rankled with Naia's nose.
"You soiled
yourself? I thought you were an adult," she coughed.
"I've been down
here for three damned days, and I can't move. Not that you cared to listen
when I mentioned it repeatedly." Oh. He had mentioned something about that
Naia's ears flattened out in embarrassment.
"I'll get you
some new
oh, what the hell, I'll just take you back to my quarters."
She pulled his legs, brought him up out of the recess in the floor. Aaron
was, as promised, filthy and reeking. "Follow me," she hissed in disgust,
turning her nostrils away from him and beckoning him out of the engineering
bay.
She'd picked
an auspicious time to try and smuggle him across the ship; perfect midday.
Everyone on the whole damned ship, all 48 of them save Aaron and herself
were in the galley stuffing their faces with frozen meat-facsimile. The halls
were clear as the two of them stole down the main corridor, up to the habitation
deck, and down to the farthest passenger cabin at the end of the hall. There
was not so much as a trace of other Hrasi even as Naia locked the two of
them inside. Naia quickly shooed her friend into the cabin's single shower
/ sink unit, keyed in an order for 5 minutes of warm water - expensive on
a ship - and left him to his own devices.
It was a very
few seconds after the hot water ran out that Aaron came out as well, naked
and shivering. He smelled like northern mountain flowers, too. Naia chuffed
openly at his discomfort of being seen by her - Aaron could be incredibly
self-conscious of himself sometimes.
"Don't laugh,"
he growled, teeth chattering from the cold, "It's not funny that I'm freezing,
or that you're a pervert that won't give me a damned towel." Such words only
served to further amuse her.
"Here's your
towel," Naia called, fishing one from under her bunk and throwing it at him.
Her companion caught it deftly with the unnerving grace and sense of someone
who knew exactly where and how it was moving, wrapped the towel around his
waist, and crossed over to her cabin window, staring out at the stars. Naia
came up behind him and laid a paw on his shoulder.
"So, this is
the famed home system of the vile Hrasi?"
"This is it.
The sun is Hharras, or 'guardian', and its eleven planets are its charges.
The habitable one, Haras, is our homeworld, the place from which we draw
our name. Hrasi: 'those of Haras'. It's also were we're going."
"That I guessed,"
Aaron said somewhat dryly. "But what will we find once we're there?" Naia
patted him on the back.
"Help. I know
some of my father's old friends. And if all else fails, you could easily
pass off as any number of humans
"
Aaron stood
and gazed at the stars drifting in the dark.
"I hope so.
I really do hope so, Naia. We should've met back with Amara weeks ago, and
this is not helping matters. We shouldn't be here, it's too dangerous by
far." Naia pulled him back to gaze at him critically.
"You know of
another place where we can find any sort of political help? Only in the lap
of civilization, the one philosophical hotbed where there are people besides
the militant conservatives, my friend. Like it or not, this is where we're
safest."
"That's the
problem."
---v---
Kyaruin oriented
herself to the new surrounding quickly. Her master didn't ask much about
her, just showed off the entire house. There was so much to see! An indoor
atrium, a gourmet kitchen, elaborate bathrooms, beautiful architecture
And he seemed to actually enjoy telling her everything. To Kyaruin the manner
of treatment was completely alien, but it was also very much welcome.
Apparently,
her master lived off very little. His house was full of eccentricities and
artifacts of Hrasi culture that had no practical use, while his own furniture
and living conditions were frugal at most. Her master, or 'Miles' as he insisted
she think of him, had outlined a list of things he wanted her to do. Even
combined the chores were next to nothing. She was expected to keep the house
'presentable' and cook for the two of them - that was it. Once those tasks
had been completed she had the rest of the day off. Kyaruin'd been quite
bedazzled by that, but he seemed to be telling the truth.
It was evening
before they were done, and by then she knew literally everything about that
house she'd ever need. To her continued surprise he walked out of the house
shortly before dusk, claiming a need to care for some business. No threats
or chains to keep inside; once he was gone she could've easily ran away.
Not that she would even have considered it, but the trust he showed from
the outset was amazing. He just told her to have dinner for the two of them
by his return in two hours.
Kyaruin needed
little searching to find ingredients in her new kitchen; it was well stocked.
She worked in silence, slicing raw ruri meat into thin slips, dicing kyii
into large chunks, and roasting both in a thin vegetable oil. It was odd
that she knew the recipe in her hands - they moved without hesitation, but
that she had no idea what she was making, or how she knew how to make it.
Concentrating, she thought back, pushed around in the recesses of her memory,
straining for old memories
and cut her finger with the chopping knife.
Shows what happens when I try to think, she mentally growled, then shook
her head. Doesn't sound like something I would have said. But then, how would
I know?
The meats hissed
at her as she stirred them in the boiling oil. She added in some Hibeshi
leaves and onions, then turned up the stove's heat and let the ingredients
fry while she moved on to the bread. Too quiet, she decided. I wonder what
sort of music my master likes? Is it the same kind that I used to like? I
wonder if I'll know it when I hear it
A small crystal-disc
player of vaguely human origins sat on the kitchen's edge, and Kyaruin hit
the 'play' button to hear what music sounded like. Soft bells rang in the
background of the opening track, then blossomed into a deep, sonorous string
orchestra. The song was deeply classical; complex chords that registered
with her in a familiar way that said 'Hrasi'. She listened to the rich basso
of some bass instrument, and then to the lilting sweetness of a high wind-whistle
instrument. Music like that soothed her, calming down overworked nerves that
she'd all but frazzled out. That's beautiful
but I wish I knew what
it was.
Kyaruin kneaded
meat-dough in her hands, squeezing and pulling it until it was even and smooth,
then sending it into the oven. When she was done she looked her furry hands,
each covered in bits of red meat and pink flour bits. In particular she looked
at her fingertips, winced at the scarred recesses where her claws should
have been. What did I do to deserve being declawed? I don't think I could
hurt anyone. With that solemn state of mind she continued her work.
---v---
The door creaked
open at the front. Kyaruin knew; she heard it from her kneeling position
at the side of the dining table. Her carefully made meal was arranged for
her master at the table, with her much more meager portions served on the
floor. She made no noise or motion as her master walked through the house
and finally into the dining room. He deliberately walked behind her and crouched.
"Looks wonderful,
Kyaruin," he whispered, brushing at her ears. "Perhaps you'll join me at
the table, though?" She rose slowly, bent back down shyly to retrieve her
dish, then managed to set it on the table across from his. He touched her
shoulder from behind. "It looks good. Thank you. Shall we?"
"Sir," she mumbled,
sitting gingerly at her place, while her master took his. For the first time
that evening she saw him, loosely dressed in the grays of an official, with
a beaten hide vest. He looked interested, which Kyaruin wasn't sure how to
take.
"I brought you
something on the way back from my small errand; I had to find accommodations
for a separate purchase of mine. I wasn't sure about you, so I guessed with
a bias towards thin." He put a hand in his vest and drew out a thin cardboard
box. "Here," he offered, handing it over.
She undid the
box's bindings, then slowly unfolded it. Inside was a tightly wrapped bundle
of white silk. She murred appreciatively as she unfolded the cloth in her
lap. It was a set of thin, translucent clothing: a dress, a vest, a loose
nightgown, lingerie, and several pairs of shorts. "I thought they would better
suit you than a sheet would," He said softly. She bowed her head softly as
she folded her new wardrobe back together.
"Thank you,
master." She whispered. Miles pursed his lips in a brief shadow of a smile.
"Not really
your master," he whispered back. Kyaruin dipped her ears in concession. "Our
food is getting cold," he said more loudly, then proceeded to spear a bite
of her ruri meat and devour it. "It's good," he praised.
Kyaruin ate
a bit of it, stealing looks at her master to make absolutely sure that she
was not outpacing him. They ate silently.
"Do you like
to talk?" he asked at the very end of the meal, breaking a long silence.
She gulped.
"I haven't done
a lot of talking that I remember. Not many people really wanted me to talk
much," she replied honestly. He nodded slowly.
"I can understand
that. But do you like to talk? Do you enjoy it?"
"I don't know,
sir. I haven't done very much of it, at least not that I remember." She fidgeted.
"My conversations have been limited to yes and no for a very long time, master.
I'm afraid I can't converse very well." Miles laughed.
"You do a job
of it for someone so long out of practice. Maybe you'll tell me about your
life tonight, or later past that?" She frowned.
"I don't remember
much more than being beaten and used sir. If I had a life before, then it
was taken away a long time ago." Miles looked up at her more somberly.
"You can't have
your life taken away from you, short of being killed outright. It's not gone,
just waiting for you to return to it." He took a sip of his drink. "I can
help you with that, eventually."
"Master, please.
I don't even remember who I am or was. Please, don't tell me I'll ever be
my old self again. I'm not even sure who my old self was."
"Does that mean
you'll never find out," he asked quietly, "Or are you just afraid to find
yourself?"
"It means, master,
it means that
It means that I don't think I'll ever be who I used to
be, whoever that was." Miles gazed at her serenely for a moment, then shook
his head, speaking sympathetically.
"Whoever worked
your mind over so you'd be a slave did a damned good job. You're wrong, of
course; there is in fact very little stopping you from searching for yourself
and reclaiming your life. Most of it is simply in your mind, even. All the
same, I do believe you have your work cut out for you. I bought you specifically
because you don't have the will to kill me or run away. It's too bad that
that same trait keeps you a slave." Kyaruin sat silently, having no response.
"Huh. We have nothing to say? Well, clear the table then, and come to bed.
I'm going to take a shower."
With that her
master sat up, stretched, then walked through the dining room door and down
the main hall. Kyaruin was left alone to pile the dishes and wipe off the
table. She shivered once he was gone. Master scares me. I think he wants
something more from me, and I don't know what it is. I wonder if he'll be
mad if he doesn't get it? God, I hope he doesn't hurt me. Master was being
so nice to me earlier
Did I do something wrong? I almost wish he'd
just get it over with and hit me and then tell me what mistake I made. But
I don't want to see him angry, especially not with me. I wonder what he'll
want from me?
She finished
collecting the plates, then took them to the kitchen and set them in the
dishwasher. Water was running audibly through the plumbing in the ceiling,
so she didn't dare turn the dishwasher on for fear of burning or freezing
her master. Instead Kyaruin found her silks and retreated to the bedroom.
There was a full-length mirror in the bathroom adjacent to the bedroom, so
she dropped her sheet toga to examine herself nude for a moment, checking
for new bruises and abrasions. For the first time in what seemed an eternity,
there were none. Kyaruin unfolded her nightgown, then slipped into it.
She couldn't
help but laugh. Her master was certainly odd; wind chill was about the only
thing that her new gown would protect against. It was already translucent,
but with her white fur and in good lighting the gown simply served to put
a haze about her figure. It wasn't even that warm. With a sigh she dug through
her silk gifts to find the lingerie and deftly fit it about her. It was a
little tight, and tickled her, but at least managed to hide her in lace.
As if it'll stop him, she griped to herself. Maybe wearing something like
this is more provocative than nothing at all
I certainly don't want
to encourage him. She quickly rinsed her mouth out, then stripped again and
splashed a bit of water on herself so that she could more easily brush her
pelt into place. With a few swipes of the hand she got her mane and body
fur all pointing the same direction, then clothed again and walked into the
bedroom.
Apparently,
the only counsel her master kept was the dark. There was no light except
for a few beams from one of the moons directly outside the window. She spread
herself out at the foot of the bed, rolling over on her backside and then
spread-eagling. From such a position there was little for her to do but stare
at the wood grains in the ceiling beams. The water cut off after a few minutes,
so she waited patiently. She twitched involuntarily as she felt his presence
when he padded into the room. There was a quiet rustle as he sat down beside
her.
"You look
beautiful," he murmured. A soft, warm hand rubbed at her neck. "Not too
comfortable, though. You want to sit up?" Kyaruin did so, drawing the film
of her gown around her. "Don't worry," he soothed, "I won't hurt you." Her
master lightly touched her chin and drew her gaze up to meet his. She stayed
silent.
"Why didn't
you run away?" he asked, with no trace of confrontation in his voice, but
instead curiosity. She gulped, nervous at the hand at her neck, even if it
was unclawed.
"I
Because
I didn't want to. You would have found me and punished me eventually."
"I think it's
more than that. I've been thinking; when they trained you to be a slave they
did a good job on you. Your will must have been fairly deeply submerged.
I wonder if you'd struggle if I choked you to death right now." Kyaruin's
eyes went wide.
"Please, don't!
I - no, just please-"
"I'm not going
to," he chuckled softly, then looked more serious. "But I wonder if you would.
There is practically no willpower left on your outside; it's all hidden away.
Don't you think it's bad enough that I think I own you? Do you have to think
that too?" Kyaruin felt a little bit sick.
"It's true
I'm yours. I don't understand what you want from me. I'm sorry, master."
Miles sighed.
"I bought you
because I wanted someone I wouldn't have to worry about treachery from. I
never wanted a body. I'm Miles Arathch, a human born from a Hrasi, blasphemous
as that phrase may sound. I have all the bodies I want at the genetic engineering
center. That's not what I was looking for. I hate to say it, but you're here
in my dead bond-partner's place. I really want someone to talk with, to confide
in, but you seem insistent on being a piece of flesh. Even if it means you
leave me someday, I want to undo the work of whoever made you a slave." Kyaruin
looked away, pulling from the hand on her chin.
"I'm sorry,
sir. I don't even know if that part of me still exists." Miles smiled to
himself.
"It's there.
Just well-buried, I suspect." He yawned, then laid back. "I'm tired. You
want to retire for the night? No need to sleep with me, if you don't want
to," he offered her evenly. In response Kyaruin gracefully slipped her clothing
off and laid atop her master, nuzzling his bare chest. She licked an exposed
nipple, making him squirm. There was no sign of protest, so she carefully
bear-hugged him, squeezing her master's chest lightly. "You're a woman of
very few words," he laughed quietly, "Did you know that?"
"Well, master.
There's not a lot I want to say," Kyaruin purred. "Except
"
"Except?"
"You don't have
much hide, sir. We really should take this under the covers, before you freeze."
"Sheets? I have
you, what do I need covers for?" He began burrowing under the sheets and
furs anyway. She chuffed to herself for no particular reason, hugging him
tighter and trying to cover more of him with her limited surface area. "Yeah.
Quiet type: that's you," he said, already slipping under her warm, deep purrs.
One night survived, she thought. And only the rest of my life to go.
---v---
Morning came
gently, splashing rays of golden-yellow across Miles' bedroom. He awoke
refreshed, blissful, and entirely ignorant of what he was doing underneath
a beautiful Hrasi girl. She couldn't have been out of college at that age.
Oh god. I hope she's not some prostitute I picked up off the street. That'd
get me killed. Almost better if she is, though: I'm gonna get torn to bits
by her parents if she belongs to somebody. He laid his head back. I wasn't
drinking, though. Was I? What did I do yesterday?
Oh. It's that Kyaruin
lass. Thank god.
Miles leaned
his head up to look at her. Her snow-white face was curled up against his
chest, and she was drooling on his right nipple. Why did I pick her? She's
so young, and an albino too. Reminds me of Matron. He brought an arm up inside
the covers and tickled the base of her tail. Raiira had told him the sensation
was torture: maddeningly arousing, ticklish, and a bit painful. He scratched
at her with long fingernails until she moaned and awoke with a shudder.
"Good morning,"
He said cordially. Kyaruin picked her head up, seeming to suddenly realize
she'd slobbered on her master, then dutifully cleaned him with her raspy
rough tongue. Her body was starting to twitch, and he felt her crotch's dew
on his leg, but he kept on scratching her. She didn't even notice.
"Uhhn. Master,
I think I've missed breakfast. I'm sorry. It won't happen again."
"It's alright.
I'm about done punishing you anyway." She frowned, still groggy.
"What?"
"I said that
you're about to soil the bed." Kyaruin's eyes widened as she finally realized
what he was doing, whereupon he stopped entirely. "I'm not serious, Kyaruin.
I don't care if you miss breakfast one day. That isn't why I brought you
here. Anyway, it's too early for serious talk
Uh, I need a shower.
Why don't you clean yourself up while I go take one? Oh, and if you have
time, change the sheets too." The girl looked at him warily.
"Yes, master."
She rolled aside and slipped out of bed in search of her nightgown. Miles
took his first full breath without a hundred or so pounds of Hrasi on his
chest, then pulled himself up and walked dazedly out of the room. Instinctually
he went for the master bathroom, then realized that'd be where his slave
was about to go. He turned instead to stagger off to the guest bathroom at
the end of the hall. Why do we have to have mornings? he grumbled, They're
so damned slow. I hope Kyaruin gets over that crazed, terrified look she
always has on. I don't want to be seen scaring Hrasi. Besides, she makes
me feel
feral.
Miles got to
the bathroom and shut the door, then got himself in the shower stall and
turned on the cold water. He could only take it for a moment, and that was
the moment it took him to wake up. Once conscious, he quickly raised the
water temperature up to something a bit warmer. Miles took a dab of gel from
the shower dispenser and rubbed it through his hair and into his skin. Another
Hrasi invention: gel that cleaned the endless hairs of a pelt - or in his
case a mere head of hair - and sunk into the epidermis to act as a topical
antibacterial. It tingled, the chemicals probably sloughing off entire layers
of his soiled skin. The scent of flowers and antiseptic wafted through his
nostrils.
For half an
hour he sat and soaked, scrubbing away all traces of the previous days, then
stopped to let the water rinse the soap off. All that hot water made him
feel giddy - another Hrasi invention. The outgoing water was piped in a coil
around the incoming water pipe, so his hot water effectively never ran out.
Soapy mist started to clog up his lungs, making him cough and rasp.
With great
resignation Miles cut the water and stepped out of the shower, grabbing a
towel to dab off the water and wring his hair. The bathroom door he
unceremoniously kicked open, too lazy to pull the handle. There wasn't anyone
around, so he took his chance to kick things. Having been fairly trained
in martial arts and archery, he felt somewhat oppressed by the city, so he
took the opportunity to hit things when he had the chance. It was probably
a bad habit, and he knew it, but it felt better than sitting in a chair all
day. He promised himself yet again to ask Vher if she would spar with him.
"Are you all
right, sir?" Kyaruin called out from somewhere past the hallway. He wrapped
the towel amid his waist modestly as he heard steps come past the stairs
and through the weaving hallways. She strode out from the last doorway at
the end of the hall, looking concerned.
"I'm fine,"
he assured her.
"Oh. I'm sorry,
master, I thought I heard you fall
"
"Not quite.
I just kicked a door, nothing fell. No problems."
Miles looked
at her appraisingly. She'd donned a pair of her new pearl-white trousers
and had combed herself to a gleaming sheen. Something about her looked out
of place, though, and it took him a while to figure it out. What the night
before had been a long, flowing mane that sort of melded into her coat was
now a long braid that stretched down to the seams of her shorts. "Your mane.
You braided it into a single plait. Who gave you that idea?" Kyaruin's expression
melted into a scared, apologetic look.
"I
I'm
sorry, master. I thought you would like it
I didn't mean to circumvent
you or anger-"
"No, that's
not what I meant," Miles said, chuckling. "You look beautiful like that,
and you can do whatever you want to your appearance. I won't become upset
because your hair is too short or long. Shave if you want to. What I meant
to ask was why you decided to do that. It isn't very popular with Hrasi."
His servant looked much relieved.
"Oh. I saw it
in a picture on the wall on your dresser. There was another woman that looked
like me, so I thought that you must like that style
I'm sorry, sir."
"Nothing to
be sorry about, Kyaruin. Your braid looks wonderful; it's the one I grew
up seeing. My caretaker wore her hair like that. She's the one in the picture
- her name was Matron." Kyaruin swallowed, then cocked her head to the side,
as if unsure whether or not to speak.
"Master, may
I
ask you a question?" Miles smiled and dipped his head in consent.
"Why did you say 'was'?" His smile faded.
"She died when
I was thirteen. We got caught in a late night brawl and she was murdered."
"And you?" He
bit his lip, looked down.
"Me? I ran.
She told me to, so I ran. When I came back she was all but dead. I was the
only living person her will listed as a recipient, so I inherited her estate.
Then I ended up being snared into the genetics program. The money and things
she'd left me paid my way through another 5 years of school, so I had enough
academics to put me in a clerical position at the defense council. I suppose
I just worked my way up from there, really." Kyaruin was, as usual, silent.
"I'm sorry,"
she said. He shrugged.
"I miss her,
but it really was a long time ago. Everything fades." She frowned, but nodded
agreement.
"Thank you,
master. If you're still interested, sir, I fixed breakfast for you
"
He grinned.
"I think I might
enjoy that. Let's see it." He followed her to the hallway's end, around the
corner, and to the end of that hallway, quickly padding down the stairs.
His Kyaruin strode ahead with an unsteady, self-conscious gait. The two walked
into the kitchen, and Miles pulled a stool from under the kitchen counter,
bidding Kyaruin to do the same. She did, but first went to the stove, returning
with a small platter of sussui (battered eggs and ground meat) to set in
front of him. He took a few bites. "Pretty good," he offered her. Kyaruin
smiled modestly.
"Thank you,
sir," she murmured.
"Going to have
to stop calling me sir and master pretty soon, you know," he said between
bites of sussui. "You can call me Miles instead. It is my name." She frowned,
shifting uncomfortably.
"I
really
don't feel comfortable with that, mas- ah
um
" She twitched, rearing
back in her seat as if she'd been reproached. Miles smiled.
"I think that's
the closest thing to 'no' I've heard out of you yet. I'm glad; it looks like
there might be some hope for you after all. How about Miles when we're alone,
and master or sir the rest of the time. Is that better?" He watched her with
an inquisitive gaze. The expression there was not one of any great delight,
but he didn't expect one, nor did he particularly care. She finally consented
with a conciliatory nod.
"I think I can
deal with that
Miles." the last word she held on her thin black lips
as if it might get her killed. Perhaps it could've with one of her previous
masters, he considered.
Miles grabbed
a few last mouthfuls before pushing it back over towards Kyaruin. She looked
down at the plate and speared a piece of sussui morosely, then swallowed
it whole. It was plain to see that she didn't relish it much. "Don't tell
me that you didn't make yourself anything, Kyaruin
"
"Wasn't hungry,"
She murmured
"Liar," he gently
prodded her. She dipped her head. "Listen, Kyaruin, you're one of the highborn!
The best stock of a noble and ancient race. That bow in our room was probably
made or strung or fired by one of your relatives. I'm only human. I've been
trying my best to make you feel like an equal, and I'm trying to make you
treat me like one." She shifted in her seat.
"I'm sorry.
I really am. It's just that
you scare me
" She rested her hand
on her cheek. "It's easier for me to be a slave. I'll try harder, though."
Kyaruin looked up at him with a pensive expression.
"I know. A single
day isn't very long, and it's a lot to ask of you to go from slave to companion
in such a short time. I've also seen what slave conditioning has done to
some people. You must have some willpower to have come as far as you have
so quickly. I don't want to force you into anything, so take your time."
He smiled, then. "And I don't mean to scare you. I'm sorry if I did. I want
you to be able to trust me." For a moment after those words fell from his
lips she was absolutely silent, just staring at his chest.
"I don't remember
ever trusting anyone. It wasn't encouraged in my
conditioning. It's
sort of an awkward feeling; like second-guessing. I do trust you, though.
Even when you scare me..." She trailed off, looking down at the plate again.
Huh. Scare her, do I? I'd be scared to death too. He weighed the risks of
a certain prospect in his head, mulling it over and trying to decide before
she finished with her little spout of free thought.
"Would you like
to go with me today?" he asked, catching her eye. She frowned.
"Do you want
me to?"
"Do you want
to?" He asked again. This time she considered more carefully.
"Where are you
going?"
"My workplace;
the council of defense. Mostly office types, but there's a lot of lab work
to do as well. Then a stop at the genetics department on the trip home. The
defense stuff involves a lot of simulation and projection, most of which
is space-based. I just thought you'd enjoy it."
"That sounds
interesting. I'd like to, yes," she affirmed, nodding her head, "Very much."
"Then we'll
go together. You didn't meet that other woma
who drove us yesterday, did you? She's my bodyguard, Vher. Her partner is
Ms. Raiira, my secretary. We'll be seeing a bit of them; they'll meet us
at the metro in about an hour." Kyaruin nodded.
"When do we
leave, then?" Miles shrugged.
"In a bit. But
first
you want to maybe feed yourself?"
---v---
"Remember, this
is only temporary", she says. Well, it's been temporary for long enough,
dammit. Aaron huddled in his cramped cargo crate. There was barely enough
room for him to fit, much less move, and his joints were killing him. Naia
seemed to have a thing for locking people up in small spaces. Her idea for
smuggling him off the freighter? Put him in a cargo container, of course.
He just hoped that Hrasi customs protocols didn't involve checking the cargo,
or he'd be dead. He was worried enough that the basic plastic box Naia had
crammed him into wasn't going to conceal his scent.
For what felt
like hours he sat there while being jostled by adjacent carts. When the ship
finally hit atmosphere, it was immediately noticeable. Whoever the pilot
was obviously hadn't had a whole lot of training in smooth re-entry to planets,
or didn't care. The buffeting continued until they flattened out, leaving
him to flex his muscles and find the bruises there. There were few minutes
of calm flight, with nothing but the whistling of wind on the hull, then
a horrible crack that shuddered through Aaron's entire body.
He sat completely
silent, listening carefully to the sounds outside his crate. The air sounds
had ceased, so they had to be grounded. Then, for a moment, he thought there
were footsteps, but they dissipated into silence. The cargo bay felt like
a tomb: no light at all, no sounds, and a stale, dead smell. Every so softly,
footfalls tapped between the cargo crates; he could feel them in his bones.
A smooth, sliding sound of metal on plastic buzzed about a foot away, and
his heart stopped.
"Get out of
the crate," a rough Hrasi voice growled. Aaron didn't dare move, but his
thoughts were racing through his head.
How could they
know? If they did, why not take me during flight? They can't know I'm here.
There's no light, anyway. Hrasi night vision won't work in true darkness,
so they wouldn't be able to see me. Lucky bastards to choose the right crate
at random, unless
"I said get
out of the box, human. I know you're in there; I can smell you." Aaron held
still. "Think you're hiding, animal? I said I can smell you. You REEK. You
might as well be standing in front of me shouting. Now, get out of the box
before I shoot you."
He's bluffing,
Aaron thought, grinning, otherwise he'd come in and get me. Got to stay cool.
For a few tense seconds both he and his assailant listened hard, trying to
locate the other. Finally the Hrasi growled.
"Damn. Why couldn't
that incompetent have put him somewhere smaller? If he's gone, he could be
anywhere right now
" the guard spat in disgust. "Going to get myself
killed if anyone hears about this." With considerably less stealth the guard
banged his way to wherever he had come in through, and stopped to turn and
shout irritably back into the bay. "Hey, if you're in there, you ought to
give yourself up. In a minute I'm going to close this door and vent the air
before I open the bay to the rest of the world. I'd hate to be you when the
oxygen levels in here start to get low
"
Bastard! Aaron
gritted his teeth, but wouldn't move. Better to die there than be captured
and tortured to death, in his opinion. The Hrasi left and there was a hissing
of the door closing shut. Silently he berated himself, having realized that
he'd just gotten himself killed. He started breathing fast, deep gulps, in
what was probably a highly futile effort. With an electric hum the lights
came on and Aaron stopped hoarding air long enough to simply dread the inevitable
whine of the ventilation system sucking the life from the room.
That never came,
though. Instead there was a great shudder as the far side of the cargo bay
groaned. A thin beam of golden light split in a vertical path through the
middle of the wall, then widened. The prospect of pure sunlight and an end
to days spent traveling in a crate, not to mention a free pass out of sudden
death, brought Aaron's spirit back to life. He punched his crate's walls
repeatedly until finally they gave way and collapsed to the floor. Afraid
that he'd been caught on camera, he sprinted for the wall, then jumped into
the sunlight.
"Aaron," a voice
hissed as he landed solidly on pavement. It was midday on a suprisingly
earth-like world, minus all the huge buildings and pollution. He was in a
gray loading bay on a hill or mountain that had a great view of some city
- probably the capital - just past where the ship had landed. The voice was
coming from behind a crate of rusted canisters in the loading bay's far-left
corner. He ran there quickly to find Naia looking at him worriedly. "I was
afraid you'd been found! Usually they open the doors as they hit the ground."
"I almost was.
Funny, somehow they knew I was onboard. I came too way close to being captured.
Too close." Naia's eyes shifted away from him.
"My fault. We
better get going." She set her jaw in a worried scowl. "Better switch into
some decent clothing. That military uniform might attract some unnecessary
attention
" She beckoned him to follow her out of the loading bay, which
turned out to be a single building, and took him behind the bay. On that
side was an incredible view of raw forest: the city apparently didn't extend
past the mountain they'd landed on. Naia showed little interest, but nudged
him and pointed to a brown lump on the ground.
"God, what the
hell is that?"
"Your clothes,"
Naia muttered morosely. Aaron pushed it over, then nearly wretched. A young
human man about his size and age lay dead, covered in a brown cloak and bleeding
from a single slit across his throat. "Hurry up, before he stains them. People
will be able to smell the blood." He looked at the body solemnly.
"Is this what
I've become a part of? Naia, I hate to have to have to tell you this, but
we're not supposed to be the murderers! We're the good guys, remember? Killing
innocent people isn't going to win us any friends, not to mention that it's
wrong!" He was hissing at her, angry as hell but too smart to yell. To her
credit, Naia's ears dropped in shame and she turned away.
"It was you
or him. I know what I did, and I'll take whatever consequence fate hands
me. Right now it's more important that we not get caught. You and I need
to go somewhere and meet someone
important." Aaron stared at her.
"I hope so,
if people are going to die over it. Important, huh?" Naia looked away, unable
to meet his eyes, and spoke softly with an upset voice.
"Yeah. It's
real important. You won't forget it any time soon. So just get the clothes
on before someone finds us."
---v---
The defense
building was huge! Kyaruin had never seen anything so magnificent. It sat
atop a small mesa; the several hundred steps up to it, in fact, were carved
directly out of the land. The building itself was the single largest she
had ever seen: a steel and stone monolith a half-mile long and at least 75
stories high. The two or three flights of stairs needed just to get up to
the entrance made the building feel intimidating.
"Kind of scary,
isn't it?" the younger of Miles' associates asked. Either Vher or Raiira
- Kyaruin had already forgotten.
"It's so big
you really work here?" Kyaruin asked. Miles chuckled at her side.
"Indeed I do.
It's a small office, though. Actually, the defense council only maintains
the bottom 20 floors. The rest is split between the intelligence /
counter-intelligence department and the internal security commission. There's
a lot of overlap between what we all do, so we're all in the same building."
The larger partner, who Kyaruin was fairly sure was Vher, rumbled with a
good-natured chortle.
"He's a bit
of a figure here. A guard or intelligence staffer would arrest him almost
every day. There's an in-house brig and interrogation center here, down in
the basement, so whenever he was late to the office his boss would check
down there. More often then not he'd be sitting in some meager cell. Once
or twice they even sent him over to interrogation. That's at least part of
why he hired us." Kyaruin flicked an ear at Miles in question. He smiled.
"It's true.
I haven't been tortured in the workplace yet, but I have been drugged a few
times. You know, it's really hard to do a good job as a politician when there's
truth serum running through your veins. It's mostly stopped now that I have
a Hrasi entourage to back me up, though." He looked at the smaller Hrasi.
"That is, when they decide to back me up." The young woman smiled, looking
up at the clouds and perking forward her ears.
"It was a one-time
act, Miles," she demurred, "I wouldn't do it again. You just won't get over
it." The larger Hrasi leaned over to Kyaruin and filled her in with a whisper.
"Last month
was Miles' fifth anniversary as council representative. Raiira asked him
what he wanted as a gift, and he told her to surprise him. So the next day
she pinned him to the floor in the lobby and got one of the newer guards
to detain him. Needless to say I was not there, but by all accounts it was
a pretty good show, especially because there were plenty of people there
who knew exactly who he was and didn't so much as unsheathe a claw to help
him."
"That's horrible,"
Kyaruin exclaimed. Raiira - definitely the shorter one - shrugged it off
with a smile and a twitch of the ears.
"Maybe, but
it was a one-time deal. I don't usually do that." They reached the top of
the stairs and made the journey up to a pair of giant double-doors. "Scared?"
Raiira asked. Kyaruin gave her a sidelong glance.
"A little
bit
" Miles reached over to her, laid a hand on her shoulder, and smiled
before dropping his hand back down. She thought that his ears would've flicked
if they could have.
The group pushed
through the doors and into a spacious lobby. The ceiling must have been a
hundred feet above them, and there was nothing in the center of the room.
The space in the room felt good to her senses: reassuring and calming. Elevator
shafts and stairways lined the walls, as did guard posts with desks and several
dour faces, but the large part of the room was clear. The other fished into
their pockets and pulled photo ID necklaces and draped them around their
necks.
Kyaruin was
looking around worriedly, wondering if she needed one as well, when a large,
clawed hand grabbed her shoulder and held her in place. She turned around
to find herself staring at burly young man dressed in black armor. He wasn't
openly hostile, but there was a business-only look in the set of his muzzle.
"Excuse me,
miss, but you can't come in here without a permit," he clipped tersely.
"She's with
me, sir. I was about to take her for a visitor's badge." That from Miles,
who had walked up behind her. The guard took one look at badge and nodded.
"My apologies,
representative Arathch. Please be sure to do so before you leave the floor."
Miles nodded back, then squeezed Kyaruin's shoulder and pointed at the guard
post to the far left of the lobby. The two headed in that direction, with
Miss Raiira and Vher in tow.
All of the guards
at the desk there seemed to know Miles. Each nodded or smiled politely at
him, odd to see from otherwise stonily serious figures. There was a clipboard
at the desk that he bent over and began signing on. The head guard, signified
by her looser khaki uniform and handgun as opposed to rifle, gave Miles a
thin smile.
"Another one,
sir? You need more help?" Raiira nodded.
"Yeah. It's
because he's incompetent. Eventually he won't be doing any work at all though,
and then we can replace him." Miles pursed his lips in concealed amusement.
"Miss Raiira
you can be so cutthroat sometimes
" He finished signing and slid the
board over to the chief guard, who took it up and passed back an ID necklace.
Miles turned to Kyaruin and handed it over. "Here, keep it on until we leave,"
he murmured, smiling. She ducked her head, slipped it on, and thanked the
guard. Raiira, meanwhile, had already made for the elevator shaft, and the
rest chased after her.
The elevator
doors opened just as they got there and they boarded it quickly, not dashing
in public but sprinting to catch up with Raiira. Vher flashed a brief glare
at her.
"Couldn't wait
to get to work?" Raiira looked up to her with a flick of the ears and a wrinkling
of the nose.
"Guards and
guns are unsettling." Vher's ears drooped in jest, and Raiira frowned. "Trust
me, you're different." Vher grinned as the doors closed. Miles punched a
button, then backed up in front of Kyaruin, leaving her stuck between a wall,
her master, and two strange Hrasi.
She looked at
the pair of Hrasi out of the corner of her eye. They'd met her only an hour
before, but already both acted like she was an old friend. Nonetheless, she
was wary of them. They were too enigmatic. Kyaruin had spoken with both,
and on the surface they were amiable, solid people. Vher seemed to always
be in good humor, and appeared perfectly honest, while Raiira came off as
being clever and teasing. What disturbed Kyaruin was why they were there.
There was simply no reason for them to be in Miles' employ.
She looked from
Raiira's face to Vher's. There was not a hint of malice, jealousy or animosity
in either's expression. They had both heavily approved or her. Love, then,
was probably not what had them bonded so well to him. Money wasn't a viable
explanation either; Miles couldn't possibly be able to afford top rate for
a personal bodyguard, and such a relationship wouldn't dare include Raiira's
pranks. Miles wouldn't blackmail them, although she supposed someone else
might've. Still, they wouldn't become close friends with him under those
circumstances.
What could it
be then? Perhaps, she thought, they simply liked him, enough so to live and
work for him. She preferred to think so, because the alternative - that the
pair were con artists - wasn't very appealing, and she couldn't could do
anything about if it were true. With that type of image in mind, the pair
was downright fearsome. Kyaruin shook her mane, tying to dislodge the thought.
The car lurched
downward, in the wrong direction. She frowned in concern, but relaxed when
came to gliding stop a second later. Must be one of the underground levels.
Such a huge place this building is. The doors opened and Miles stepped aside
to let in what must have been the single-most distressed woman she'd ever
seen. As the lady saw Miles, her ears wilted and her expression looked that
much more aggrieved. She quivered at the sight of him.
"A
Aaron?"
Miles looked at her concernedly.
"I'm sorry,
but I'm Miles Arathch. Are you all right, miss?" The woman opened her mouth
to say something, then thought better of it and turned her back to the entire
group, staring into the corner. She hit one of the highest floor buttons
on the list, then sunk her head in her hands and shook silently. Kyaruin
watched, if not immediately sympathetic then at least curious as to what
was wrong. Raiira and Vher were both pointedly ignoring everything around
them, staring up at the ceiling.
The woman was
a mess. Her pelt - as thick and white as Kyaruin's - was matted and tangled
from perspiration and ruffling. The car was full of fear-scent that Kyaruin
could almost see emanating in waves from the girl. Her tail hung low between
her legs and was swishing agitatedly; her entire body was shaking, actually.
Kyaruin found that simply standing next to the girl was beginning to upset
her own mood.
"Are you sure
you're alright?" Miles repeated. The woman didn't bother to respond, or even
signify that she'd heard, but just leaned heavily on the elevator wall. Having
been twice rebuffed, Miles was content to let the elevator make its way up
to their floor. Kyaruin got to see the girl's face on the way out; it was
pained to say the least.
The floor they'd
entered on was a maze of corridors and posters, all disorganized. It seemed
far too casual for a government facility. Miles led the girls down the second
corridor from the right, and then the third left, another right, and then
several more doorways in a sequence that she had forgotten far before they'd
finished. The final hallway was worst of all: littered with stacks of documents
that lined the edges of the walls, government campaign posters, charts, graphs,
and even a few idle sketches done on print paper. One of the doors in the
hallway Aaron smoothly keyed open and entered.
His office was
a mess. Besides the two desks and obligatory conference tables there were
two filing cabinets lining one wall and an overflowing bookshelf lining the
other. Both desks had extensive computer terminals with papers stacked on
and around them. The floor as well was covered with so much paper that the
only floor showing was in the path of the door. Kyaruin and Vher gingerly
took their steps into the window corner of the office while Raiira and Miles
took their seats at the two desks.
"Labyrinthine,
isn't it?" Raiira asked, smiling. Kyaruin nodded.
"I don't think
I could find my way back."
"It's simple:
follow the paper trail," Vher said matter-of-factly. The other two grinned.
Must be an old joke
"Why all the
papers?" Kyaruin asked, curious. "Aren't you a politician?" Miles nodded.
"Among other
things. Formal job descriptions are fine around here, but if you really want
to get ahead you help anywhere where you're needed. I do a lot of design
and simulation as well. Like that for example," He said, pointing to the
top paper of a pile at her feet. She bent down to grab and flip through it.
"Those are dimensions and projections for the new space-to-space missile
launching platforms. I did the trajectory calculation program."
"He wrote the
code that tells the missile where to go," Vher elaborated.
"She probably
understood, Vher. She has a fairly solid background in science, from what
I'm told. It's all just basic physics, astrophysics, geometry, and programming.
Easy, Kyaruin." She nodded absently.
"Do you
Who was that woman in the elevator? She seemed to recognize you," Raiira
mentioned. Miles shrugged.
"I have no idea.
Someone coming from the sub-1 floor detainment center and going to the 69th
floor intelligence offices. I'd forget about her if I was you. You don't
want to get involved with intelligence's business if you have a choice about
it, Miss Raiira." He turned to tap at his workstation for a bit, bringing
it online, then popped out a mini-disc from the drive slot and held it up
to Kyaruin. "Want to see something really interesting, though? You'll die
if you see the lab
"
---v---
Miles headed
for the defense's simulative computer labs with Kyaruin in tow. They had
to go through the security lock at the entrance to the defense department's
networking center, and there was much consternation over whether or not Kyaruin
should be allowed in. The guards - longtime friends of his now - protested
that she could easily be a Haigh spy, or worse, a Yusuuran rebel. Miles hated
to be confrontational with anyone, but especially Hrasi. He had promised
to show Kyaruin around though, so he sat down at the guard station and explained
very patiently that Kyaruin barely knew who she was, and had not so much
as formed an opinion yet, much less taken a political stance. They ended
up letting her in with the basic agreement that it would be his hide if anything
happened because of her.
"My," she exclaimed
as the two walked into the inner sanctum of planetary and system defense.
"I had no idea
" He smiled, spreading his hands out in an all-encompassing
gesture.
"This is the
true power of taxes."
In fact, there
was good reason for her to be impressed. The computer facilities were
considerably past 'state-of-the-art'; they defined the art. Huge supercomputers
sat up against every inch of wall, and in fact most of the lab was divided
using the towering machines as walls. Monitors were everywhere: hanging from
the ceiling, embedded in the desks, in the floor, on the walls, and even
directly on the ceiling tiles. To top that, nearly each workstation had its
own holographic projector for heavy work with three-dimensional graphics
- a luxury unheard of in even the richest colleges. Each of those projectors
cost about what a fully equipped computer lab for a major university did.
Most of the
equipment there had been designed and invented solely for their lab, and
included several unreleased systems technologies. Pretty much heaven for
anyone who wanted to do some of the simulation for which the department was
famous, but hell for the poor unsung heroes who had to keep the lab running.
He knew because he'd repaid several favors by coding new interface programs
or sitting in the repair shop hand-building a more efficient adapter for
two rare cable connections. There was even a cot in the lab so they could
keep a networking specialist at hand all the time.
Kyaruin walked
in slowly, as if stunned. Miles watched her eyes race from monitor to monitor,
read the labels on the machinery, and drink in the hum of function. It was
midday, so the lab was relatively full. Miles led her to the back of the
lab and sat her down at a wall terminal.
"May I?" She
asked, unbelieving. He nodded with a smirk.
"Just let me
do my work here first." He slipped in the mini disc he'd earlier pocketed,
then brought up a huge matrix of numbers. As he copied them onto a template
in another program, he explained his actions. "What we're working on here
is a missile defense program. The idea is a counter-missile net. A thick
wall of small projectiles will be fired at any object that enters our system
with a speed of 5% of light or better. However, those same projectiles would
wreak havoc on any incoming or outgoing vessel if they ended up drifting
in the normal space lanes. What we do is simulate attacking every known class
and variant of ship or missile we've ever encountered at every possible speed
in .000001% of light increments and in every possible direction with increments
of .000001% of a radian. All of this will be tested in a pre-programmed
simulation environment of our system, which will add further variables such
as relative position of the planets, which could effect gravitational pull
on the projectiles."
"That's
a lot of calculation. That's at least a million sets of a million millions
of simulation trials. How many such projectiles are there?" Mile grinned.
"That's the
best part. Up to five thousand each from 10 weapons platforms. The fire must
redirect the projectile from a dangerous collision course without leaving
a single projectile within the space lane's borders. We can pick them up
later. This will test their success rate so far."
"To speak
truthfully, it sounds like it wouldn't work very well, sir
"
"We've the
redirection part down fine; our success rate was over ninety five percent
last time. What are killing us are the projectile's endpoints. Last time
we ran a simulation the space lanes only stayed clear a tenth of the time.
This time we've added one-time engine packs on the projectiles with remote
triggering, so we can fly them out of the way if they end up there, assuming
the engines don't get damaged or go off prematurely."
Miles entered
in his finished template with a final keystroke, and the workstation chirred
busily as it sent the problem off to the huge number-crunching machines around
the room. He turned his back to Kyaruin. "I see we're asking questions now,
not to mention critiquing my staff. Finally gaining some confidence
You're almost acting like a real live Hrasi," he teased softly. Kyaruin looked
up at him warily.
"
Miles?
You want me to, right? I mean, If you think I'm out-of-line, then-"
"Not at all."
He put his arm on the back of her chair, leaned into her face, and gave her
a thin smile. "I think you're fine. I like it; you make a great Hrasi." He
pointed up to the hologram display in front of them. "Look, the data I put
in puts out graphic simulations. There are billions of billions of simulations
taking place, so the computer displays a miniscule fraction of them."
The holographic
projector showed a wire-frame of a human freighter coming through the conversion
point at nine-tenths of light, a ridiculous speed for such a vessel. Within
a few seconds it had slammed itself into a swarming wall of metal spikes
and went careening out of the system. Then the space lane corridors were
highlighted in pale green, and each projectile in the lane was bracketed.
About three-quarters of the projectiles in those lanes fired off and managed
to clear the space corridor, but there were still at least a dozen left.
"That's a failure,
right?" Kyaruin asked. Miles frowned and nodded. Kyaruin looked thoughtful.
"At even a thousandth of light speed, a single projectile could really ruin
a starship. Maybe you could mount electromagnetics on the weapons platforms?
You know, to pull the projectiles out?"
"It's a good
idea, isn't it? Everybody has had it at least once. We all run into the same
problem: magnets and computers don't work together. Use the magnetics and
EMP knocks out the missile defense system. That's bad."
"Well, how about
separate magnetic platforms?" Miles raised an eyebrow, then shot her down
again.
"Thought of
that too. But the problem is that you can still only do that once, and in
order to grab the projectiles you end up hitting the weapons too. You can't
just send out a magnetic 'beam'; it has to be omni-directional. We don't
have that kind of technology yet." He pulled back and shrugged. "But don't
let me discourage you. It took me longer than thirty seconds to come up with
those ideas, so you probably have a better chance of finding the answer.
I'm going to go check my simulation results so far - I usually get some odd
results out of the computers, so I have to go filter through some of the
less plausible simulations. Why don't you check out the network, maybe play
around with the system a little bit? You can find anything and everything
on any public computer on Haras from here. I'll be back in a few minutes."
Kyaruin nodded,
so Miles gave her one last smile and headed out to the in-progress alteration
terminals. And please don't get me in trouble, he almost added, but decided
not to. She wouldn't do that, would she? Of course not, he thought. No need
for him to make Kyaruin think he didn't trust her.
Kyaruin watched
him walk away, leaving her alone there. The network was interesting - incredible,
actually. Almost as good as earth stuff, no matter what her master thought
about his own race. Even so, he was still leaving. She'd noticed that since
they'd left the house she had begun to feel uncomfortable in public when
she wasn't at his side, like a lost child. A conditioned response, probably:
if she had had any interest in running away, it would have made a great
deterrent. Of course, that she wasn't interested in running away was probably
conditioned as well.
She looked down
at the keyboard in front of her. He gives me his key and just walks away?
The world is left under my claws, or it would be if I had claws. I'm going
to have to teach him to be more careful. He did tell her to play around,
though. Playing around certainly appealed to her
She decided
to find out for herself if the lab really had the connections that Miles
said that it had. Every public computer on the planet was accessible, he'd
said, so she was certain she'd be able to do a bit of checking up on people,
especially with her master's clearance.
She opened up
a basic search program that she recognized and typed in 'Miles Arathch' to
the query line. Within a second over thirty thousand hits had come up, rated
by perceived relevance. Kyaruin went for the first file listed. It was the
department's own employee listing. Name, occupation, age, gender, mental-physical
categorization, etc. There wasn't anything of any real value at the top,
so she skimmed down to the end. Aha! There was an entry for 'historical capsule'
with a brief history and links to other people, events, and places in the
database. That she decided to read through.
Born in the
coastal city of Kisara Fagh on the 3rd day of Aharu. Born to captured freighter
pilot Rachel Sykes after breeding with 2nd generation slave Christoper Jurei
by liscensed breeder Lhuaran Jurei. Sold immediately thereafter to breeder
Hanuan Arathch. Raised by Ms. Arathch in the Askaraun highlands to the age
of thirteen. Ms. Arathch noted Miles as being a child prodigy at an early
age, and found him to be interested in the fields of science and mathematics.
At thirteen,
Miles was registered with the Genetic Engineering Project (on 15 - 22 - 17)
at their clinic in the capitol of Yduura with a 1-A categorization. That
night Ms. Hanuan was assaulted and murdered by a three-member gang. Miles
survived and was entered into the care of the GE clinic in Cerhsa. Upon
examination of Hanuan's will it was determined that her entire estate was
to be entrusted to him. At the GEP's recommendation Miles traded his inheritance
for full tuition and funding at the Cerhsa University of Engineering and
Spatial Science, from which he graduated with a triple degree in computer
programming, modern conversion point physics, and statistical analysis (8
- 17 - 19).
At graduation
Mr. Arathch applied for a position as a systems design analyst at the Haras
Department of Defense, into which he was accepted (8 - 18 - 19). He has since
risen to the position of general representative from the Department of Defense
Council. Mr. Arathch handles all public relations issues dealing with the
defense council as well as representing the department in the lower chambers.
Kyaruin nodded
slowly. So there's some solid information here. Next she typed in 'Raiira
/ Vher'. For a moment she thought for their last names, then in frustration
simply added '/ Arathch' for a double cross-reference and made the search.
The computer hung for almost five seconds, scouring every file. There was
absolutely nothing. Kyaruin leaned back in her chair and blew air out of
her nose, whispering to herself..
"Huh
Not
a single hit on the planet? And they work directly below the intelligence
department? Unless the department is incompetent - but why tail Miles? He's
hopelessly loyal. He'd take a bullet for a Hrasi even if she were a mass
murderer. There's no reason to spy on him. I don't understand this at all
"
"Don't understand
what?" a light, casual, and familiar voice asked from in front of her. She
could feel her heart skip a beat as she raised her eyes to find Raiira posed
quizzically right behind the computer monitor, hands full of paperwork, tail
poised up, and ears perked. "What're you working on? And where did my boss
go?" Kyaruin stood stock-still, struggling to keep her ears up and her tail
calm.
"He went to
de-bug his simulation." Raiira slanted an ear back as she nodded slowly.
"Uh-huh. De-bug.
You're a technical person, aren't you?" Actually, Kyaruin could've been a
network administrator in her 'past life' for all the computer skills she
had.
"Yeah. Yeah,
I'm technical. Anyway, that's where he went." Ms. Raiira didn't budge.
"Okay. So I'm
guessing that's not what you didn't understand
So what're you doing?
Logged into Miles' account? He doesn't let anybody on there." Kyaruin gulped.
"Technical stuff.
Real technical."
"Then you're
in luck," Raiira chirped, beaming, "I know my way around this system better
than almost anyone." She moved behind Kyaruin to get a glimpse of the screen
before Kyaruin could so much as move for a single keystroke. Raiira's genuine
smile faded as her ears dipped, then forcefully rebounded as she pasted her
smile back on.
"Kyaruin, I'm
flattered that you've taken such an interest in me, but I really don't think
I'm your type, and I know Vher isn't." She cocked her head to the side and
furrowed her brow in confusion, then almost laughed. "Oh, you were trying
to cross-reference us with Miles! How cute! That's funny, really." Raiira
leaned back to gaze at Kyaruin wryly. "If there was a conspiracy against
Miles, do you think the system would let him see it?" Then her expression
faded into a friendly, teasing smile. "Knowing your background I suppose
you wanted to find our kinks so you could plan a foursome, right?" Kyaruin's
nose wrinkled as she leaned back.
"Not quite,
miss Raiira. Who are you? What're you doing to my master? I don't understand,
but I want to know. I won't let you hurt my master," she insisted, frowning.
Instantly, Raiira's friendly mask dissolved.
"Wrong answer.
The correct one, by the way, was 'yes'. You see, that's just about the only
plausible reason you might make an inquiry into who we are. Well, that's
not true. It's the only plausible reason you might make an inquiry that I
would not be required to
investigate. I gave it to you, too. That should
have been a freebie."
Dread like a
lump of iron hit Kyaruin in the gut. Instinctively she flattened her ears
and pulled into as much of a ball as she could while sitting. Raiira sighed.
"You're an adult: don't act like a child. You and I are going to go on a
very short trip: simple background check. I'll leave Miles a note. Please
don't behave in such a suspicious manner. The background checks get more
intensive, and then we get into actual questioning, so try and stay out of
trouble from now on."
"If it's so
brief, can we skip it?" Raiira smiled a little as she dropped her paperwork
on the terminal and scribbled a note that she left on the keyboard before
reaching down and pulling Kyaruin to her feet.
"Come on, you've
got nothing to hide. We're going to the elevator. Stay in front of me, keep
your hands behind you, and don't communicate with anybody. Simple security
procedure." Kyaruin complied and walked out the door, Raiira quietly behind
her.
---v---
The new engines
were crap. That was what Miles had decided after careful simulation observation.
Absolute crap. Not only did they not work, those little sons misfired half
the time, punching a hole through a station, breaching a passing ship, or
even shooting down the weapons platforms from which they were fired. Miles
bowed his head to the monitor.
This is what
happens when you leave something that requires logical, rational thought
to a human. And I'm supposed to be one of the smart ones
Amazing we've
survived long enough to start a war. I wish I knew a competent Hrasi engineer.
Even Kyaruin came up with my two reject variants on the magnet approach in
under a minute, and she's slave material. He threw up his hands - literally
- and sat up from his small corner terminal with overheated machines whirring
all around him, determined to find Kyaruin and hopefully some inspiration.
The lab was
much quieter than even when they'd entered: the place had all the hustle
and bustle of a graveyard. It was a bit unsettling to weave through
supercomputers louder than all the people in the room together. When he got
to Kyaruin's desk there was nobody there, but several binders were there
- Raiira's stuff, by the looks - along with a hastily scrawled note on the
keyboard.
Miles,
I took Kyaruin
out to lunch (she said she was really hungry). We're going a little farther
than the cafeteria, so we'll be out for a while. I'm really sorry if you
need me, her, or just wanted to take her out. We'll be back by 1400, so please
feed Vher. I promise to make it up to you if you're mad!
- Raiira
He frowned at
the letter. It was odd for Raiira to just get up and leave work, although
she had done much worse before. Perhaps she was hinting that he needed to
spend some time with Vher?
---v---
The elevator
doors slid open and Raiira gently pushed Kyaruin in before following her.
Raiira followed and hit the door close button behind her.
"In the corner,
please," Raiira asked. Kyaruin shrugged and stood in the corner. From the
reflection on the elevator's stainless steel walls she could see Raiira punch
the bottom-most button on the elevator list and pull a key from her pocket
that she used to lock the doors, stopping any other passengers from boarding.
"We're going
to the bottom levels," Kyaruin questioned softly, "aren't we? Simple background
check, huh?" In the wall's reflection she saw Raiira's ears flick.
"Little bit
late for you to be perceptive," Raiira said somberly. For a moment there
was nothing but the hum of the elevator.
"What are you
going to do to me?" Kyaruin whispered. Raiira was silent. "You going to shoot
me?" No answer. "I think Miles might notice. He might even care."
"I wouldn't
be so sure of that if I were you," Raiira interrupted, "you did replace his
best friend in a week." There was more silence. "Don't fight," Raiira said
suddenly. "Better for you if you don't. As a friend. You don't have to believe
me."
"Thanks," Kyaruin
muttered sourly. She stared into the wall as the elevator car kept on its
descent. It felt like a descent into hell. With a lurch the car came to a
stop and the doors slid open.
"Out," Raiira
said blankly. She pulled Kyaruin out of the car and into a large, long, and
wide gray concrete hall. Doors with no windows lined each wall underground
with security cameras posted at regular intervals to keep watch over what
felt like a prison. The hallway curved off to the right maybe two hundred
meters down the way, blocking further view. Raiira pointed down the hall
and motioned for her to follow.
They walked
down the hall silently until Raiira found an open door on the right side
and pointed inside. Kyaruin swallowed and walked in. Inside was an inclined
table, a desk and chair against the wall, and another chair in the corner.
Each one was bolted and welded to the floor. Bright fluorescent lights made
Kyaruin squint.
"Bright," Kyaruin
mumbled.
"Too bright?"
Raiira asked affably, moving over to a panel next to the door. The lights
dimmed to where the glare wasn't blinding Kyaruin. Raiira sat back against
the door, slumped on the wall, and crossed her arms. "So. Have a seat on
the bed. I know it looks like a rack, but try and imagine that it's not regularly
used for torture." Kyaruin stepped onto and lay down on the table. She slipped
her hands behind her head and tried to make herself comfortable.
"So you're going
to be my interrogator and executioner?" Raiira laughed at her.
"I suppose.
Unless you'd like me to go fetch Vher?"
"That'd be nice,"
Kyaruin replied, "Would you?"
"Smart girl.
Vher is the nice one. Only a few hours and you figured that out. But no,
you're stuck with me. Sorry." Raiira strode over to the desk, pulled out
something like a chain and another object she couldn't discern, and moved
to where Kyaruin lay. "Here," she said, "I don't want to set the wrong mood,
but it's better to be on the safe side."
"What are those?
What are you going to do?"
"Does it matter?
You couldn't stop me anyway. These won't hurt you, though. We're not to the
part where I hurt you. I'm going to hold that off as long as possible."
"Thanks a lot.
I love you too." Raiira smiled as she moved behind Kyaruin, who was starting
to shiver.
"Now now, Kyaruin.
No need to be spiteful. No need to be scared, either. I said I wasn't going
to hurt you." Raiira made a sudden move and Kyaruin found her hands handcuffed
behind her head where she'd stretched them. She sat up but Raiira pulled
her back by the cuffs and secured something else with a metal-on-metal clang.
Kyaruin tried to sit up again, but was immediately caught by a short chain
attached to her cuffs. From behind Raiira chuckled.
"I wasn't going
to escape," Kyaruin growled irritatedly. Her captor moved in front of her
to give her a pouting look.
"Oh, it's not
so bad. Be quiet. I just like being safe."
"Better secure
my legs and jaw, then."
"Oh, but if
I tape your jaw you can't
do anything. You have a point, though." Raiira
bent down closer over her and held up a small plastic syringe. "This ought
to allay your fears for me." She put a hand on Kyaruin's muzzle and exposed
her neck with incredible force. Kyaruin tried her best to struggle, but there
was a ridiculous amount of power in Raiira's grip.
"What are you
doin-?" she gasped. Raiira tried to keep her still.
"Quiet. Stop
fighting me, you really don't want me to miss with this stuff." Kyaruin went
lax at the warning, then flinched and yowled in agony as the needle went
directly into a neck vein. She felt fire shooting through her and as Raiira
squeezed the drug in Kyaruin mewled that she thought the vein would burst.
"Oh, come on Kyaruin. I've had this performed on me before. It's not so bad.
And there isn't enough fluid in here for me to burst your vein unless I really
forced it." A minute more of searing pain and Raiira withdrew, stopping only
to put a dab of something cool - probably plasm - on Kyaruin's neck.
"What the hell
was that?" Kyaruin yelled in anguish. Raiira hissed lightly.
"Ms. Kyaruin,
I don't like to be yelled at. It would be - will be - very easy to make you
disappear." Raiira struck a pose of sorrow of confusion: ears low, tail swishing,
and back arched. "Miles!"
she called out,
"It's Kyaruin! She's been hit by a car! Come quickly, I can't tell if she's
breathing!" Then the pose and demeanor lifted as she rose back to her proper
height. "I used that exact line on him a few days ago. Poor fool. It's too
bad he's the only one that gives a damn about you; it might be harder to
fool someone less gullible."
"What did you
do to me?" Kyaruin breathed and Raiira gave her a bland smile.
"It's a standard
interrogation drug. It causes full body paralysis and loss of bodily functions.
From the neck down, of course: you'll still be able to scream and curse me
all you like, but you won't be able to do anything else. Not to mention that
your body will react like a sleeping or comatose one, so you'd better hope
we finish soon, before you embarrass yourself." Raiira gazed at her enigmatically
then reached down below the table and brought it to a perfect horizontal.
"I've heard one of the best ways to interrogate is by adding humiliation
to your basic interrogation regimen." She moved next to where Kyaruin was
chained and unsheathed a knife she showed off to Kyaruin before cutting away
her vest. "I realize you're a sex slave," She said, finishing with the vest
and moving to Kyaruin's thighs, "but it can't hurt to try the old physical
humiliation trick.
"Now, you may
or may not know this, but there are several schools of torture and interrogation.
It is quite the art, no matter how barbaric the movies make it seem. Lucky
for you I'm a fervent believer in your basic punishment / reward style. I'm
good, too: most of my subjects tell me I have dual personality syndrome.
They tell me a whole lot more though, as I'm sure you will. I have a single
rule with the people I interrogate: we stay friends as long as you keep talking.
No lies, no stubbornness, no pain. Now, I realize that this means that people
who don't know anything could be seriously hurt or killed, but that's a risk
I'm willing to take." Kyaruin gasped in protest.
"But I don't
know anything! I'm a slave! I was bought yesterday!" Raiira laughed again.
"Why is it that
everyone says that? I'm sorry if you're telling the truth, but it's a little
late for you to convince me of that. I'll tell you what: if you die before
giving me anything, I'll believe you."
"Great," Kyaruin
breathed, "So how do I get out alive?"
"You don't.
I'm required to kill you before you leave this room. That's how it's stated
in the contract." Kyaruin moaned, then laid her head aside and shivered,
mewling. "Hey," Raiira said, "Cheer up. I told you how it's stated in the
contract. It doesn't say anything about actually killing you. If you can
prove your innocence without dying, I might keep you-"
"Don't. Please
don't try and string me along on some lie. You're not really going to do
that. Don't play games with my mind." Raiira was out of sight, silent. Her
voice came from directly above Kyaruin's head.
"Alright. No
lies: you're dead when I'm done with you. You know, I'm not supposed to let
you interrupt me or ask questions and make requests, according to the
interrogator's handbook at least. Did you know that we have a handbook? But
I'll give you some leeway, seeing as these are your final moments."
"I don't
understand
You killed Miles' bond-partner? What did he do to deserve
that? And now me? Why do you have to kill me? Neither of us has done
anything
"
"He got in my
way. I have to do my job, or I don't get my pay. You think Miles supports
me? He might be giving up half his salary, but it's pocket change to me.
Pretty soon I won't have to do anything. You weren't in my way. I was actually
beginning to like you, but then you went and started mucking around in my
past, which I don't appreciate."
"So you're just
in it for the money? What makes a secretary's job so lucrative?" Raiira vaulted
up to Kyaruin's bed and straddled her chest, looking down on her.
"See? You can't
do anything." She rubbed Kyaruin's cheek. "Now, remind me why you're the
one asking the questions."
"Because I'm
not going to wake up tomorrow and you are." Raiira smiled.
"So what does
it matter what you know when you die, then? Telling you anything would be
monumentally stupid of me, don't you agree?"
"I'll trade
you answers," Kyaruin said hoarsely, lungs being crushed under Raiira's weight.
The young woman noticed Kyaruin's discomfort.
"Hurting you,
love? I'm sorry." She pushed back to sit between Kyaruin's legs. "Huh. Well,
why don't I just torture the answers out of you?" Kyaruin sighed, searching
her mind for an answer.
"Because it'll
take less time."
"Alright. I
can do that. But you answer one of my questions now. I want to know what
you were doing searching through the Haras network for me." Raiira glared
at her, waiting for an answer.
"It
it
doesn't make sense that you work for Miles. Nobody could reasonably believe
that. You're too smart, too beautiful, and he doesn't need you. You yourself
said he paid you almost nothing. I can't believe that you'd stay with him.
Maybe if you were in love, but then you'd be jealous of me." Kyaruin looked
at her evenly, and Raiira nodded.
"You're telling
me the truth, aren't you? Actually, Vher does love him. I like him too; he's
a sweet man. Your turn." For a moment Kyaruin stopped to try and calm herself.
"No pulling yourself together," Raiira whispered lightly. Kyaruin wasn't
sure if she was teasing or deadly serious.
"I asked my
question before. You're not a secretary, so what are you?" There was a soft
chuffing.
"Love, you are
the curious one. Don't worry, I'm working on his side, even if he doesn't
know how. I'll tell you, though.
"You see, Miles
is a wonderful man. Strong, smart, loyal, etc. He's also incredibly dangerous.
So what if it takes him two hours to come up with a conceptual idea? Once
you give him one, you only have to wait another hour before he has the final,
tested plans in your hands. That man has single-handedly designed the last
four missile defense systems. He IS the missile defense program.
"Miles does
have two particularly dehabilitating chronic conditions. The first is humanity.
It's characterized by a lack of fur and claws. The other is worse, though.
He suffers from a severe lack of the big picture. Let me explain: normal
people don't betray eachother. He does. He'd slit his mother's throat if
a Hrasi walking down the street asked him to. Mile hates his own people,
and he tries his best to help us defeat them. Doesn't even care if his race
is going to be enslaved: he was raised to think that's the way things should
be. That's not an easily defensible position, though, so people like me get
hired to keep him away from
other ideas.
"The job description
is fairly simple. I keep him firmly in my grip, and get rid of the people
in my way. Some human or Hrasi is spouting love and peace and surrender?
I shoot them when he's not looking. He's feeling down, depressed, or
out-of-touch? I look sincere and listen to him or cuddle. Some damned celebrity
or somebody out of my reach is tempting him? All I have to do is screw him
and he'll be so guilt-ridden for the rest of the week he'll miss it."
"You hate him
so much?" Kyaruin asked. "I don't understand why."
"Hate him? I
like him a lot. If I had to marry a man I'd choose him, and damn the lower
chamber if it says that it's illegal." Raiira grimaced. "They passed that
law when he was serving as a representative, you know. He didn't try and
fight it, of course. Stupid jerk. I wanted to jump up and represent for him.
He's kind, though. I've known him for seven years, and he's never been anything
to a Hrasi but generous and forgiving. I can understand why Vher loves him,
even past the fact that she's a sentimental fool."
"This from her
own bond-partner
" Raiira frowned.
"That was in
the contract too. I left my bond-partner back home. Once I'm finished with
this job, I'll leave Vher to her own devices. Who knows, maybe she'll stay
with him? I couldn't care less.
"My turn now.
I want to know what your job is. If you're infringing on my operation I swear
I'll make you suffer
" Kyaruin gulped.
"I think this
is where you're going to stop being my friend. My job is whatever Miles tells
me it is. I'm his slave. Before that I was another man's slave. Before
that
I don't know. Maybe something that involved computers."
"You think?
Memory wipe, I assume?" Raiira asked in a skeptical, dull tone.
"You're not
going to take that, are you? You're going to hurt me," Kyaruin stated flatly.
It wasn't really meant as a question.
"Answer me."
"Yes. Yes, I've
had a partial wipe, followed by a basic slave reconditioning," she said.
"Only a partial?"
"My slave abilities
have expanded to become directly experience-based. The slavers didn't want
me to lose any of that experience, so they wiped around some selects in my
memory. The partial wasn't a very good job anyway, so the great majority
of my memories are only broken or lost, not permanently erased. I'm a slave,
though. Bought into Miles' custody yesterday, and I don't remember hearing
of him ever before that." Raiira studied the younger woman under her.
"You are especially
lucky today, Kyaruin. I very rarely do this, but I am going to give you another
chance to answer me." She rose on her knees to fall atop Kyaruin, stopping
herself from smashing faces with the girl by only a few inches. The sinister
woman slipped her arms around Kyaruin's back to pull her up. Kyaruin tried
to avert her face as Raiira's came closer, but her muscles didn't respond.
"I do like you, Kyaruin. I want you to survive interrogation. If you do,
you'll live - I guarantee it. All I have to do is take you to the real torture
rooms at the end of the hall. There are memory-wiping devices there. A few
full wipes and you'll be dead. They have 'therapy' devices there too. We
just reinstall your slave conditioning again and I walk away with a beautiful
young slave. Vher isn't really interested in my attentions, but I'm sure
you can be conditioned to be." The horror on Kyaruin's face couldn't possibly
have matched what she felt
"No. No! You
can't do that! That's not
fair! Just! That's wrong, damn it! These
last two days have been the best in my life that I can consistently remember.
For the first time I have a name. For the first time someone loves me. Loves
me! For the first time I am, and I know it. How can you take all that away
from me after two days? Don't take my name, please! I have a name now; I
want to remember! The hell if my name means 'without wish', I want too. You
can't take my name away." Raiira laughed lightly
"What an oratory.
Truly heartfelt," Raiira said. She licked Kyaruin's nose. "But you're just
a whore, a sex slave. If you must remember something, remember that. You'll
just have a mistress this time around. Now, take advantage of the second
chance and save yourself the pain. It is exceedingly rare."
Kyaruin just
closed her eyes, began shivering even worse than before, and started to mewl
incoherently. There was no way out, she was going to lose everything either
way, Raiira was going to hurt her to try and pry out a conspiracy that didn't
exist, and there was nowhere to run or hide. She couldn't even curl up into
a ball. In the moment of solitude Kyaruin ignored the cold metal table, chafing
chains, sore arms, cold draft on naked skin, and the insatiable woman atop
her, going instead to the deepest inner recesses of her mind to call for
help. Help from Miles, help from whoever it was that was her mother, help
from a god, she didn't care. What she got was a warm, rough tonguing of the
face. She opened her eyes back up to see Raiira licking Kyaruin's cheek
"No being
hysterical," Raiira murmured. She caught Kyaruin's face in her hands and
forced her mouth into the girl's, lapping at the young woman's mouth. Even
in her face muscles there wasn't the power to resist, so she let Raiira have
her way. It actually calmed Kyaruin down once she realized Raiira wasn't
hurting her, but just exploring her mouth. Eventually Raiira drew away. "It's
human: a kiss. It shows affection. I have affection for you. Tell me what
I want to know."
"You're hurting
me."
"No Kyaruin,
I'm going to hurt you if you don't start talking. Right now I'm just being
affectionate."
"I don't have
anything to tell you. Do you want me to lie? Please, there's nothing for
me to tell you. Don't hurt me
I'm not holding anything from you, so
why hurt me?" Kyaruin pleaded ineffectively. Raiira shook her head.
"I don't understand,
love. There's nobody in this world worth protecting for the amount of suffering
I can inflict." Raiira frowned at her, then took a moment to lick Kyaruin's
nose once. Her ears perked forward suddenly as she smiled happily. "Maybe
you just don't believe me. I know, I'll just hurt you. You'll tell me whatever
I want to know if you understand how much pain it'll save you." Kyaruin was
absolutely terrified.
"Please! I can't
tell you anything because I don't know anything! I don't want you to hurt
me!"
"Then start
talking," Raiira said simply. "Just do it. Betray your employer. Betray your
friends. Do it. I promise not to hurt you if you do. It's to save your life,
my friend. There is nothing more important than your life. Friends, family,
ideals, principles: it's all worthless if you're dead, Kyaruin. Just give
me a name: two words. Two words! Give me a person, a place, an event, that's
all, and there won't be any pain." She stared down at Kyaruin, who lolled
out her tongue.
"Miles. Miles
Arathch. He's my master." Raiira frowned at her.
"You're trying
to tell me that he asked you to find out about Vher and I?"
"No. No. He
told me to
'play around with the system a little bit'. I decided to
look for you on my own."
"Play around
with the system? Damn, he'd say something like that. Son of a bitch! He wanted
to tie up the system. He wanted you to take the hit." Raiira pushed off of
Kyaruin and rolled to a stand next to the table. She paced back and forth.
"Damn, damn, damn! Since when did Miles turn rebel? He wanted to distract
me; he's probably getting rid Vher as we speak. We can't afford to lose him!
How the hell did he turn? He was perfectly loyal the other day
I can't
believe this."
"Listen to you,"
Kyaruin murmured, "you've lost it. Miles wanted to entertain me while he
de-bugged a simulation. He didn't tell me to search for you, and if I hadn't
we wouldn't be here. There's no conspiracy. You're being paranoid." Raiira
stopped, wrinkling her nose and biting her lip, then shook her head.
"No. I'm not
paranoid, I'm perceptive. It's why I'm a government spy and you're whore.
Do you understand me? Miles is dangerous. He could ruin us if he worked with
the other side. He's probably done with Vher right now, and he's going to
come for me next. He knows how to use a bow. That Yoichi thing in his bedroom,
he could slip it past the metal detectors
Damn! Damn all!" Kyaruin
had to laugh.
"You seriously
think Miles is going to chase you down and shoot you with a bow and arrow?
That's not paranoid? What's paranoid, thinking Vher is going to stab you
in the back with a fork?"
Raiira wasn't
going to take that. She walked right up to Kyaruin, bent over the table,
and hit her across the face hard. Blood went sailing off the table and into
a dotted line along the floor. Five bloody streaks welled up across Kyaruin's
face. "That's going to scar," Kyaruin whispered. "I won't be so beautiful
if you do that."
"Shut up!" Raiira
yelled at her, suddenly completely losing it. "You stupid bitch, shut up!"
She snarled violently. "I'll kill you, you worthless fucking whore. If you
don't shut up, I'll kill you." Kyaruin shut up, and Raiira bent directly
to spit in her face. "Whore. I'm about to reset you back to your love slave
defaults, but there's one thing you might as well learn. Do not argue with
me, do not yell at me, and just, in general, do not get in my way. You'll
regret it." Raiira bent below the table and undid Kyaruin's chains.
"Why don't you
kill me, then? I'm not stupid, and I'm no whore. A whore is someone who gives
their body up for money; it's their job. That's not me, but it does sound
familiar, doesn't it?"
"Don't worry,
I'll kill you. Once your memory is gone, you'll be dead all right. There
won't be a shred of Kyaruin left, not even your name. You'll be my toy. Let's
you and I take a walk down there and do that right now." Raiira pulled Kyaruin's
slack body up and dragged it to the door, which she flung open. "Yeah. Let's
you and I go kill you."
---v---
"I'm back."
Aaron raised his bloodied head from the table as much as he could, but he
was really light-headed. He knew the person by her voice, brimming with distaste
and shame, but he wanted to make sure. It was important, somehow, to see
Naia standing there in her black uniform, ears down, staring at him.
"Oh god, Aaron.
They went really rough on you. Didn't tell them a thing, did you?" He shook
his head pitifully. "I'm sorry. I didn't want this to happen. I brought that
tape." She held up a single black cassette the size of his fist. "A new Aaron,
guaranteed. They won't hurt you afterward. We can be friends again." Aaron
coughed blood, then spoke hoarsely.
"You really
think that? You just erase me and it'll all be okay? We won't be friends,
Naia. All that'll happen is that Amara, Maura, and Jaurn will become our
enemies. Just more pain and suffering, that's all you'll create. You know
you're making a mistake, right? Like killing the slave, this is wrong. The
good guys don't do this stuff, Naia. It's a fairly easy way to recognize
when you're on the wrong side. You know that, right?" Naia looked at him
with torn emotions.
"I know. I've
already chosen my side. I chose it when they taped me with the counter-agent
conditioning. It's too late for me to change sides again."
"It's never
too late. I've changed sides, and I've been in the military at least as long
as you." Naia sighed, shaking her head.
"Well, you can
change sides one last time, then. You and I both know it has to end like
this. If it's any consolation, I'll have you redo my conditioning as soon
as I'm done with you. You've made my heart ache. I'll have to replace its
armor. This'll only be the second time."
"What were you
like before you got indoctrinated? Would I have liked you? Would we have
been friends?" Naia shrugged.
"I don't know,
Aaron. I wasn't lying about my childhood, so I suppose I was whatever kind
of person those experiences produced. I guess that if I was wiped and conditioned
in the first place I must have really been a malcontent. We might have liked
eachother. Who knows?" She moved to undo his chains. "It doesn't matter."
Naia helped him up, hissing at the cheap bandage jobs over the gaping wounds
in his chest. "I'm sorry. You didn't deserve that, even if you are the enemy."
They hobbled
together out the room and down that winding, enigmatic gray hall. Aaron didn't
balk at all, or even talk. He'd no intention of talking to her or causing
her trouble, instead focusing in on himself. The pain in his chest nagged
at him, trying to throw his concentration, but he ignored it. Naia carried
him slowly, grunting and dragging Aaron along. In a sort
f de-attached way he was sorry she had to pull him; it must have been exhausting
work.
Naia was panting
by the time they got to the door at the end of the hallway. She didn't complain,
nor did Aaron complain about the jabs of pain he'd suffered at each of her
forceful steps. The two didn't have anything more to say eachother. Silence
hung through the halls. I can understand why a government would build a place
like this. This is the sort of place where people disappear, Aaron thought
off-handedly. Oddly enough, it wasn't very intimidating to him anymore.
Naia set Aaron
against the wall and swung the door open. She dragged him through and shut
the door behind him. Aaron was left on the floor, staring up at the concrete
ceiling. His breathing slowed to deep, long inhalations and exhalations.
Painfully and carefully Aaron got to his feet, wobbled, then staggered to
the nearest thing he could lean on - a booth with restraints for feet, arms,
and neck, all Hrasi-sized.
"So this is
where you wipe me," he muttered, "this is where I die." Naia walked up behind
him and put her hand on his shoulder.
"This isn't
where you die. This is where you're born. It's where I was born
" Aaron
swallowed, closed his eyes, and forced himself to ignore the pain in his
gut one last time.
"Then," he whispered
in English, "Be born again." He reached his arm back to grab Naia's hand
and yanked forward with all the remaining force he had left. With Naia's
smaller weight and lack of preparation she spun past him to wind herself
as she smashed into the memory booth. Aaron picked her up and rolled her
onto the booth, then dashed to fit the restraints around her. He clamped
down both arms and was going for her first leg before she recovered enough
to resist him.
"What do you
think you're doing?" Naia growled. One solid kick in Aaron's gut was all
it took to send him to the floor. "Let me go, Aaron, you're not going to
walk out of here alive this way. You said yourself that conditioning isn't
the answer." Aaron took his time to upright himself.
"I said conditioning
me wasn't going to help. Conditioning you helps; it gives me an ally that
I really need right now." He coughed blood into his hands. "Maybe you can
bandage my wounds afterwards." A sharp pang sent him reeling. He staggered
to lean against the booth, then hesitated. "You going to kick me again if
I lean there?" Naia glared at him, but shook her head. Aaron collapsed against
the security booth in relief.
"Aaron, trust
me, you don't want to use that tape on me. It's meant for a human: it could
kill a Hrasi. Besides, all of the tapes have loyalist deep-wiring preprogrammed
into them. The closest to a friend you can condition me into is a counteragent
or spy like what I was before I met you. I'll still end up betraying you.
God, Aaron, don't. Please."
"Are you
recommending," he asked mirthfully, humor dampered only slightly by sharp
pains and blood spattering from his lips, "That I just let you go?"
"I would, but
you wouldn't listen, would you? So why bother? Just don't tape me, Aaron.
Please. Please
"
"What happens
if I tape you without putting a tape in?" Aaron asked quietly. Naia was silent.
"It won't program you into a loyal Hrasi citizen, will it? I wonder."
"It won't program
me into anything. You do the wipe, but not condition anything to replace
what you've lost. A full wipe takes out everything except a person's earliest
memories and basic lingual skills. Are you really willing to turn me into
that, Aaron? Kill me?"
"I don't want
to, but I need somebody. You're the only person on this entire damn planet
that I know. I need you. You can't imagine how scary this is. Screw tomorrow,
Naia, I don't know how to get out of this building alive today. I want to
be alive tomorrow, and I want to be me."
"So do I!" Naia
yowled at him, fighting against the restraints. Aaron pushed off from the
table where she lay. "I said I wasn't going to hurt you," she muttered, "I
haven't forgotten. Sorry about that." Naia waited for him to settle back
down. "Aaron. Think realistically. You can barely read: how do you plan to
perform a complex operation like this on me? You don't know the equipment,
don't understand the process
you probably don't even know where the
control panel is!" Aaron looked around the room. The only panel with a slot
for a tape was at the head of the booth, up against the wall.
"That one,"
he rasped, nodding at it. Naia actually smiled.
"Good guess.
Doesn't mean that you can operate it." Her ears dipped in concern. "Come
on, Aaron. Let me go. We'll re-tape eachother into counteragents and go find
Amara. You'll live, I'll live, and she'll live, too: Amara trusts you even
more than you trusted me."
"That's exactly
why I can't betray myself over to you. I'd rather take my chances with you,
as much as I hate to say it. At worst I fry your brain and I die - that leaves
nobody to stop Amara and the Yusuurans. She's good enough to replace me.
I'm expendable." Naia's ears went back.
"I guess I should
be happy," she murmured quietly, "I've finally gotten you." She turned her
head to stare at him eye-to-eye. "I betrayed you, so now you're going to
kill me. One way or another I'll be dead in a few minutes, right? So who's
going to stop me if I sell out?" She laughed tiredly. "I already told them
about Amara and the Yusuurans. Those fools told me where to go if I didn't
make it to them when we abandoned ship. The military is probably sending
ships out right now." Aaron froze.
"You didn't."
"Sorry, Aaron.
You can't just survive until tomorrow; you're going to have to get off-planet
fast. Too bad you don't know where to find the Yusuurans. You need me for
that."
"Damn you! And
no, I'm not letting you go. I'm not that stupid; I know you'll stab me in
the back. You're insane if you think the 'reformed' routine is going to work
on me. I'll find them on my own."
"Our friends
will all die if you do that. Even if you found them - eventually - you'd
still be too late." Naia grinned. "Funny that I hadn't thought of that. Yeah,
it looks like you can't do without me."
"I'll do a partial
memory wipe," Aaron growled.
"Sure you will.
That's even harder. What if you erase the wrong part?"
"I can justify
that risk pretty easily, seeing as if I don't do a partial you'll attack
me the moment I let you go." Aaron staggered over to the console. There were
Hrasi glyphs in a neat matrix, and several scan graphs. "Hey, how do I operate
this?"
"Why should
I tell you?" Naia asked.
"Because otherwise
I'll just punch in random buttons," He muttered
"No you won't."
"Because there's
a tape here with the word 'slave' on it," he lied.
"No there isn't."
"You want to
risk that?" He asked, trying to sound convincing. There was silence.
"Should be a
manual in a slot at the bottom of the console." Aaron checked the bottom:
there was one. He pulled it out. Great, he thought, it's in Hrasi. No big
surprise there, but the manual was an inch-thick hardbound book, and his
reading skills in Hrasi were rudimentary at best. "Confusing?" Naia asked,
doubtfully hopeful.
"Hardly," Aaron
countered, "It's perfectly intuitive. I'll have it down in an hour."
"There are patrols
that come in here every hour or so."
"You have a
gun," he said, then made it a point to pull it from her pants and pocket
it. "I'll shoot anyone that comes near me." He turned back to his manual
and managed to find the section on partial wipes after only a few minutes
of awkward silence. "
It says 'kill the glyph in the group that matches
the brain you wish to die'." Naia blinked at him, oddly serene. She chose,
thankfully, to speak in English.
"I doubt that.
More likely it says something like 'delete the element in the matrix that
corresponds to the memory group you wish to eliminate'. You just can't read."
"So how am I
supposed figure out which element I need to delete?" She chuffed.
"I think I have
a vested interest in not telling you that." Aaron was already reading the
glyph / memory group descriptions, though. For another few minutes he sat
and read the glyph descriptions. Naia made the only sound, just breathing
nervously. Aaron, meanwhile, was totally focused on the manual; he thought
that he'd found what he needed. Hunter-Glyph: basic memory groups. Killing
(deleting?) the glyph is reserved for removing the most basic (programming?).
Includes (person-thing?), likes (preferences?), and altered loyalty bases.
Sounded good to him.
"I found it,"
he announced.
"Wonderful.
Sure you don't want to let me go?" Aaron ignored that, towering over the
console and searching its huge, 3-D cube matrix for the hunter glyph. He
moved his finger over it, then hesitated.
"Goodbye Naia."
Naia closed her eyes.
"You'd better
be good to me. If you kill me, I'll never speak to you again. Goodbye, Aaron."
He hit the glyph and watched it disappear.
Naia yowled
sharply, once, then pulled against her restraints. He was glad it wasn't
him there; it didn't look enjoyable. For about fifteen seconds Naia fought
that way, then collapsed against the booth. Aaron moved over concernedly.
"Naia! You alright?"
She wasn't moving. He threw caution to the wind and undid her restraints,
then shook her and patted her cheek. "Naia. Come on, you're still there,
aren't you?" Slowly, her blue-green eyes opened and focused on him. "Naia?"
She frowned in delirium.
"Who are you?"
Aaron's eyes went wide.
"I'm Aaron.
I'm your friend. You remember where the Yusuurans are, right? Naia?"
"Yusuurans?
What are they? Am I Naia?" Aaron stared at her for a minute, looking for
a hint of jest in Naia's expression. There wasn't one. He bowed his head
and clenched his hands to fists.
"Shit. No, damn
it, I read it right! Why didn't it work? Hell, I don't believe this!" He
hit the table and Naia jerked away in fright, looking at him in raw terror.
"Aa-ron?"
---v---
The cafeteria
was brimming with employees and their servants, even more than usual. It
was the one place where people gave Miles smiles and friendly nods or ear-slants
instead of disgusted looks. He frequented the place for that reason; it was
nice to be somewhere where everybody was on good terms with him. Vher walked
behind him at the serving line, picking dishes left and right. She didn't
hold back, either: why bother when he was going to pick up the tab? Not that
he cared. Vher hungry was not pretty sight, second only to Vher wet and cold.
They progressed
to the end of the line, making small talk with the same servers they'd been
talking to for years, then Miles paid for the meals and they went looking
for seats. Vher chose a corner table in the cafeteria's atrium-like windowed
room. She set down her tray before glancing up at Miles with a smirk.
"So where did
Raiira and your pet Kyaruin go?" He set down his tray and pulled out Vher's
chair for her obligingly before seating himself.
"I'm not sure.
Raiira left me a note that said she'd taken Kyaruin out to lunch, but she
didn't say where." He leaned forward and murmured conspiratorially. "You
think maybe she's trying to tell me something?"
"Yeah," Vher
replied, ears twitching in amusement, "She's probably trying to tell you
she can't afford to feed me right now." Miles laughed. "That is odd, though.
She doesn't usually play matchmaker with you. That's Riehs' job."
"You think she
just wanted to get the two of us alone?" Miles asked with a grin. "Surely
she could've found someone better." Vher glared at him. "For you, I mean,"
he added hastily.
"Oh, you weren't
a bad choice, I think," she growled, "Besides the occasional lapses of
sensitivity." Miles looked down, at a loss for words, and Vher chuffed at
him, ears perking forward, as she bent down to spear a piece of meat off
her tray. "Oh, and you're entirely too gullible," she chuffed around a mouthful
of Shiidow hawk breast. "I don't mind being pushed towards you, Miles. Actually,
this is a good opportunity. I was going to ask you if you'd like to go on
a trip with me to the highlands up north, like maybe Higa province. Just
for a few months, say, over the winter? We could rent a mountain cabin and
go hiking from there. Just the two of us for a few months - no work, no bigots,
no people at all." Miles grinned at her.
"Yeah, right.
I'm sure I'll be doing that sometime soon." Vher's smile faded and her ears
drooped. She looked at him like he'd just told her she was fired. A very
odd, queasy feeling came over Miles as he was gazed at. "You were joking,
right?" Miles asked. Very slowly, she put down her knife and signed a 'no'.
"I was serious."
He winced.
"I
I'm
flattered, Vher, but I couldn't possibly do that. Besides the logistics of
me having to do work all year and the fact that I'm doing a large part of
almost every project I'm involved in, if I just ran off with you it'd ruin
my career. Even if nobody could prove that we'd done anything, my reputation
would be destroyed. It's a capital offense for me to do anything more than
touch you unless I'm your slave, even if you agree to it. We've been through
this before. I have enemies in the chamber that literally want to see me
dead. That would be more than enough to do it." Vher blinked to break her
stare, and instead looked out the window.
"I thought you
might say no, but I wasn't expecting to be ridiculed. I'd always entertained
the idea that you liked me, for some reason. I suppose it was wishful thinking.
But if that's the way you feel, fine. I can accept that. Forget I asked."
She turned back to her tray and resumed eating, perfectly composed.
"That's not
what I meant," He whispered intently, "You know you're more than my friend.
If it weren't for you I wouldn't be able to get out of bed and face the world
these days; I'd be at home in bed moping about my dead bond-partner. I don't
want you to think I don't like you. Please don't be angry. It's just that
if I go with you there won't be anything left for me when I get back." She
chewed, still not looking at him.
"Why do I work
for you? Tell me the reason why I bother to work for you. We have to renew
our contracts with you next spring. Can you tell me why I won't walk off?"
"Because I pay
you well and I also took on Raiira, so the two of you can work together?
That's what I've always assumed." Vher's went flat against her skull.
"I couldn't
care less what you pay me, and I'm not kidding. The government subsidizes
almost ninety percent of what I make anyway. And frankly, I'd be just as
happy if Raiira worked somewhere else. It's the government that says we have
to work for the same person if we're both going to get subsidized pay. Have
you considered, perhaps, that I like you?" Vher dropped her gaze even further
trying to hide her disgust and disappointment. Miles, meanwhile, was looking
at a major salvage operation for Vher's friendship.
"I didn't know
any of what you just told me. I'm sorry. I really do like you, but there
are laws, and I have nothing to fall back on. It sounds like fun, I know,
but once there's even a hint that somebody broke a law, that's it. I die,
or at least am expelled from the free class and get put on open market. I'm
sorry, but there's no way for me to say yes, and I can't say no without sounding
personal. I wish I could say yes
please don't be mad at me. I'm glad
you like me too, but that doesn't change anything." She rose her head to
look at him, and swallowed a hunk of meat.
"I'm not mad
at you, or at least not yet. I'll tell you if I decide otherwise. In the
meantime, forget I asked. It's stupid of me to make you make that choice.
Sometimes I just forget those laws apply to you, the same way I forget you're
a human sometimes. This conversation never happened, alright?" Miles nodded
and Vher bent down to grab another bite, swallowing it whole before continuing.
"Maybe I can ask a weekend, or a week? And you can ask Riehs or Kyaruin to
come play witness?"
"I'd like that,"
he replied, relieved that she'd put her animosity aside. "We'd still be able
to
get to know eachother, but we'd have someone to vouch for us. Yeah,
I can afford to take a day off. I'd like that." Vher brightened.
"Good," she
said, ears perking. "Good." Then she nodded at his plate. "You haven't touched
your food."
"Not hungry.
All that talk of laws and being mad at one another killed my appetite."
"Oh." Her nose
wrinkled. "Then, can I have your-"
A thunderclap
went off in the middle of a bright, sunny day, and several things started
to happen all at once. A chorus of Hrasi shouts sounded along with a very
familiar human snarl. The two guards yelled his name and swung their rifles
up to aim at someone outside of the cafeteria. The roar of the gunfire from
those two was deafening, but stopped when suddenly one guard's head blossomed
in a crimson spray, immediately followed by the rending of his companion's
head. All of this happened in the space of about three seconds, at which
time his field of vision and other senses were seriously compromised as Vher
pounced on him from across the table,
"Down!" She
screamed at him furiously, pinning him to the floor and trying to bodily
shield all his vulnerable spots. Having a second thought, she twisted up
off him far enough to kick their table over to shield them from possible
bullet fire.
"Backup," a
Hrasi man was yelling somewhere, "Backup!"
"Arathch! Drop
your gun!" More fire drowned whomever that person was out. A male voice shrieked
in pain less than 30 feet in front of them, and Vher swore.
"Stay down,"
she ordered Miles, then pulled her hip pistol from its concealed pocket and
rolled off him. She crawled to the table, then popped out of its cover for
a second to fire a shot before ducking back down. The gunfire in the lobby
just outside the cafeteria continued unabated. Vher peered out off cover
again to make sure nobody was there, then waved at him. "Get the dead guard's
gun in front of us and get back behind cover. I'll cover you."
He nodded and
started crawling, but the gunfire had died down and muffled, as if possibly
the fight had traveled outside. Miles got to the guard in question, who was
missing the entire left hemisphere of his brain, along with that side of
his face. Blood and gray matter coated the automatic rifle still clutched
in the guard's grip. He unceremoniously ripped the gun out of the guard's
hand, promising the man he'd make it up to him and attend his funeral. Miles
scuffled back towards the table's cover, but a bullet stopped him in his
tracks, stinging the back of his neck and sending him to the floor.
"Don't shoot
him! He didn't do anything but follow my orders! He's not the gunman!" Vher
was yelling over the din. Miles was having trouble hearing her, for some
reason; all of the noise in the room sounded filtered and surreal. His vision
was also beginning to blur significantly. All he could hear was Vher's voice:
distorted, angry, upset. Someone - possibly her - picked him up with claw
bared, snagging into his arms, and started to carry him. His vision blacked
out and the last thing he remembered wondering was where he was going. Miles
didn't stay conscious long enough to find out.
---v---
Kyaruin shut
her eyes and tried to free herself. She was strapped down on the memory booth,
pulling at the restraints haplessly. Raiira was sitting at the console behind
her, punching in a code sequence.
"Let me show
you what happens to the people who aren't my friends," She growled lowly,
concentrating, "and the people who get in my way. You're going to die, and
you know I'll be using what's left of you afterwards. Just a thought to accompany
you in your last moments, bitch." It hurt for Kyaruin to move her hands,
but the sedative had mostly worn off, so she tried to pull at her bonds anyway.
"What, you're going to escape?" Raiira sneered, noticing Kyaruin's struggling.
"Good luck."
"You've gone
insane. What do you think you're going to do? You can't go back to Miles
and Vher if you have me, and you can't leave them if you don't want to be
hunted down by the government."
"Don't worry
yourself about that, it's far beyond your comprehension, I assure you."
"Which mean,
basically, that you don't know." A harsh laugh came from behind Kyaruin,
who didn't think she'd said anything so hysterically funny.
"You are
pretentious, aren't you? Well, if you have anything you'd like say, make
it quick. I don't promise I'll listen, though."
"Yeah, I have
something to tell you," Kyaruin hissed, "you're a damned fool, and you stand
very little chance of surviving to see tomorrow if I have anything to say
about it." Raiira hrnnned noncommittally.
"Well then,
it's good that you don't have anything to say," she replied, and tapped once
on the console. Shooting pain went through Kyaruin's body, frying her
neurological system in seconds, knocking her out, and cutting off her scream
before it got out of her throat.
---v---
The last guard
behind the post across the room jumped up to take a shot and Aaron put a
bullet in her head. Her body flew backwards, rifle firing randomly into the
ceiling as she fell. Footsteps thundered from the hallway across the room.
Aaron calmly took out the used clip in Naia's gun, letting it shatter on
the floor and spill out handfuls of empty casings. He reached in his back
pocket for another clip, then belatedly realized he didn't have any. Shit.
Great timing, Aaron. More guards were tromping down the hallway, and he didn't
have a clip.
Smirking at
himself, he walked to the guard post left of him and knelt down below the
desk there. A dead guard lay crumpled in the corner next to him, and he picked
through his uniform. The guard's rifle had the annoying embedded Hrasi trigger,
which effectively prevented anyone without retractable claws from using it,
but his pistol was standard trigger, and he had several additional clips
on his belt. The clips looked close enough to fit to Naia's gun, so he tried
fitting it. It slid in and clicked smoothly. Well, what do you know? Looks
the Hrasi haven't abandoned standards yet.
"Aaron!" Naia
hissed from her fetal crouch under a table across the room. "What are you
doing? Shouldn't we be running?"
"If I could
run," he called back, "sure. But I can barely walk."
"Get up, Arathch,"
Someone yelled from the hallway, "we know you're there!" Aaron narrowed his
eyes and raised his gun backward above the desk and fired off a few shots.
"My name is
Aaron!" he rolled out from the side of the desk as automatic fire ripped
up the wall above the guard post and took aim at the lead of a trio of guards.
The recoil from Naia's weapon shook his arm and threw his aim off, but that
hardly stopped him. By the time the guards had figured out that their target
had moved there was only one of them left, and Aaron carved out the man's
chest with metal slugs before the guard could change his line of fire.
After the trio
hit the ground, there wasn't any noise but the air conditioning system. Pieces
of stone fell from the walls where bullets had ricocheted across the room,
along with clouds of dust. Some Hrasi snarling and growling came from farther
down the hallway, but they didn't come any nearer. Painfully and agonizingly
Aaron stood, clicked the pistol's safety back on, then wobbled on his feet.
"You hurt?"
Naia asked, rolling to her feet and sprinting to catch him before he fell.
"Are you okay?"
"Just not in
any condition to be fighting," he grunted. Naia looked at him, then touched
the bandage on his chest, making him groan in pain.
"What an awful
wound
what happened to you?" Aaron gritted his teeth in pain.
"Torture happened
to me. One of my friends betrayed me. Never mind that, though. We have to
get out of her before more guards come." As if summoned, a single pair of
footsteps came bolting down the hallway. "Get down," Aaron breathed. He pulled
his gun, undid the safety, and held it up to the opening of the doorway,
waiting for whomever it was to emerge. A single black-uniformed guard ran
out with rifle in hands, then spun in the air to land on his back with a
slip of steel in his heart. "How many of these people are there?" he asked
nobody in particular. "I've shot enough innocent people today to last me
the rest of my life." Naia took him by the hand.
"Let's go,"
she insisted, "I don't like this place. Everybody here wants to kill us."
"Everybody on
this planet wants to kill us. Everybody in this solar system wants to kill
us, most likely. Help me walk Naia: I don't think I can on my own." She nodded,
putting her arm around him. The two hobbled out impeded only by the dead
bodies.
Vher stuck her
head from the hallway into the lobby and watched the two leave. All the guards
had fallen, and she had no intention of attracting attention to herself.
Those two were monsters if they'd shot through the entire battery of guards.
And the human
she understood why the guards were yelling Miles' name.
The two of them could easily have been twins. Miles lay limp in her hands;
she smiled at him and rubbed his cheek. Got to get to Riehs, she thought,
waiting for the other human and Hrasi pair to leave the area.
"Is he hurt?"
a man asked, coming up beside her.
"Gunshot to
the back of the neck. I need to get to the Genetic Engineering building fast,
but the two who were shooting the place up are still leaving the building."
"There're government
vehicles in the top level of the garage." Vher frowned, then hoisted Miles
over her shoulder.
"We have a parking
garage? Show me."
---v---
White walls
in a padded cube surrounded her. There wasn't any gravity, so she floated
in the middle, waiting for something to happen. At the very thought, the
cube shattered to a mire of objects. What is this? She wondered, Is this
what I look like inside? A black void stretched into infinity, but was littered
with objects. Tables, guns, computers, screens, trees, and a whole assortment
of other odd things floated in space with her. Let me out of here! She screamed,
but nothing came from her throat: only the idea of her yelling appeared.
"Who're you?"
A voice asked from behind her. She turned around to see Miles Arathch, a
tall, thin human man. Who am I? She frowned. I don't know, Mr. Arathch. I'm
sorry. Can you tell me? "What are you doing here? You don't belong here,
do you?" She shook her head, and he nodded. "Then I'll take you somewhere
else." He waved his hands past her eyes and the scenery changed.
They were in
a courtyard at the center of a group of whitewashed buildings, under a starry
night sky. A fountain bubbled beside them. "How about now?" Miles asked,
walking around the courtyard. There were flowers in the garden surrounding
the fountain, and he bent down to smell them. "I've never been here. This
is a university, isn't it? You went here, didn't you? What a romantic scene."
I don't know.
I remember this place. I think something happened here, she projected. "Something
important?" He murmured, seemingly engrossed by the flower. She turned around
to stare at a man standing behind her. The looming figure reached out his
hand and pulled her into his chest, covering her mouth. As much as she tried,
she couldn't scream or concentrate enough to attract Arathch's attention.
It was eerie how the whole sequence unfolded silently, as though she was
simply an observer.
The man knocked
her to the ground, jumped atop her, and pinned her down. Let me go! She thought.
Help! Somebody! Nobody was there to do anything, or maybe they just didn't
care about her. Her struggles were ineffectual against her aggressor. Terrified,
she went limp and squeezed her eyes shut, trying to ignore what was being
done to her.
"You're losing,"
someone said, "Pretty soon there won't be any of you left." Someone's there?
Help me! She opened her eyes to see who it was. The man was still atop her,
forcing her, but the scenery had changed. They were in a richly tapestried
bedroom, on a silken bed. Stop, you bastard! She projected, then tried to
push him off. The man grinned and forced her limbs back down.
"Quiet, bitch.
You're mine," he snarled authoritatively. I'm yours? She was confused, but
felt familiar dread. Help me!
"You're not
fighting. Do you want to lose?" That same voice taunted her. Help me! I don't
know how to fight! I'm weak
The man growled.
"Yes, you are
weak. Now shut up."
"Of course you
know how to fight! Don't use your fists, fool. Do you really think they exist?
It's all in your mind. Try using that instead." She frowned in complete
confusion, then looked up at the man on top of her. Stop it. Get off of me,
and get out of my life. The man laughed out loud.
"What are you
going to do to me? You don't even know who I am. You don't even know who
you are. Quiet, stupid bitch." You don't have a name. I don't either. No
one has a name here.
"Not true,"
a human voice lilted from behind. Miles Arathch bent beside her and smiled.
"I have a name. I'm Miles Arathch." Then help me! Take me away from here!
Arathch nodded, and the two were alone in a garden atrium. She collapsed
into a bed of ferns and stared at the sky through a window in the ceiling.
I know you.
Tell me how, she projected to him. "You're my slave," he provided, looking
down at her, "but that's obvious. What's more important is if I know you;
you have a name too." She looked up. What is it? Please. "Without wish."
"Without wish?"
she asked, then did a double take. "I can talk?" Arathch smiled.
"You know your
name, don't you? You can navigate this place now - through time and space.
But I'm not going to help you. This isn't my mind. One thing I will tell
you though - you might want to change a few things. Hurry. Your mind is going
because someone doesn't want you the way you are. Without wish - Kyaruin
- stop living up to your name." Kyaruin sat up.
"I will,
Miles
" She closed her eyes. "I'm going back the university." When she
opened her eyes she was there, standing next to him. Arathch was smelling
the flower and her attacker was sneaking up on another Kyaruin, who was turning
around. Just as had happened a few moments ago, the man attacked her, but
this time Kyaruin was there. "Hey, let go of her, you son of a bitch!" Kyaruin
charged him as he pushed down her double. He looked up and hissed in surprise,
but was far too late: Kyaruin jumped into him with a lunging punch that decked
him. He fell to the floor.
"You!" The man
yelled, but didn't say anything else, because he was winded when Kyaruin
landed on his chest. Kyaruin stared into his face and memories came back:
memories of being raped as a college student, memories of being enslaved,
memories of being tortured and abused, then wiped. "I got you once," he gasped,
"I can take you again." She grinned humorlessly.
"I don't think
so." His ears flagged in dismay when she punched him in the throat. "You're
not going to give me any trouble any more." Punch. "Because you've given
me enough trouble already." Punch. "And I'm not going to let you get in my
way anymore." She grabbed him by the throat and caught him in a headlock.
"Goodbye." The man struggled, trying to slash at her, but he stopped when
she pulled hard and snapped his neck.
The other Kyaruin
was still lying on the ground. "You okay?" Her double stared at her, shaking.
Kyaruin sighed. "Your name is Kyaruin. So is mine. I want you to go as far
back in our memories as you can and change everything that we did wrong.
I'm going ahead to find out why our life is being deconstructed." The double
stared at her. "You all there?" The double looked blank.
"Who are
I can speak? I can speak! What are you?" Kyaruin shrugged.
"I'm you. I'm
me. There's no time for this. I'm going ahead. Just close your eyes and want
yourself to go backwards." The double blinked, looking at her dully. Perhaps
only a single 'her' could be actively maintained in Kyaruin's mind. "Ugh,
never mind." I want to be where I can stop my mind from slipping, she projected.
Nothing happened. I want to be the last place I was before being enveloped
into my mind.
"Well then,
it's good you don't have anything to say," a woman was telling yet another
Kyaruin clone while hunched over a console. Kyaruin herself was standing
in the corner of a dreary, concrete memory wiping room. It was obvious that
the room was meant for wiping; the only feature in the room was the memory
booth, and the largest piece of furniture was a huge bookshelf stacked with
artificial conditioning tapes.
She walked to
look at the titles. Every single one of them read 'personal slave conditioning'.
So the woman is going to make me her slave? She can try. Kyaruin bristled.
I know who my master is. I'm staying with Miles. If this person wants me,
I'll just kill her.
Kyaruin's double
suddenly jerked up and started thrashing on her bed. The woman above her
laughed. Kyaruin walked behind the woman and slammed her elbow down on the
back of the woman's neck. The woman fell against the console with a yelp,
then dropped to the floor. Good riddance. Kyaruin looked down on the console.
In her mind there was a mess of code and alien human symbols that she couldn't
possibly interpret. She didn't have the slightest idea what to do, so she
did what came naturally: bash the console. Her fist went through it and blinding
white light engulfed her.
---v---
I'm still me
I survived a full memory wipe. Survived, ha! I recall everything. That bastard
that kidnapped me on campus, I remember him now. The time I spent in his
harem, being wiped
if I ever find him I'll rip his balls off. That
is, if Raiira doesn't kill me. The double-crosser in question jumped atop
her and smiled down.
"Hello, girl.
I'm Raiira, and I'm your mistress. You understand?" Kyaruin gulped, struggling
to keep her ears erect. I can't let her find out that I'm still me.
"Mistress?"
she asked, feigning conditioned shyness. Raiira nodded.
"Mistress. You
belong to me. You do what I tell you to, and you enjoy it." Her nose wrinkled.
"You know what a kiss is? It's a human show of affection. I'll show you."
She brought Kyaruin's head up and kissed her, closing her eyes in bliss.
Just wait, Kyaruin thought while engrossed in exploring Raiira's mouth, I'll
slit your throat the moment you let me close enough. The only person I'd
even consider having as a master is Arathch, and I especially wouldn't have
you.
Raiira broke
off her kiss and pulled back to stare at her, smirking. "We'd better be going,
love. This is the capital city. You and I are going on a little trip to somewhere
a bit more remote, where there aren't so many people to bother us." She undid
Kyaruin's restraints and pulled her to her feet. "We'll have to find some
clothes for you somewhere." Kyaruin blinked and nodded.
"Yes, mistress."
Raiira smiled and turned around. The moment Kyaruin wasn't being looked at
she let her expression wilt away. Just wait
---v---
Miles winced.
His eyes didn't want to open. Cold air wafted around him in a calm, quiet
room; he thought he was lying on a bed. There was worried Hrasi musk in the
air and he could feel another person nearby.
"Uhn. Can you
help me? I can't open my eyes
Please, milord or milady." A rustle of
a moving, furred mass came from immediately to his left.
"I'm not your
lady, sir," Vher's comforting bass rumbled, "But I appreciate the thought.
You were shot across the back of his neck by an overzealous guard. I took
you to the GE headquarters as fast as I could; you're lucky to be alive.
Miss Riehs said that the bullets only grazed your neck, but one might have
hit your spinal cord. I can call Riehs' assistant if you'd like."
"Please. Where's
Miss Riehs?"
"She's on the
phone in her office, calling all over town. She heard about that other human
that looks like you, the one who shot through the defense guard team like
it was nothing, and went frantic. She wants him for her GE project." Miles
wasn't sure how to take that news.
"There's someone
who looks like me? Maybe we had the same father
" Another person stepped
in from the far right.
"He didn't act
like you," a smooth alto voice purred, "I think you're a bit better behaved.
Funny that she wants to breed a mass murderer a day after she introduces
legislation on categorizing humans by personality to limit ornery slaves'
breeding rights." The woman walked up to him, standing at his bedside opposite
Vher. "Someone called my name?"
"Miss Eaghera!"
Miles said, smiling, "I'm so glad to hear your voice again. I can't open
my eyes; they feel numb. Please, help." There was a small chuff from Eaghera.
"You don't have
to be polite, Mr. Arathch. I owe you enough already. Hrnnn, can't move your
eyelids? A bullet probably bruised the back of your brain when it went through
your neck. That's fairly specific muscle paralysis, though. I'll give you
a bit of neural catalyst to help those neurons connect up." She touched him
right below his right eye and behind his right ear. "Going to inject you
there, alright? You won't feel it."
"Who are you?"
Vher asked. "Miles knows you, but I don't." Miles felt Eaghera's claws on
his cheek, right below the eye. Fluid swelled warmly under his skin there,
then again where she'd touched him behind the ear.
"I'm his bond-woman.
He bought me from the slavers earlier yesterday. I owe him my life, my dignity,
and just about everything else." Vher humphed.
"Huh. Funny
nobody told me about that. Mr. Arathch?" Miles grinned.
"Apologies.
I was going to, but my day was interrupted." Furry fingers, claws carefully
pulled, touched his eyelids and pulled them back. Light, golden Eaghera retracted
her hand and smiled down at him.
"Better?" He
blinked twice and his face tingled.
"Better. Thank
you, Miss Eaghera. I'm in your debt." She laughed.
"It's been years
since anyone called me Miss. I'm no lady, nor do I think a little medical
checkup is enough to clear my debts with you."
"Ignore him,"
Vher rumbled, ears perking, "he's always too polite. You can go crazy trying
to get him to speak casually with you." She reached out a hand to grab one
of his and squeezed tightly. Her claws almost broke the skin. "I'm sorry,
you know. It was stupid to have you break cover. I'd understand if you didn't
want -"
"Vher," he insisted,
and she shut up. Isn't it enough that I trust you? He wondered about asking
her, but wouldn't dare to in front of Eaghera. "So what can you tell me about
my evil twin?"
"His name is
Aaron Sykes," A familiar female called from the door. Riehs walked in holding
a thick binder of papers, "He was turned in by an counterintelligence agent
posted on a carrier that supposedly had a large Yusuuran conspiracy ring.
She'd just finished filing her mission report when she went down to the prison
cells and allegedly freed him, then helped him shoot his way out. Tell me,
does anything I've said so far sound familiar?" Both Eaghera and Vher signed
'no', but Miles nodded.
"Sykes. Sykes
is a familiar name. I think one of my birth-parents was a Sykes." He sat
up slowly, wincing from the sharp pain in his neck.
"Careful," Eaghera
warned him, "We just bandaged that. If you move your neck too much it'll
break. I shouldn't really let you get out of bed, but something tells me
there are more important things at hand." Riehs brushed past her new assistant
and handed Miles the binder she was carrying.
"You're right
of course. Your biological mother was Rachel Sykes, a captured pilot. I believe
she was originally paired with the intention of producing a stronger, faster
human to train our soldiers against. Since so many people have mistaken him
for you, I think we can safely assume the two of you are half-brothers, and
that he's a few years older than you are. I want him, Miles. Your brother
is by all accounts much faster than any normal human is. Those genes are
still mostly in the feral population, and are the one thing I'm still lacking.
Maybe you can tell me where he's heading?"
"I think it's
safe to say that they don't think the same," Vher started, "The very idea
of Miles pulling a gun on a Hrasi guard battery is more than ludicrous, it's
-"
"I know exactly
where he's going," Miles murmured softly, "not as his brother, but as a fellow
human. Hrasi can be intimidating even to me. If he knew that every Hrasi
on the planet was out to kill him, there's only one thing he'd possibly do:
run. As a spacer, he's most likely going for the spaceport. If we beat him
there we can catch him, but he's going to still be armed. Maybe I can talk
to him." Riehs gave him a brief nod.
"Alright, we'll
go personally. I'll call for military backup. Hey, where's your secretary
Raiira?" Vher coughed into her paw.
"Ah, she managed
to escape this entire accident: took his new slave out to lunch. Probably
doesn't even know that anything's happened yet. We'll find her later," she
promised Riehs. Huri gazed at Miles.
"I don't want
to hurt my subjects; you're a valuable resource. I'll leave it up to you
if you want to come." Miles nodded.
"I want to make
sure that he doesn't hurt anyone else. If my brother kills anyone else, then
that's blood I've drawn too. You all understand, I hope?" Vher and Eaghera
both nodded. Riehs dipped her head and flicked her ears.
"I admire you.
I'd be running away like a fool. Eaghera, help him walk. Miss Vher, keep
your weapon ready. You may end up having to use it."
---v---
Rain beat down
on them as Aaron and Naia ran up the hill to the freighter hangar. Aaron
did his best to stay under the tree and shelter her under his large slave's
cloak. The water was freezing, numbing; it would be hail if the weather got
a few degrees colder.
"Aaron, I'm
cold and wet," Naia complained, child-like. Well, not exactly child-like.
She was, after all, a child again.
"I know you're
cold and wet. I can smell your wet fur: you stink."
"It feels miserable.
Isn't there something we can do?" Aaron sighed.
"We can hurry,"
he explained, "nothing more. It's not much farther, I promise." She moved
closer, almost leaning on him, and he held her tightly as they trudged upwards.
A lightning
strike cracked, then chain lightning arced up and down on a faraway mountain
peak. "Huh. We really ought to hurry, I guess. See that lightning?" he asked,
relapsing to English for the unfamiliar word, "It always follows the path
of least resistance. Resistance usually mean air, so it likes to hit higher
objects more often, and metal especially." Naia moaned.
"So we're going
to a huge metal starship at the top of a mountain?" Aaron shrugged.
"Not much choice,
I'm afraid. This is the spaceport: it's your species' fault that you decided
to build your 'port out of metal on top of a mountain. We'll find a smaller
ship with a conversion engine and hide out until the storm blows through,
then lift off under cover of nightfall."
For another
ten minutes they moved slowly up to the huge mountain complex. It was silent
and dark. Naia whimpered.
"Shouldn't someone
be here? This feels wrong. We shouldn't go in right away, Aaron. Let's just
wait here. I don't care so much about the rain
" The two crouched down
at the edge of the woods.
"Listen, stay
here. I'll go on ahead." Naia opened her mouth to protest, but he'd already
gotten up and stepped out of the cover of the woods. Don't leave me here!
Don't die. You can't leave me alone here!
Aaron walked
out into the clearing, looking all around. Doing so didn't help much; he
couldn't see but maybe twenty feet ahead of him. He took a step forward,
listening carefully. There weren't any sounds except the brushing of the
rain against the leaves on the ground. After a moment he walked calmly ahead.
About halfway
to the building there was a loud snap to his left. Aaron spun around to be
caught in the flash of blinding light.
"Sykes! On the
ground now!"
---v---
Obediently,
Kyaruin followed behind a seriously overconfident Raiira. They'd broken into
the spaceport to 'borrow', as Raiira had put it, a high-atmosphere plane
that they could use to escape the allegedly all-seeing intelligence department's
view. Kyaruin didn't really care what they were there for; as long as she
could break Raiira's neck while the doublecrossing bitch was trying to get
past some security system, she was happy.
The two walked
up a staircase to get to the second floor lobby. Transparent aluminum windows
replaced the walls so they could see the raging storm outside and watch as
lightning struck city towers in the valley below. Raiira hissed.
"Damn storm.
We won't be able to lift off in anything tonight." She grinned and flapped
an ear suggestively. "Ah, I suppose it's just as well. You can get to know
me better." Inwardly Kyaruin groaned, but outwardly she bowed her head to
hide a thin, faked smile of mischievous modesty.
"You're suggesting
an indoor tempest of our own?" she murred, feeling sick as she spoke. Why
do I get the feeling this woman is one of the controlling, abusive types?
She ought to be pretty surprised when her playful, love-crazed pet breaks
her neck.
"Something like
that," Raiira purred back. Suddenly, a bright floodlight turned on below.
Even though it wasn't pointed at them, they both stumbled back. "What now?"
Raiira hissed. Kyaruin raced to look out the window.
Miles was standing
directly opposite the floodlight, covering his eyes with his hands, one of
which held a gun. Surprised, Kyaruin looked to see who was manning the light.
She saw Vher holding a gun up, two women kneeling behind a black van, and
Miles, also aiming a gun. Kyaruin blinked. There were two Miles'? What? She
double-checked to make sure, but was not mistaken. The Miles in the spotlight
was wearing a slave's uniform, while the Miles behind the light with Vher
was in the attire she'd left him with. The two were yelling at eachother,
as were Riehs and Vher. Raiira walked up beside her. "Interesting. I see
there are two Arathchs. Well, the universe is better for it. It doesn't matter
to us though. Let's go."
"Are they dangerous,
mistress?" Kyaruin asked.
"No, Miles is
harmless. They're all fools. Let's go, love." Kyaruin set her jaw.
"Harmless. Good.
If that's really true, then we ought to be fine down there." Raiira frowned
and gave her a questioning look. Kyaruin looked over at her and smiled, then
turned to look back down at the group.
"Love?" Raiira
murred. She leaned into the window and stared at Kyaruin. "You said something?"
Kyaruin flicked an ear.
"Yeah. Bye."
She threw her strongest left hook straight into Raiira's cheek. Raiira's
eyes went wide as blood flew from her mouth and she fell heavily into the
window. Kyaruin launched into her with a bodily slam and the two broke through,
spinning down from the second floor in a rage of flying teeth and claws.
---v---
Vher's ears
were flat, her pelt was matted, and her tone was scathing. Miles smiled and
whispered out of the side of mouth.
"You don't mean
me too, do you?" Her nostrils flared.
"You stay right
where you are and keep that gun trained. You're an Arathch, not a Sykes,"
she growled. He nodded, focusing on keeping his gun on his sibling's head.
Doesn't really matter if I have my gun trained, I can't use it. "You heard
me, Sykes! Throw the gun away and get on the ground!" Sykes didn't move.
"You shoot me,
my friend in the woods shoots both of you," Sykes yelled back, "So back off!"
"You're cornered,
Sykes, don't bother threatening!" Miles looked at Vher.
"He was with
an agent; he doesn't have to be lying."
"Sykes! You're
acting like a fool! Put your gun down!" The man didn't, but brought his gun
to bear in the general direction of the light: He probably couldn't see too
well in the glare.
"You're kidding,
right?" Sykes asked. His voice had the rasping of someone for whom northland
Hrasi was a poorly spoken second language. Miles doubted he'd achieved full
fluency in basic northland, much less a minor language like Gesjhi or Hirogha.
"The only thing keeping me alive is my gun."
"That's not
true!" Riehs called out from behind the van. "I want you alive. You shot
through the defense building like the guards there were sleeping. I want
the genes that let you do that for my genetics program, the same way I want
your brother Miles here for his incredible mental capacities. Put your gun
down and I can promise you your life!"
"Do you think
I want to live my life as a slave? I'd rather die! I won't help you kill
innocent people!" Miles lowered his gun to snarl at the interloper.
"The Hrasi are
the innocents, vermin! You're feral, untrained, dangerous. Stop thinking
with your animal mind and try thinking like a civilized being! You've just
killed dozens of people that we've known for years, but they'll still give
you your life back. No feral would afford us such mercy, so take them up
on it!" Riehs glanced up at him from behind their car.
"Thanks," she
whispered, "I wasn't sure you'd argue for me." He grinned, but when he looked
back to Sykes, the man wasn't convinced.
"I don't care
what you're offering. I have to leave. I'm a spacer; I can't stay on this
planet. Now drop your guns, damn-" Sykes stopped at the sound of glass cracking.
Everyone stared up at the top of the spaceport building, where a window was
creaking and hissing above the sound of the rain.
With a loud
burst the window shattered and a furred lump span down, yowling. With the
snap and crunch of bones it hit the ground. Two Hrasi untangled and launched
into a heated melee. One of the Hrasi, a small white girl in black breechs,
kicked her golden counterpart to the ground.
"Miles!" she
yelled, "You can't trust us! The government is working against you! Raiira
and Vher are government agents hired to spy on you, not protect you! Their
job is to keep you from learning the truth and turning sympathetic to -"
The other Hrasi, obviously Raiira now that Miles watched her, tackled who
had to be Kyaruin. Sykes looked confused, but Miles ignored him.
Kyaruin and
Raiira rolled in the mud, punching and slashing at eachother mercilessly.
Kyaruin rolled atop her opponent and ripped her across the throat with her
teeth. Raiira in turn hooked her claws into Kyaruin's shoulder and pulled
down, ripping flesh.
"STOP!" yet
another voice screamed, sounding more terrified than angry. God, who now?
Miles wondered. A thin, dripping wet, white-furred woman ran from the edge
of the woods to stand at Sykes' side. "Aaron," she pleaded, "make them stop!
Please, I don't want anybody to die!"
"Both of you
stop it!" Miles boomed. Both Kyaruin and Raiira did stop, rolling off of
one another and staggering back, clutching their bleeding chests. Arathch
turned to Vher. "Vher," he breathed, "What Kyaruin said. Truth?" Vher closed
her eyes for a moment, ears dipping.
"Truth." Kyaruin
grimaced, but Miles nodded. He shrugged.
"Was that all,
Kyaruin?" Her tail thrashed in surprise and uncertainty.
"You're being
manipulated: Raiira told me so. They wouldn't be with you if the government
wasn't worried you'd turn traitor. They're blinding you to anything that
might sway you. Raiira was going to betray you: she wanted to run away with
me! She tried to wipe my memory, Miles! Raiira and Vher don't love you; they
don't care about you except as far as you earn their pay. You don't care
either?"
"That's not
true," Vher growled, "I love him! I'd follow him wherever he decided to go.
You don't know anything about me, or why I'm here." She hissed, enraged.
"And you, Raiira! I never should have trusted you. To think that I slept
at your side, and then you doublecross Miles and me!"
"It's alright,
Vher." Rain blanketed the scene and matted Miles' hair as he bowed his head.
"I know whose side I'm on." He called out hoarsely. "Kyaruin, come here.
Just come here: I won't hurt you." Kyaruin looked dismal, but hobbled obediently.
Sykes changed his gun sight to Kyaruin tracking her as she ambled. "You shoot
her and you're a dead man," Miles shouted, "She's an innocent." His half-brother
squinted into the light, looking for him.
"She's the one
person who seems to be making any sense. I'd much rather shoot you, who sells
out to the Hrasi. Who the hell are you, anyway?"
"Miles Arathch,
representative of the defense council. You might have known my mother, Rachel
Sykes. I've always wondered what she was like, although I think she probably
had me under
different circumstances. I don't want to shoot you, as
much as you may want to kill me. Why don't you join us? I'd enjoy having
a brother." Miles went far so as to walk slowly out of the light, but Vher
caught him by the shoulder to pull him back. "Vher," he murmured, and she
let him go, ears drooping. Again he began to walk out of the path of the
light beam. "Going to shoot me, Sykes? I want to be your friend. I'll put
away my weapon." Sykes smiled humorlessly.
"You don't know
how to use it anyway. That handgun would be much more effective if you took
the safety off." He changed his target yet again to aim straight for Mile's
head. "Listen, bastard, just because some pervert Hrasi had a guy rape my
mother does not make you my family. She never loved you, and if she saw you
now she'd say it wasn't worth the pain it took to give birth to you. I'd
rather see you dead so you wouldn't be disgracing my name, but I have the
idea that your furry masters over there wouldn't be very appreciative." He
smiled maniacally at Miles. "What you don't seem to understand is that I'm
a spacer stranded out of his natural habitat. I can't be planet-bounded,
and there are a lot of lives at stake that depend on whether or not I can
get off the planet - Hrasi lives, if that means anything to you."
"Yusuuran rebels,
probably," Miles said, "but Hrasi nonetheless. If we let you go, though,
you'll kill at least as many others." He sneered. "I don't give a damn about
my biological mother, either. That feral was never my mother: My Hrasi matron
was. Rachel Sykes was just a whore one clever Hrasi decided to breed with
some other feral." Miles looked at Sykes with a smirk, right up to point
where it was ruined by Aaron's fist.
"Stop!" Sykes'
friend yelled, but he'd holstered his gun and thrown himself on Miles. The
two threw punches at eachother. Miles realized his mistake; he'd never been
in the military or been trained well enough to defend himself against someone
who was. Aaron parried away Arathch's feeble punches, ignored the hits that
got through, and responded with iron blows. In less than thirty seconds Sykes
had broken both of Miles' arms and a single leg without breaking a sweat.
"Aaron, Stop! Please, for me, stop it! Don't hurt him!"
Sykes stopped,
then everything slowed down to a crawl. Pain-induced adrenaline rushing through
Miles' body made each event unfold in painstaking slowness. Across the clearing,
Raiira jumped to her feet and bolted to turn the corner around the spaceport.
Vher shouted furiously, aiming her gun at her former partner. Sykes kicked
him, getting him a face full of mud.
As Miles lost
sight of what was going on around him three gunshots went off from Vher's
direction. Raiira screamed, and Miles knew what'd happened even before he
rolled over on his back. Vher was reloading her gun, ears stitched down to
her skull. On the other side of the spaceport building Raiira lay in a heap,
unmoving. At that moment, everything seemed to fall apart.
"No!" Arathch
screamed, but nobody cared. Sykes pulled his gun and opened fire on Vher,
who responded in turn. For what felt like an eternity neither hit, both trading
metal bolts back and forth. Nine or ten shots rang out, the last from Sykes.
Vher yelped pain, dropping her gun to the side as she fell. Sykes emptied
another two or three shots into her chest, but Miles forced himself up and
tackled the man down. "I'll kill you, you bastard," Arathch yelled, "I'll
kill you!" Emotionlessly, Sykes grabbed him by the throat and punched him
out, then threw Arathch aside and rolled to his feet.
"You want this
stupid son of a bitch alive?" Aaron screamed, veins popping from his head,
"You drop your weapons and turn that damn floodlight off now!" His Hrasi
lay on the ground, moaning. "Now!"
"We'll turn
it off," Kyaruin shouted back, "Please, don't kill him! You can do whatever
you want to, I don't care, just don't kill him!" She hobbled to the floodlight
and ripped out cords until it flickered off. "Let me come and get him," Kyaruin
asked, "I won't attack you. I just want him." Aaron blinked, eyes adjusting
to the light, then re-aimed at Kyaruin. "Please," she heaved, breathless.
Slowly, he lowered his gun, then threw it aside.
"Get me a spaceship,
get me off this damn planet, and you can have my traitor brother." She nodded,
then looked back at Vher. There were two women next to her. One looked up
at her.
"I'm Huri Riehs,
head of the GE project, and we're both doctors. Vher ought to be fine, but
I need Miles." Riehs dug through a back pocket in her breeches and fished
out a crystalline data key. She tossed it to Kyaruin. "There, that's my personal
key. It'll open up almost any government door on the continent. Give Sykes
his ship."
"They'll lock
you up forever if your key lets him escape. You're telling me to do this;
that's your treason. They might even kill you." Riehs looked down at Vher,
then back up.
"I know. I'll
admit to doing it myself. He often accuses me of caring for nothing but my
precious genetic engineering project. But it's worth it. Trust me, you couldn't
understand; you don't know me. Just go before Sykes shoots him." Kyaruin
nodded.
If possible,
the rain was beating down even harder. Kyaruin walked forward to a waiting
Sykes. The mud squelched under her feet as she approached. Her Miles lay
in a ball, bleeding from the nose and mouth. She looked down at him as she
came within reach of Sykes, then touched her breast. It still bled - Raiira
had ripped through chest muscle and taken off a nipple. Calmly, she looked
up at her master's almost-murderer.
"I don't know
you, nor do I particularly care. I don't care why you're hurting Miles, either.
He's my master, and if you let him live, mister Sykes, I'll get you your
ship." Sykes looked down at his sibling.
"Let's go get
a ship, and your friends over there can deal with
Miles." Kyaruin swallowed
and nodded, then ran for the spaceport, waving for Sykes to follow. "Hey,
girl!" He yelled back at her. She skidded to a stop and turned around.
"What is it?"
Kyaruin asked. Sykes was picking his friend off of the ground. He looked
at Kyaruin and frowned.
"My name is
Aaron. My Hrasi friends call me Ahrn. Not that we're friends. I mean, we
don't have to be enemies, even though your master is my enemy
I mean,
I don't want to have to fight you more than I need to
" Kyaruin froze,
slanted back an ear, and wrinkled her nose.
"Ahrn, huh?"
He nodded, and they stared at one another. "
Let's go, Ahrn. The moment
my master wakes up, we stop being friends." Ahrn smiled.
"I thought you'd
understand."
---v---
Inside the council
chambers the audience clapped furiously. Eaghera smiled shyly, nodding and
taking a small bow before sprinting down from the podium. She worked her
way through a sea of furry bodies in the aisles below, many of which chuffed
a word of appreciation or patted her on the back.
"I think Riehs
would be proud," Kyaruin assured her as she got to them, "you did great."
Vher rumbled deep laughter from her slouching position in her chair. The
woman's coarse beauty had been ruined: huge, bloody bandages covered her
head and chest, while lesser arm wounds had scarred over. Even then, either
there were bald patches left on her pelt or the fur there had grown out in
odd, twisted ways. She was happier than ever, though. Kyaruin was glad she'd
retained her good humor and passive nature.
"I'm sure Riehs
is proud of you. There are televisions in prison, you know. Prison isn't
so bad for ex-government Hrasi. Bet you she just saw the whole thing," Vher
assured her.
"There's definitely
a reason that she chose you to be her successor," Kyaruin told her, "She
left the entire genetics engineering program in your hands after only knowin
you for a few days. She's not stupid, or she wouldn't have been head of the
GE project. I think maybe your genius with biology and genetics was apparent
early on. You're great at it." Eaghera smiled, stopping to give Kyaruin a
kiss.
"Hey," Miles
complained, "why do you two have to act so, so
human?" All three Hrasi
chuffed at him.
"Because we
like it. Is it our fault that Hrasi affection is lacking?" Eaghera responded.
She took her seat and began sorting through her binder. "Uh, why couldn't
Miss Huri have managed to pass that psyche categorization bill? I don't want
to fight for it. And what's this? A measure to single out and eliminate one
of the human population's blood types? What was she thinking? I can't justify
that." Eaghera began mumbling to herself, becoming truly engrossed. "It'd
be genocide
ah, I can't believe this
" Miles smiled, then winced
when his name was called.
"Miss Kyaruin,
you're sure I have to do this? They're going to kill me if I tell them about
the revised budget plan. I raised the budget last time I was here!" Kyaruin
gave him a withering glare.
"Hey, just because
I'm not your slave doesn't mean you get to start acting formal with me. I'm
still only a secretary. It's Kyaruin or nothing. And yes, I'm sure you have
to go." Miles pouted, but pushed himself up, got his walker, and quietly
pushed himself towards the podium.
"'Just because
I'm not your slave' she says," Vher laughed, nudging Eaghera in the ribs.
"Hey, do you remember the slave speech?" Eaghera grinned, ignoring her new
bond-partner, who looked death at the two.
"Oh, sure,"
she said, then mimed leaning down on a bar and looking sternly down at someone.
"Hey, Miles," she mimicked in a sing-song voice, "You there? I'm not going
to be your slave anymore, okay?" Vher grinned, then pretended to be in a
drug-induced haze.
"Uhhh
Oo-kay, Kyaruin. Wha-ever you saaaaay." Both broke up in spasming chuffs.
Kyaruin's ears dipped as she growled in frustration.
"Wouldn't be
insulting Miles if I were you. Tell me, are you going to change your name?
I think Vher Arathch would be a great name. Besides, the family could always
use a few more women." Vher stopped chuffing to scowl at Kyaruin. Eaghera
just smiled.
"Hey, that's
not such a bad idea. Clan Arathch is going to be reborn. You and Miles might
not reproduce much, but Kyaruin and I are Arathchs now. We might extend from
there if we want to. Besides, you can always go ask somebody to give you
a kid if you and Miles want babies. I have a public relations officer from
my inherited staff that might make a good candidate. He has almost the same
temperament as Miles
You could just sort of pretend that -"
"Yeah, Miss
Eaghera, you know what? Shut up," Vher hissed lowly. "You could get your
precious specimen hurt."
"Hey, I'm not
going to shelter him like Huri did. That's why I let the two of you -"
"Were you not
listening? I said don't mention it in public, alright?" Vher seethed. Kyaruin
looked at the two of them and her ears flicked in annoyance.
"Hey, Miles
is getting up there, shut up!" Both of them quieted as they all focused on
Miles, who got up to the podium. There were concerned murmurings from around
the room, but they died down as he got to the microphone.
"Thank you,
chamberman. I apologize for my absence during the last few weeks, but I've
been recuperating and working on a new plan." He pulled out a small click
button and pressed it, killing the lights and bringing up the holographic
projector in the chamber's center for a presentation. A collage of graphs
appeared. "Here are projections for the last five years of defense budgeting,
and specific allocation to space-based planetary missile defense, all
superimposed over correlating research and development rates. As you can
see, the budgeting increases almost exponentially with a linear increase
in what we can do
"
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